⤷ gender neutral, ambiguous race, and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!
ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ | ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ ᴵᴵ
𝑩𝒐𝒚𝒅 𝑺𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒔 .˚⋆‧࿔𖦹 ⋆ ˚｡
・He straightens. Warmth forming in the middle of his being.
"You mean that?" He asks, trying not to push you. But needing to know if you mean it.
"Of course I mean it," you reply, feeling like you are laid bare.
・He nods, a small smile creeping at the edge of his mouth.
"Haven't been told that in a while," he whispers, sitting down beside you.
・The air feels warmer now. It always does when Boyd is near you. You never feel afraid if he's by your side. You are trying so hard to tell him you want him, without actually saying the words.
・Does he understand?
・His hand moves to your back and rubs slowly, you feel a little awkward but also touch-starved. You never want him to stop touching you.
𝑱𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝑯𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒓𝒂 ⋆˙⟡⋆｡‧˚ʚ
"I - what?" Jade stammers. Looking at you like your hair is on fire.
"Yes Jade, you make me feel safe..." The room is quiet. Still. Stiff.
・You blush while saying it. Revealing something so honest, the vulnerability makes you feel giddy.
"No one has ever said that to me before."
・You nod your head, not knowing what to do. Overthinking and feeling like a deer in headlights at the same time.
・He looks at you, and surprises you utterly and completely.
・Jade gets up and hugs you. His long arms awkwardly surround you and hold you close.
・A knock sounds at the door. But it's dark out.
・You both ignore it.
"Let me in!" The voice calls. It sends chills down your spine. Makes you feel sick.
・But Jade surprises you yet again.
・His hug grows longer, and it becomes just as much for him, as it is for you.
𝑲𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒚 𝑳𝒊𝒖 .˚⋆‧࿔𖦹 ⋆ ˚｡
・Kenny was walking with pure purpose. The sheriff badge attached to his side.
・He must have gotten your note.
・Yesterday you had written and placed a note under Kenny's door. You just didn't want to face him with this knowledge, but you needed him to know.
・In this warped world, everything is just so difficult. Even getting out of bed. So you thought it might bring some light.
・He finally approached you. The crunch of the rubble beneath his shoes.
・You were sitting on your porch.
"I got your letter,' Kenny said. He stood in front of you. And you could see the letter in his back pocket. Folded neatly.
・You nodded. Words evading you.
"I don't think you understand how much this means to me."
・His honesty was overwhelming, yet refreshing.
・Looking up at him, his hand reached out, and you grabbed it. Thinking it was a handshake.
"I'm trying to hug you-" he chuckles and you blush.
"Right, right. Yeah, I knew that."
𝑬𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒔 𝑺𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒔 ⋆˙⟡⋆｡‧˚ʚ
・You're fiddling with your jacket. The hem is fraying, loose threads unravelling.
・You weren't going to say anything. You felt embarrassed. But you could see that Ellis was having a bad day. And maybe your confession might cheer him up...
・So you went up to him, and sat in the chair next to him.
"Um, I want to tell you something," you muttered. Scratching the side of your neck.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, what is it?" He forces a smile and you're already regretting it.
"I just wanted to let you know. You uh, you make me feel safe. I think you're the only person who does..."
・It's silent for a moment.
・Then you see this sheepish smile appear on Ellis' face.
"That right huh?"
・You nod.
"C'mere," he says, then pulls you into his arms. He slightly rocks you back and forth. And even then, somehow, everything seems fine.
𝑹𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝑲𝒊𝒓𝒌𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅 .˚⋆‧࿔𖦹 ⋆ ˚｡
・He's about to leave the room, leaving to go to his place for the night.
"Randall, please stay."
・He halts. Blinks with his back facing you then turns.
"Why?" he asks, gruff and stubborn.
"You're the only person who makes me feel safe here. Please. Stay."
・As the words flood from your mouth, you step forward, and he turns.
"Um, yeah. Okay."
・He's awkward about it and you think you've made a bad decision. A selfish one. What if he doesn't want to? What if he doesn't care?
・Your heart starts to thump.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said anything - you can go if you want to. I apologise."
"No, don't take it back." He looks at you, holding pure eye contact. Making you blush.
Wherever you go, I follow. (one-sided!Boyd Stevens x gn!reader)
Part 2
Summary: You want Boyd to be safe - even if your own life is on the line. He doesn't take kindly to that.
