#bpdmuse

[inlovewithabpdlady-blog]

Another rough Sunday.

Started out rough for my lady. Damn old school tiny dicked old boys club. Ugh. Makes me feel ashamed I am a white guy. She can’t do the interview Tuesday. My prayers keep getting answered but to what end? I am just going to spoil her while she lets me. Lots of healthy food and some necessities. I wish she would let me do more but I don’t ever want to push. It’s not easy. Guys. If you love a woman with bpd. I promise it is worth it. She brings out the only joy I have ever felt just by standing beside her. So much raw emotion. So happy some not but none of it bad. All of it precious.

[inlovewithabpdlady-blog]

I am an artist and I know beyond a doubt that she is my muse. When she is down I carve skulls. When she is up I forge hearts. But it is always my most impressive work when I have her on my mind and in my heart.

[drcned]

gASP !!! YOU'RE ALSO SWEDISH?? i keep finding you guys, jesus :0

ahhh yes i am :0, there’s a couple of swedish musers that I know of here on tumblr actually !!

[hyper-muse-music]

here's a fun tip, even if it doesn't help falling asleep! try doing calming things, just to rest your brain. sleep isn't important if you can find other ways to make your brain cool off from the day. a fun thing can be to draw, don't think of anything, just move your arm w/o concentrating and bam. it should make you space out a bit. maybe count inside your head. these tips work for spacing out, not really for falling asleep. hehe sorry!! i also have some sleeping issues so i try to share tips!!!

Oh yes, i’ve tried that but unfortunately it doesn’t work in the long-run :/ but you’re so so lovely for wanting to help my darling! honestly, you’re a gem.i hope that you will sleep well and sound tonight and i send you all my love and a bunch of hugs<3

[classydoodles]

your style and ocs are so cUTE AAAH ❤️❤️

aaAA GOSH THANK YOU ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

[hyper-muse-music]

AW YEAH! I WAS RIGHT!! andra deltävlingen was waaaay more better this time!

i concur. it was much better last night :)lots of hugs to you<3