Jan 22, 2022
I have a new FP. I feel like I'm dying. It's been so long since I've genuinely split on someone, I forgot how much it hurts. I'm so angry. The switch in my head that flips was so covered in cobwebs and spiders it's now hard to turn back off. He lead me on; for three days he let me believe he would give me the love attention I was so desperate for. Then, all of a sudden, he's too high and mighty for me. "We need to be healthy," he said. We were healthy, until you brought it up. This is your fault. Now everything is different and I'm angry. I'm angry at YOU for what YOU did. Fuck you. You ruined this for me.