#bsdangst

[meezla212]

People get Chuuya and Dazai's characterization so wrong.

I'll actually start crying if people make chuuya really sad when he kills people and where he's one of the nicest people in bsd.

Like no? Listen I love chuuya with all my heart but he gets an adrenaline kick from killing in the same way Dazai does. People talk about chuuya kicking the gun out of dazai's hand, yes, he did that, but only because he didn't see it as fun when Chuuya wasn't watching them struggle. He didn't understand why Dazai was still shooting. Don't you think that's much more sick?

Chuuya is messed up like Dazai is but in a different way. Dazai is heavily depressed where as chuuya is just heavily sick in the head.

Chuuya has killed thousands of people and had FUN whilst he did it.

(translation by reneray)

Also bonus if you look at the shock in Dazai's eyes as soon as Chuuya wants to go on a killing spree

[thataaabattery]

Fyolai angst (s5ep11)

“It’s the beginning of a new game.” Nikolai states, smile covering him like a mask. 

In the next moment, he hears a choking and wet cough. His mind does not register the sound.  As he turns, he fears he is frozen. Yet, his own coat still remains whipping in the wind. There, in front of him, blood drips onto the case he held not a moment before. 

“…Fyodor-kun?” 

Didn’t he want this?

[meezla212]

I suppose when I think about it it's truly remarkable Chuuya isn't suicidal.

Perhaps the most inhuman thing about him is really the fact he has so much want to be alive