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Chapters: 9/16 Fandom: Panic! at the Disco, Bandom Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie, Dan Keyes/Ryan Ross, Ryden - Relationship, Ryan Ross/Z Berg, Z Berg/Ryan Ross/Dan Keyes, Z Berg/Langley Fox, Brendon Urie/Dallon Weekes (brief) Characters: Ryan Ross, Brendon Urie, Z Berg, Dan Keyes, Langley Fox, Dallon Weekes Additional Tags: Ryden, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, noncanon, brallon, Brallon is brief though sorry fam, New York City setting, Pretty boys with too much time and too much money, Slow Burn, Way too much symbolism, way too much foreshadowing, way too many clues, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie - Freeform, Eventual Smut Summary:
Ryan Ross was born into money. He never had to grow up with a single want except for his excessive desire to create and to share. At nineteen he had published his first novel, a frighteningly popular love story that he grew to hate. Eleven years later, Ryan has not written anything else but instead spends his days with a revolving door of lovers and fair weather friends. By the urging of his friend Z Berg, he attends a party thrown by a rapidly rising musician who has earned more money in the past two years than he knows what to do with. While Ryan prefers the company of people not in the celebrity scene, he finds himself strangely drawn to a man who doesn't believe in more things than he believes in. Yo so I wrote this and you should check it out. Or don’t. But mostly do. I need constant validation it’s fine.