Dec 13, 2025
I just wanna wrap my hands around a throat and squeeze. I want the incessant noise and that disgusting look in their eyes gone. I need it gone. Some people's mere existence... it feels like something to push down and destroy to me.
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I just wanna wrap my hands around a throat and squeeze. I want the incessant noise and that disgusting look in their eyes gone. I need it gone. Some people's mere existence... it feels like something to push down and destroy to me.
Don't pretend you care about me.
Don't act like you want to help me.
Don't act like you understand me.
You make me sick. Just shut up already.
I just wanna stay in my little cave, my private, safe, comfortable little hole. The only place in the entire world where I feel comfortable. But now, every single day, they come in grab me and force me out, and make everything worse! They make everything terrible!
Don't smile, don't laugh, don't joke. No one gave you the right. You shouldn't have the right. Not a living piece of trash like you.
Just hearing her talk to other people is... telling. Every word reaffirms my belief of how horrible she is, but it seems like second nature to her. As easy as breathing. We just can't get along, and we'll never understand each other. Good. I don't want yo understand her very much.
Oh geez, sorry for not being at your beck and call a single time today. I totally understand you causing a mess and being an annoying bitch over it. Maybe if I whined and cried about how terrible things are around me and how badly I wanna kill myself, you'll be more inclined to be nice to be. Unfortunately, unlike you, I actually do suffer from suicidal thoughts and am not a self centered selfish attention whore, so I guess that option's off the table for me.
I always feel like "help" that people want to give is never worthwhile. Always so empty, always so ignorant.
I go through the motions, I do what they tell me to, but it never works. I rarely even get a smile on my face.
They don't wanna help me. They never do. They just want me to look like them, act like them, and not cause any problems. They're all so useless.
I've always struggled with anger. I'm constantly irritated, or upset. The smallest thing is usually enough to ruin a large portion of my day. The frustration bubbles and boils till it hurts.
I want to bite and claw and kick and hurt. Just to let this anger loose.