Word count: 1.62k- oopsie
Rating: M.
Warnings: spoilers up to episodes 1 and 2 of s3, age gap (reader is in mid twenties and Boyd is in his fifties), cursing (it's Boyd we're talking about), mentions of death and blood, angst, hurt (no comfort for you guys), violence, survivor's guilt, the creatures are their own warning.
Boyd Stevens is a kind man.
He cares about his people; did his best to install some kind of order in this hellhole, found the talismans so you didn't have to hide anymore.
You were there when he shot Abby.
You helped restore the houses, count supplies, create a menu for the diner - and, through all these years, you haven't found anyone more fascinating than Boyd.
More often than not, you found yourself spending time around him and Kenny, helping them maintain the order around town - even going up to colony house and help Donna with whatever she needs at the time.
You have seen the Matthews arrive, then Jade, followed by that shit storm; a house collapsed, a bus full of people spawned from nowhere, then no one could sleep - lest they die or end up in a coma.
Then, Tabitha went missing.
"She's probably dead by now."
The taste of Tian-Chen's pancakes, usually so welcome after a tiring day, left a bitter taste in your mouth.
You could see Ethan stiffen, a couple tables away from your own; you had chosen to eat by yourself today, to give your friends some space. Dale, bless his fucking soul, kept yapping to a couple of his companions, saying how she was stupid to have wandered out on her own (even if it was to save her own daughter).
You stood up then, and walked up to where the boy was, waiting for Tian-Chen to end her 'shift' and go back home.
"Hey, Ethan."
He looked up, teary eyed, and you held in your urge to walk up to Dale and shut him up yourself. You sat down, in front of him, and the sight of his untouched food made your own stomach roll uncomfortably.
"I... I know it's not going to change anything, but," You told him, noticing how his eyes kept going back and forth between you and Dale. "Dale is pretty fucking dumb- sorry, that was a bad word. He's very stupid, and your mom is smart and brave. I'm pretty sure she's still out there."
"I..." Ethan opened his mouth, looking down at his lap. Then, he looked up at you, a strained smile on his face. "I'm scared."
Your heart squeezed painfully, and any words your brain tried to get out died in your throat. You stood up, rounding the table, and wrapped an arm around the boy, caressing his hair as he shuddered against you.
"'s gonna be okay." You whispered, throwing the words to the universe, hoping it would be the truth. "It's all gonna be alright."
Jim Matthews was a weird guy.
You didn't like him very much; he infuriated you to no end, just droning on and on (much like Dale sometimes, except Dale knew he was an ass - he was self aware).
When he said he was going to the settlement, to bring back food, you could see he was struggling - with the fact that his wife went missing, probably dead, his daughter went through comatose hell and didn't want to talk about it, and his son sometimes tried to run away.
It was a lot for one guy, that you could confirm.
"I'll go with you."
As soon as those words left Boyd's mouth, you frowned.
"No offense, but that's kind of stupid." You said, mouth working faster than your brain.
You tried to ignore the way your heart rate picked up, a bitter taste in your mouth at the idea of staying in town without Boyd, without knowing if he was safe - if he wasn't poisoned again, if something dragged him to a place of no return.
The sheriff's head snapped towards you, his brow arched; you stared back at him, crossing your arms over your chest, and you could feel Jim's baby blues glancing back and forth, seeing who would win.
"I'll go with him." Kenny finally said, and your eyes immediately trained on him. He was your friend - of course you'd be worried for him, too.
"Kenny-"
"No." He says firmly, looking at you, and then staring at Boyd. "I know what it's like to lose a parent here, and I'm not gonna watch Julie and Ethan lose both their parents in the same week."
Reluctantly, you watched as Jim and Kenny packed up and walked into the forest. You hugged your friend tightly, told him to be safe, and prayed that they'd stay safe - to whatever being brought you all into this.
"They're gonna be alright." The sheriff told you, seeing how fidgety you became. "The hut is safe, they got the talisman with them."
You gnawed on your lower lip, looking up at him. "You know that's not what I'm worried about."
He cocked his hip to the right, raising a brow. "Then, please do tell what is racing in that mind of yours, kid."
You narrowed your eyes, a sick feeling rising to your throat. You knew he didn't say that in a condescending tone, but you couldn't help but wish he saw you as an adult - as someone who could stay by his side.
