sometimes i feel like i have lost like. the spark for creation.
it's been a slow decline through every fandom i've been in for the past, like. 6 years? 3 years since the burnout and i havent recovered
it's gotten harder to write, it's gotten almost impossible to draw, it feels like instead of being able to put something out into the world i'm being eroded into nothing
part of it is the anxiety and the constantly stressing about living costs and the future and health and bills and a job, and part of it is just that i feel like attempting to just sit and write something is impossible, let alone draw it. i look at an empty page and i am the one thats empty.
the burnout is leaving me with nothing and im no more creating nor doing things i genuinely used to enjoy.
when are good things coming? when am i going to feel better? when will nice things come for me too?
