#breakup talk

[giantmonster]

[gettingaphdinmomo]

I've been seeing a lot of people changing their minds constantly about larry this past week, has your viewpoint changed a lot? Sorry if you've already answered this, I'm curious about your perspective, given all that's gone on with promo recently.

Hi anon! I still make no claims as to the current status of their relationship.

Having said that, a lot has given me pause:The fucking bee,the gay in private promo thing Harry is doing,the way Liam is shading Harry,the way Liam talked about Louis,the depressing as fuck way Harry sang “Two Ghosts” on the Late, Late Show,the fact every gender-neutral song on Harry’s album reads like a breakup song.I’m waiting to see what Louis’ promo brings.

[blue-towel8]

I just thought. Like maybe I'm so distressed after this breakup because I literally couldn't see another way. I thought I would get married, maybe pregnant, and be with this boy forever. And a lot of me still wants that. But like, I don't see anywhere in the future for me other than me attaching to other people. Like my relationships and friends. What do I want to do? Who do I want to be? What do I want to achieve ? These are things I don't really think about anymore apart from small general answers like I want to be nice and soft. And that's it. So I'm going to try and do some thinking about that.

[blue-towel8]

wow tried to sleep in my mom’s bed n go to sleep but jus ended up cryin for half n hour and decided to go back to my own bed!!! like if i didnt move i jus would be cryin n crying

[blue-towel8]

i get SUPER triggered when i think abotu nick’s new gf... i hate that it has a power ovr me...its like  a guaranteed panic attack... 

[blue-towel8]

had a dream where nick called me on hangout and was like, havent heard from u in a while! and it was fuckin awful and i had a panic attack and i think the second one was him hanging out with his ex making a cake and her getting on really well with his family and im watching for some reason crying and basically what im saying is that it was a nightmare.

[blue-towel8]

i know everyone would be super disappointed but sometimes i really just want to get back to how things used to be with my ex. it’s super hard being away from someone who was your best friend and who loved you unconditionally and who you felt the same way about. i feel like i messed everything up (even if logically i know thats not true). i just feel sad

[blue-towel8]

Well now I've gone past the hyper sexual part of my breakup for a while now it's about grieving all this stuff in common we had together like Frankie cosmos and MGS and sonic the hedgehog and batman and Steven universe and cuddling