#brabbling

[thisiswhatwedointheshadows]

Wow just noticed that I drew 8 (EIGHT!) Poolverine Fanarts since the beginning of this year. (It’s been 3 weeks)

I don’t remember if I ever I had drawn that much fanart in such a short time haha

And I think I really needed that.

Fandom has always been a way to cope for me and in the last weeks there had been many moments in which I thought “I should do task xy right now” but I couldn’t bring my self to do anything else then draw my favorite idiots.

And yes sure, it’s the hyperfixation but it also feels like my body and brain just needed that.

I didn’t have a lot of free time in the last 7 years, didn’t even had the time to draw one fanart before last year. And now drawing so much, just for fun, for no one else but myself felt like something my brain simply needed.

Now I really need to concentrate on other things again but I feel like I’m home from the best vacation I ever had even though I was just at home drawing what I love.

And also I wanted to thank you for all the love I got here. Wasn’t expecting that at all! But I see every comment and I love reading the tags you use when you’re reblogging my art! It makes me smile every single time :)

[oktcunez-yaps]

The completely regular urge to write a two page manifesto explaining my intended meaning after every one sentence interaction.

[oktcunez-yaps]

The urge to reply “Bro's been living under a rock fr fr” under every second post or comment on the internet. (They aren't as chronically online as I am)

[oktcunez-yaps]

When I'm not replying to anyone online: Don't worry, I'm not responding to my irl friends either.

[oktcunez-yaps]

Pleased to announce that my attention span has now officially corroded to the point of me getting bored waiting for my opponent to make a move in a 1|1 bullet chess game.

No, they didn't take that long. Yes, I'm just playing to distract myself from the discordant voices of worry and shame.

[oktcunez-yaps]

So I've heard you shouldn't be putting people onto pedestals. So. I've got you a stool. In my mind. So your legs don't get sore standing. yea. hope you like it.

[videoworm]

Memory and time are weird.

When I go grocery shopping I often already forgot what I bought by the time I'm home. So it's like unpacking a surprise.

But I also vividly remember when people didnt know how to pronounce "meme", like it was yesterday.

[cryptidskullartist]

Todays pic for the r76 week has to wait til tomorrow. It's already looking great but I got school early and I gotta sleep~