#nikolai bsd

[cryptidkey]

Draw Nikolai in Fyodor's outfit, please I'm begging you

Here’s two doodles. It’s been so long since I last drew Nikolai, he used to be one of my favourites to draw.

[akuruyjiro]

🕊🔪🐀

[iennoganan-aha]

This is really silly but I thought it was funny 🕺🏼 I love it when Fyodor hops onto the bit just to mess with Sigma, poor thing:(

Happy father's day lol

[rosentraume]

terrible thing you beautiful thing

[n0cturnalcm]

The Two-faced Secretary.

[osamuslvt]

Can I request bsd men when they get into a bad argument with reader but reader is rlly sensitive so they would probably find her crying alone ꃋᴖꃋ [dazai, Chuuya, Fyodor, Nikolai and you can add anyone if u want!!] ꈍ◡ꈍ

(I love ur writing sm pls don't explode 🫣)

𝐛𝐬𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 & 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 ─ ʚଓ

𝐟𝐭: dazai, chuuya, fyodor, nikolai, ranpo 𑣲𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: hiiii!! thank you so much, that means a lot 🥹💗 i promise i won’t explode, but your message definitely made my heart do a lil kaboom.

𝐎𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐔 𝐃𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐈 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

At first, Dazai argues with playful sarcasm, trying to “win” like he always does—but the moment he sees your eyes glossing, you turn away too fast, and suddenly you’re gone. He jokes it off… until the apartment feels too quiet.

He finds you curled on the balcony, shoulders shaking.

His whole expression drops. “Belladonna… hey. Look at me.” He crouches down slowly, hands hovering like you’re fragile glass. When you finally meet his eyes, he looks guilty, really guilty—rare for him.

“I didn’t mean to hurt you. I’m sorry.” He folds you into his arms without forcing you, letting you cry against his chest. He tucks his chin above your head, rubbing small circles on your back.

The moment he feels you calm a little, he whispers softly: “I should’ve been listening, not arguing. You matter more than being right.”

For the rest of the night, he doesn’t leave your side—clingy, attentive, and honestly terrified of the idea that his words made you cry.

𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐔𝐘𝐀 𝐍𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

Arguments with Chuuya can get heated fast—he doesn’t shout at you, but his voice rises when he’s frustrated. When you go stiff and quietly whisper, “I’m gonna go for a minute,” he lets you… until fifteen minutes pass.

His stomach drops.

He finds you sitting on the bathroom floor, knees up, eyes red.

His anger disappears instantly.

“Hey—hey, sweetheart…” He sits down beside you, carefully pulling you into him. His voice is rough, shaky. “Shit, I didn’t… I didn’t mean to scare you.”

You bury your face in his chest and he wraps both arms around you, hand on the back of your head, holding you steady.

“I hate that I made you cry. I’m sorry. I’ll try to calm down next time—just talk to me, okay?”

He wipes your tears with his thumbs and kisses your forehead again and again until you breathe evenly. Expect him to cook for you, carry you to bed, and refuse to sleep until he knows you’re okay.

𝐅𝐘𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐄𝐕𝐒𝐊𝐘 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

Fyodor’s words cut deep—even when he doesn’t raise his voice, he knows exactly where to strike. During the argument he stays eerily calm… but when you go silent, withdraw, and disappear to your room, he realizes he miscalculated.

He opens the door gently, expecting you to be annoyed— —but instead, he finds you covering your mouth, trying not to sob out loud.

Fyodor freezes.

Then his eyes soften in a way he rarely allows anyone to see.

He moves quietly toward you. “Milaya… I hurt you.” He sits beside you, not touching you yet. “I am… sorry.” The words are careful, sincere.

When you lean into him, he immediately wraps an arm around you, guiding your head to his shoulder.

“I should not use my tongue as a weapon against you.” He kisses your temple lightly. “You are the last person I wish to make cry.”

He listens—really listens—while you talk about how his words made you feel. And he changes his tone in future arguments, because losing control of you is something he refuses to risk.

𝐍𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐈 𝐆𝐎𝐆𝐎𝐋 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

Nikolai never means to hurt you. He’s chaotic, loud, dramatic—and sometimes, without thinking, he pushes your buttons too hard.

During the argument, he sees you getting quieter… but he mistakes it for ignoring him. You slip away while he’s still talking.

When he realizes you’re gone, he calls your name in a singsong voice— then opens a closet door and finds you curled inside, crying softly.

His theatrical grin fades immediately.

In a heartbeat, he kneels down, coat pooling around him. “Oh… my little dove…” His voice is so quiet it almost doesn’t sound like him.

He gently scoops you into his arms, rocking you just a little.

“I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t mean it. I get carried away—but I never want to be the reason you hide.”

He kisses the top of your head, stroking your hair with careful fingers.

You’ll get smothered in blankets, sweets, random little magic tricks, and constant apologies until he feels you smile again.

𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐏𝐎 𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐆𝐀𝐖𝐀 ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

Ranpo doesn’t argue often, but when he does, his words can be blunt without meaning to. He notices IMMEDIATELY when you leave the room.

He follows the faint sound of sniffling like he’s tracking a clue.

“There you are.” His tone softens as soon as he sees your tear-streaked cheeks.

He sits cross-legged in front of you and holds your hands gently. “I didn’t want to make you cry. I’m sorry.”

He pulls out candy from his pocket and quietly offers it. Then he leans forward, pressing your foreheads together.

“I love you. Next time, tell me when I’m being too sharp. I don’t always notice… but I always care.”

Ranpo instantly forgives the argument and spends the rest of the day cuddled up with you, feeding you sweets and watching something comforting.

osamuslvt ─ 2026 ꕥ

[doctorforks]

Magical Girls: Decay of Angels!

Have some intro cards while I make a proper illustration, the full gist of the au will be there but please do ask as many questions as you'd like!

nikolai alt ^_^

[ilikegreedraw]

omg wheres dazai im sweating