I was having a really good dream about this boy I like and it seemed so real; I woke up so upset because I realized it wasn't real at all...
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I was having a really good dream about this boy I like and it seemed so real; I woke up so upset because I realized it wasn't real at all...
Part 2: Feelings Within a Haircut?
The day we held hands, yeah that was 3 weeks ago. I remembered because that was on a Friday right before Spring Break. Wow, I really did miss him. But then I started to wonder, did he ever had a thought about me? I would never know, but I didn't bother to ask the next following week. Just recently, he got a haircut. I honestly do not know how to flirt without accidentally, going to crazy or barley anything. So, that day we were having a fire drill during English class. As we were walking out the door, I just happen to be in front of him. I was completely worn out that day, due to lots of Pre-Ap homework. He slightly pushes me, teasing that I walk too slow. I smiled, a real smile, and looked back at his tall, handsome self. I know I may sound so, calm and a nice girl. But the way we flirt, yeah we get into our inner Blackness and keep teasing each other. I answered back, "Daaamn. Way to be a gentlemen, asshole." He chuckled lightly, about to say something until I interrupted, "Oh my gosh, Tommyyyyy (Random name), you got a haircut! It looks nice!" Tommy, surprised, smiles and says, "No shit, sherlock. But thanks!" Really, if you knew me in person, I am so sarcastic and you guys would think I wouldn't deserve a guy like him. But trust me, I'm honestly 10x worse! Haha. Continuing on with the story, I brushed against his hair with my small, intimate fingers. The way he looked at me while I touched his hair. I didn't think anything like this could make me smile this big. I thought it was crazy to even think he'd flirt with me, once more!
there's this guy in judo that i totally want to bang date... he likes to tease me like a 5th grade boy. example...
guy: "your mother must be beautiful..."
me: "uh, she is, why?"
guy: "yeah, i hear it skips a generation."
i LOL'd so freaking hard. and then he took it back and said i'm lovely. merp.
Falling in Love
Falling in love is not simple You may think it’s the dimples But there are many more lists So many turns and twists
It could be His eyEs, so bright Or maybe his smile, how great the Sight You never really know how you fell Maybe you were put under a spell
Maybe iT’s his laugh, how sweet No sound can beat Maybe it’s tHe way hE looks at you With passion and lOve that’s true
What ever it is you’re sure to know He’s the oNe, don’t lEt him go Don’t break his heart For you can’t stand to be apart
(SECRET MESSAGE:RANDOM CAPITALIZATION)
Night time writin
Just am little story. So there's this guy that I've liked since 7th grade, yes I've dated and liked other guys in between there but I never stopped liking this boy. Most people say that whn you like someone for that long it's love but I don't know. I vaguely remember us talking like flirtatiously (lol that word) at the end of 8th grade to beginning of freshman year but that all ended when he asked my good friend to the homecoming dance. I was somewhat devastated but I moved on and ended up dating two great guys(at different times I'm no slut) and for some reason me being th idiot that I am I broke up with them both. I think I now realize its because I never stopped liking that boy. So anyway my favorite sport to watch is hockey. Me and my best friend go tithe high school games almost every weekend and sadly I've earned the title of a puck slut. Which that shouldn't even apply cuz I've only dated one and haven't fucked any just talked to 1 or 2...or 5:/ but anyways I'm obsessed with hockey and I found out that the guy I liked signed up for spring league!(keep in mind he never really played hockey so this was a first) I figured it had to be a sign! So I went to the game today and talked to him after for the first time in forever and just looking at his smile face to face like that for the first time in months just sent butterflies through my stomach. I really hope this turns into something good for me, I haven't something good happen to me in a while. Everyone wish me luck and maybe slip my request to get him to like me into your prayers tonight ;D
So I planned the perfect surprise for the perfect boy but I guess it's all ruined now. I ask myself why I am putting myself through all this for him, if he's not even my boyfriend... It's hard to explain. I like him, and he likes me. No doubt in that. But we know that nothing lasts forever, and him and I are friends. We know that if we were to date, things would be awkward when we would break up. We don't believe in love. And that's why it's perfect. We simply like each other. This way, we can stay friends once our romance is over. Yeah, it's not like the movies or whatever, but it's reality. And that's what we live for. Well about this surprise; I got my friend to bake him an awesome cake and and I was gonna get a couple of balloons. I was gonna walk to where we usually sit with balloons and cake and all. But he has a drivers test. So I guess that's a no. Okay, I'm upset again. I'm done talking about this.