"'m not a kid." You grumble, and cross your arms over your chest. "The real danger is whether they'll succumb to the urge to peek outside when night falls - when the whispers and noises come. I trust Kenny, but... I don't trust this place to not mess with his head."
"So you don't trust him."
You huff, and Boyd laughs lightly, patting your shoulder. The little touch shouldn't make you this happy, but you can't help but smile softly at him.
"Kenny's smart, he's gonna be fine."
"As for Jim..." You trail off, and he smiles.
"Kenny can handle him, too." He nods his head, and you both turn towards the station. "Come on, let's make the most of the couple hours of daylight we have left."
This night, you stayed with Tian-Chen and Victor, doing your best to keep the kids entertained, when all hell broke loose.
The three of you hurried out of the house, telling Julie and Ethan to lock the door as you scrambled to help Jade and Boyd with the cattle and sheep.
Your small group led the sheep, while Boyd and Tian-Chen moved the heaviest cow. You pulled two goats at once, ignoring the creatures leering behind you, walking as if they had all time in the world to caught up to you - and maybe, they did.
"Get those smaller animals and take them back inside!" Boyd shouted as you got to the bar, hurrying the sheep into the building. Victor helped you and Jade, securing them inside.
"We're gonna take this cow back to the barn." The sheriff said, nodding his head towards the open bar door. "You guys get inside!"
As the creatures neared, you rushed to Tian-Chen's side, helping her push the cow. "I''ll help."
Boyd's eyebrows shot up, and he shook his head. "Hell to the no! Get the fuck back inside!"
You furrowed your brows, groaning as you kept pushing. "I'm not going to sit and watch you destroy yourself!"
"And I'm not letting you risk your life for me!" He shouted, stopping dead in his tracks.
"Don't you get it- you know I have feelings for you!" You shouted back, angry tears welling up in your eyes. You could see the creatures in your peripheral, and put your hands back on the cow, ready to push again-
"And I don't have any for you!" Boyd finished, and you froze. "This is breaking my heart, but I don't love you. I cannot care for you in that way."
You knew that. Of course you did.
So why did it hurt so bad to hear those words come out of his mouth?
Jade sprinted out of the bar, pulling your stunned form back with him. You fell on your ass when he closed the door, a faint ringing sounding in your ears.
"Fuck." You whispered, clenching your fingers on the hard wood.
You could hear Boyd's voice outside, telling Tian-Chen to go back into the safety of the bar, with you - but her gentle, yet firm voice called out a "No! We do together!".
Your head spun, and Victor pulled you to your feet, slowly dragging you to a chair in the corner of the room, the goats' bleating the only sound you could hear now.
It hurt.
The next day, when he brought in the bloodied, mangled corpse of Tian-Chen into the church, you could only stare down at her - your heart squeezed so much, you feared you'd end spitting it out if you said anything.
You kneeled beside her body, softly brushing her hair off her blood-sprinkled face. Boyd stood beside you, staring down at her in silence.
Then, after what felt like ages, he managed to choke out a "I'm sorry.".
You huffed, laying your head near her hand.
Sometimes, when you had trouble sleeping, she'd sing softly in Cantonese, sitting beside you as you leaned your head on her shoulder. If she was feeling generous (which she always was), she'd even give you something to snack on.
"It's not your fault." You whispered, looking up at him.
You could see it in his face - pain, grief, guilt.
Maybe, if you hadn't been so stunned by his rejection, you'd stay with them and push the cow inside the barn.
Maybe they'd choose you instead of Tian-Chen, and she'd be alright, waiting for Kenny to come back.
Maybe-
You sighed.
There's no way to change that.
"I," You mumbled, the words painful in your throat. "I'm just glad there's not two corpses."
Ahhh Forgot between all the roleplay im doing that i was gonna write a Boyd/F!Reader oneshot thing tooo. Woopsie.
Gotta make time for that cause Lord that Boyd brainrot u know.
Here is a little teaser ♡♡♡:
But god it's one of those moments where you look back to later in life, one of the things you'd either be happy you did or didn't do. But the way he talks? Walks…the way he kisses even..-
You walk towards the back with a heavy pounding heart, slowly pushing the door open to see him on the couch. Bottle in hand, prideful evil little smirk on his face.
“Well then, looks like you made up your mind cupcake’ gonna come over here and take a seat?” His hand pats his thigh. Suggesting you should sit on his lap. That's asking a lot….
But you still go and do it, sitting down on his lap. Legs next to his thighs on the couch.
