Do you have any controversial headcanons that go against what is generally accepted by the fandom? Do you incorporate this into writing your muse or keep it to yourself?
I’m not sure they’re so much ‘headcanons’ as they are the dirty, nitty gritty parts of Sam that people don’t like to acknowledge. Like that he is and always will be an addict, craving demon blood at the strangest times. inopportune times, even. or that even though he is considered the ‘softer’ of the two winchesters, sam will raise hell (literally) to bring his brother back from death, while dean will sit and mope and cry. sam gets angry and does some very questionable things that seem out of character for the kinder-hearted brother, but are very much a part of him anyway.
as far as headcanons go: (both accepted and not by the fandom, probably)- sam loved ruby, even if he knew she was toxic.- sam wasn’t in love with madison or sarah blake, because he didn’t know them long enough to “fall” for them.- for all his grumbling and hiding it, sam stopped wanting a “normal life” around season 3. he knew he’d never get it; not without something sucking him back into the life. he knew too much, it wasn’t conceivable for him to stay out of it.- sam still wants a dog.- sam suffers from extreme PTSD and the occasional delusion, even if they’re not hallucinations of lucifer anymore.- sam has more than just that one tattoo on his chest.