8/2025
One regret I have is not taking more pictures when I was pregnant last year 💙
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8/2025
One regret I have is not taking more pictures when I was pregnant last year 💙
When we incarnate, there are two stages of life ahead of us. During the first, rarely are we aware that we are designed with the capacity to create our own reality. And we bring with us all the consciousness of our previous lives and ancestral intergenerational karma, which we have volunteered prior to incarnation to live through and alchemise emotionally (endure karma and let ourselves be changed by the suffering). The second stage isn't a given, though, and comes about usually as adults when we become more intimately aware of the lives of those around us and notice the discrepancies in the efforts of others as compared with ours to gain happiness and success. 'Luck' seems to follow certain people, and we wonder and observe how they tackle similar circumstances we mutually experience. Because deep down, we innately know that things are supposed to work out and our dreams are meant to be lived. But since generations before us have settled on mediocrity time and time again, we are afraid to trust that it is meant to happen for everyone, not just "some people". That's where a relationship with Self becomes the most paramount acquisition of a human life. Because when we endeavour to establish communication with our Higher Self in a regular grounded way, through meditation and other various practices that bring on altered states of consciousness that re-thread our heart's consciousness into our internal dialogue, it becomes very clear right away, how loving, kind-natured and benevolent our Godforce Self is toward us, continually and constantly. Never accusatory and always deeply desirous of our comfort and intrinsic peace. Like the way you want to soothe a newborn in your arms when they are swaddled and sleeping. You see, the suffering we endure prior to learning how to control our reality is not wanted or insisted on by some higher force. It is simply part of our consciousness when we arrive, and our higher selves protect our hearts so that we stay loving on the other side of the experience. Some of us do not retain connection to our Soul or soul-union post-trauma and this is deeply unfortunate. Because the health of all our relationships with others in our respective futures depends on the ability to connect to our Soul, post our voluntary generational cycle-break experiences. This is where sound, frequency and light play such a huge role in the process of human evolution. What might take an entire lifetime or several to heal through, possessing only an average capacity to process experiences within the confines of 3-dimensional perception, can happen within a week, a day or even a few hours when we are exposed to the formulas within nature, music and deep states of openess that come with meditation, fasting and silence. The frequencies emitted within each of these environments cause the brain to operate at another level of consciousness that gives more control over to the Higher Self, which knows exactly what needs re-tuning within the heart to return to an unconditional love perspective on any troubling or afflicting beliefs held within the biofield pertaining to a particular trauma. Like re-tuning a piano, it's never not worth it. The design of life may be simple, but the design of a human being is not. You would never overlook tuning a grand piano so that it would again play perfectly. And yet, the human design is far more sophisticated, complex and valuable. ~ Chantal Eva
Good Afternoon!!
About 2 more weeks and you'll be 3!! 🥺
37+1
WOOOOOOW I have sucked at being active on here 🙃 baby and I are still doing well. My GD is diet controlled so business as usual in that department. Next appointment is on the 4th and I have the option to get my membranes stripped then. I also have the option of being induced at 39 weeks. I'm not sure if I want to do either yet. Since I'm going for a VBAC I've read that as little intervention as possible gives you better chance of success. At my last appointment I was 2cm dilated and 50% effaced. So I hopefully won't even need induction and he'll come on his own any day now.
When we are home we can go day (nights) where Theo will only wake up once maybe twice but goes right back down without a fight a majority of the time.
But as soon as we are at my moms for the weekend his sleep is shit waking up 4-5 times a night or every hour and will sometimes fight hard going back to sleep.
It’s so exhausting and draining. How can he go from sleeping almost perfectly to sleeping so shitty the next night. I don’t understand!!
His bedtime routine doesn’t change when we go to my moms, and his sleeping arrangement doesn’t change. The ONLY two things that I can think of that do change are 1: daddy isn’t there and 2: the room that he sleeps in isn’t pitch black at my moms.
Ugh I need sleep!! And answers as to why this is happening 😔
You are the path. But it's how you feel that informs your direction. So it's little wonder that controlling forces such as governments or media, big pharma and so forth go to such lengths to impact to manipulate your emotions in ways that illicit responses from you that meet their own agendas. That's how powerful the vibrational frequencies that emit from your emotions are. They are literal conductors of loving intelligence from dimensions beyond the three we can perceive with our five senses that can guide, direct, support and lead us on a journey of total satisfaction and triumph no matter how challenging the circumstance for the entire duration of a human life. So begin exploring just how well you could be supporting your emotions, particularly where childhood wounds are triggered. They are the keys to your most fulfilling life experience, not just successful manifestational experiences per say, though they will flow in to your journey with ease as a natural consequence the more you feel settled within yourself. ~ Chantal Eva
It's been a tough couple of days. As wonderfully I was doing with my business collaboration and finance opportunities, I only just found out some news about my health that has me vexed and so uncertain. To top it all off, the people you would expect to support me are stretched themselves and making it seem as though my requests for minimal support are overbearing. After escaping domestic violence and having to move more times I can count, living with a sibling to escape who turfed me out of her house the moment she felt her online business might suffer from my staying with her interstate, and being unable to live with my son whom I miss every moment of the day, I find myself questioning my reality pretty much every day and doing all I can all day to support my mental as well as my physical health. My sense of self worth has really taken as massive hit, to say the least. It's times like these when I rely on my work the most; what I write, or, as I feel it is best described, what I channel. This piece was next in the queue to be posted today, and it couldn't be a more fitting reminder for me, really. That's how I know my message comes from the place beyond me, because it isn't something I am naturally inclined to believe, yet it comforts me with the deepest resonance of truth. It helps me know, that no matter how I am perceived, the whole of me has worth, full worth, regardless. And what others think, is really just the license they use to care less sometimes or to avoid looking deeper and consider how their responses (or lack thereof) contributed to preventable hurt and damage. ~ Chantal Eva