Hi hun! I dont know if your still doing smut night, but I was just wondering if you could write something for Boyd from Teen Wolf where the reader is not only a virgin but also riding him for the first time? Thanks hun, I love your writing!💜💜
Your hands quiver as you guide Boyd’s cock to your entrance. His hands are reassuring on your thighs, gentle with his touch to let you know he’s there. You hesitate before sinking down on him, your teeth biting your bottom lip with nervousness. You know it’s going to be an uncomfortable feeling, but you know you’re ready.
Boyd has always been so good to you. He’s gentle, loving, honest, the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. Never once has he ever made you feel unsafe, especially at this moment right here. He leans up, capturing your lips with his to ease your anxieties.
“you’re okay,” Boyd coos, “you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.”
“No, no, it’s okay. I want to,” you smile shyly at him, his words soothing right over you. You press him back down to the mattress, a shy flush appearing on your cheeks as he stares at you in awe. Slowly, you sink on his cock and take in a sharp breath. Boyd can’t help but let his fingers curl into the skin of your hips, biting his lip at your warmth.
Your hands press on his chest, slowly grinding your hips on him, feeling the uncomfortableness turn into pleasure. Your eyes close, mouth agape as you moan softly.
Boyd feels good inside you. His gentleness and soft whispers of praise cause all feelings of nervousness from the intimacy of sex to vanish into the air.
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(a/n: lmaoo i am deffo teen wolf trash rn! i think i’m especially trash for the hale pack? bc here’s a cuddling with boyd hc! i’m not gonna be stopped, i promise. also boyd deserved better and still to this day i refuse to believe that he died. - admin kat 🌙❣)
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Cuddling with Boyd Headcanons:
° hands down the big spoon 110% of the time. have you seen him? boii is tall and them arms? he’s so the big spoon, fight me on it.
° like his stature? he’s totally swallowing you in his hold.
° boyd loves to idly play with your fingers while you cuddle, it’s calming for him and gives himself something to focus on.
° all the forehead kisses galore!
° he grins into your hair and neck all the time, which makes you grin silly yourself.
° “why’re you smiling so damn much?”
° “because of you.”
° “me?”
° “isn’t that just what i said?”
° you’ve tried to be the big spoon before, but boyd just laughs at you, you can’t even put your arms around his waist properly. but he let’s you try to be the big spoon bc he knows it’ll hurt your feelings if he doesn’t let you.
° he totally get’s a dead arm every time you guys cuddle. you use his bicep as a pillow, he’s dedicated and will usually not move, but there’re rare - not so rare actually - occasions where he’ll flex the muscles in his arms and startle you awake. it makes him laugh. without a single word, he’ll pull his arm out from under your head and let you lay on his chest instead.
° he totally cuddles you without a shirt on. sometimes you cuddle him without a shirt on also. neither of you complain.
° boyd has this natural calm energy about him and whenever you’re with him, especially when you’re cuddling with him, his energy just rubs off on you. he always calms you down when you’re upset, angry, etc.
° he totally tickles you when you cuddle, pretending to bite your neck as you squirm in his grasp.
° after a fight has happened in beacon hills, he’ll come to you and cuddle you into his chest. he holds you extra tight bc he’s so protective of you. he’d be so hurt if anything were to happen to you.
° idk why i think this but on full moons you guys cuddle. you’re his anchor. just having you there, your presence, sight, scent, etc. just keeps him from turning. he’s so grateful for the fact that you have that affect on him. he never stops breathing the words “thank you” across your skin.
° he totally lets his hands wander when you guys kiss when you’re cuddling. you never ever seem to stop him so those times the cuddling leads to friskier activities.
° boyd is always comfortable around you, he’s always been that way from the beginning, even though he’s been a loner for most of his life and never really had many friends or dating experience. he swears you guys are soulmates of some sort.
° you guys will always tell funny stories from when you were younger with one another when you’re cuddling, and you laugh like a l o t !
° but you know what? even boyd feels vulnerable. especially when he feels a lot of guilt about his younger sister. he buries his face in your chest and wraps his arms around your waist. you hold him on days like that, so tightly that you tell him it’s you taking away his sadness. he pulls a soft smile when you say that.
° “what’re you doing? you know i can’t breathe, right?”
° “i’m just taking away your sadness.”
° “you know i love you, right?”
° “right.”
° he always tells you how beautiful/handsome you are when you’re cuddling along with how lucky he is to have you. you really take this mans breath away.
° he’s usually late to his training with derek because he’s cuddling with you. isaac rips into him about it, which is usually when boyd loses a bit of his cool, eyes glowing amber bc if lahey utters one more sexual innuendo he swears to god he’ll smash that boys head into the wall. erica and cora join in on teasing boyd too!
° when you both are watching movies at his house, you’re laying in between his legs, your back against his chest. he’s got his hands linked in yours and he swears he loves those moments the most. he get’s embarrassed when his grandpa starts teasing you guys, calling you love birds and all.
° boyd falls asleep 100% of the time, which doesn’t really bother you. it only becomes a problem when you’re the one having to wake him up otherwise he’ll be late for training sessions or pack meetings. he pretends to stay asleep for longer just to mess with you.
° he’ll totally sneak up on you from behind, wrap his arms around your waist, lift you up in the air and throw you over his shoulder before gently flopping onto his bed with you on his chest. there’s a sigh of relief that emits from him then and you can’t help but giggle every time he does it.
° you nuzzle your face into his chest all the time, especially when you’re extremely comfy.
° tangled legs are a must. if not, boyd throws his legs over yours instantly. it’s the only way he ever get’s comfortable.
° serious deep talks ensue when you cuddle with boyd. he’s an open book with you because he trusts you with his life. he hopes you feel the same for him. he never pressures you to talk about anything you don’t want to. he’s game for lighthearted talks too.
° plays with your hair constantly, even when he falls asleep. it’s just natural for him to do it. so there’s never any chance for you to nudge or beg for him to keep playing with your hair.
° “you’re literally my rock, you know that?”
° “you’re a big cheesy doofus.”
° “thanks, i appreciate that.”
° “i mean it with the mushiest of intents!”
° “sure, sure.”
° naked cuddling happens a lot bc why the hell not!
° you always trace the muscles of his arms or the veins and he shivers in delight, it really soothes him.
° he lays his head in your lap all the time, keeps his eyes closed and nuzzles into your belly only for you to start lovingly stroke the skin on his neck and back. he m e l t s when you do that!
° you guys totally kiss each others knuckles when you cuddle, it’s a habit now. but the cutest of habits.
° you guys always having music playing in the background when you’re cuddling and his fingers tap along to the beat on your skin softly. it’s usually really chilled out music playing, like slowed down versions of songs.
° also boyd’s an amazing singer? he’ll sing you to sleep when you’re cuddling. this is usually saved for when you’ve had a bad day though. he always puts you out with his voice, it’s velvety but also kinda husky and just so- so damn beautiful!
° sometimes you guys play fight and it just naturally leads to boyd wrapping his arms around you tightly, but not enough to hurt you or constrict your breathing in anyway. he says he won’t let go unless you tap out. you never do tap out, so he eventually loosens his grip and kisses the crown of your head.
° you’re both obsessed with listening to the others heartbeats. you guys always fall asleep with one of your guys’s heads on the others chest. boyd’s grandpa has walked in on you guys and started laughing, which wakes you both up and makes you flustered.
° doesn’t really cuddle with you around other people, like the pack. he will at his house when his gramps is around though. it’ll take him awhile to get comfortable enough to start cuddling you in front of his packmates.
° will rest his stinky feet on your lap and tell you to massage them. you pull a grossed out face before he laughs and pulls you on top of him to cuddle you bc honestly, he was just messing with you anyway.
° if you have a stuffed animal, you’ve totally woken up during cuddle sessions to witness boyd cuddling it. you took a picture and threatened to use it as black mail. but it’s okay bc he’s got tons of embarrassing pictures of you too so two can play at that game.
° boyd randomly presses his forehead against yours. sometimes he’ll say sweet things and other times you’ll open your eyes and he’s pulling a dumb face or says some of the weirdest things ever.
° “remind me again why i love you?”
° “because i’m genuinely the best boyfriend ever?”
° you guys have some of the most spontaneous cuddles ever.
Imagine: being engaged to Boyd Holbrook and Ryan Reynolds being your No1 fan
Hey @ateliefloresdaprimavera I hope you like it :D If you don’t mind, the imagine you requested about Steve from stranger things will be up a few days later or when I come back from vacation, as soon as I’m able to be near my laptop again. Until then I hope you are happy with the two finished requests :D
