here's a snippet of this yoongi smut that's been haunting me but real life was cockblocking super hard so i'm still not finished writing it lskdfjaosid -- as always +18 mdni
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he drops tang as he makes his way over to the sofa. you close the book you'd been reading, cocking your head as you look up at him.
the moment stretches, syrup-slow and glistening as he stops in front of you, looking down with those tiger-light eyes, half-lidded and certain. you wait; you've always been good at waiting.
Reader repaired Big Top after he got incredibly damaged from the fall
You bought him from Afton when Afton overtook the company, and now he lives in your basement (you live in a cabin in the woods, so he comes outside with you often)
BT likes listening to you rant/talk about your day, your hyperfixations, etc.
^ He especially loves gossip
He likes watching the clouds go by and just nature in general with the reader
BT plays old timey circus music for you
He likes it when you bring a blanket and mattress down to sleep beside him in the basement
He likes watching Bozo's Circus with the reader
BT likes watching you go about your day and watching you do any hobbies you have
You have started a ticket collection for him (he appreciates you taking interest in a hobby of his) (there's probably like five boxes of tickets on a shelf in the basement)
Hope you enjoy @salem-the-puppet!
More proof I actually do research for my fics, I went and found a 70s era clown show (I think SOTM takes place in the 70s, idk I just believed Dawko lol)
Also I just found out I'm the fourth person to make content for this man
The lights backstage were making you sweat as you waddled your way through the crowds of stage workers and managers trying to find Hoseok, tonight was their last show on tour and you didn't want to miss a single second of it.
"Are you sure it's safe for you to be back here?" Jimin questioned as he held onto your arm, he'd been escorting you around the backstage area in the hunt for your husband.
"Yeah, I'm not due for another three weeks, I'll be fine," You mumbled as you continued to walk with him, running your hand over your large bump as you made your way over to the side of the stage. Hoseok was standing talking with Jin and Yoongi about something so you leant against a speaker box, trying to catch your breath. Pregnancy was one of the most wonderful things you were getting to experience but also one of the most inconvenient things. You were running out of breath more, it was harder to walk around because of your size, not to mention all of your clothes no longer fitting you but it was all going to be worth it. To see your beautiful smiling child in your arms that you'd created with Hoseok, all of the pain and discomfort was all going to be worth it in the end.
"Babe?" You looked up at Hoseok and smiled brightly, ignoring a pain that was running up and down your back as you wanted to show your support for the last show despite being told to stay at home. The Braxton hicks you'd been experiencing lately were getting worse as time went on but you ignored them, showing your love for Hoseok.
"You should be at home resting," He hated the thought of you being out here while he was on stage but you would be fine. There were plenty of places to sit and watch him perform or you could go and sit in the changing rooms it was no big deal to you but to Hoseok it was a huge deal. His pregnant wife almost ready to give birth in a hot backstage area with too many hazards, he didn't want to risk it.
"I don't-"
"Places!" Their stage manager screamed cutting him off before he could even begin speaking, he looked over your shoulder at one of the workers and smiled waving them over.
"Can you take Y/n to the changing rooms, make sure the TV is on so she has something to do?" You stared at Hoseok sighing at the thought of not getting to see him do his last stage but he kissed your forehead. Leaving before he would get screamed at by his manager or by you now that you were unimpressed with him leaving you behind and with being carted off to a back room somewhere. You turned to look at the woman he'd left you with and smiled as you realized it was JJ someone you'd gotten close with over the tears of dating and marrying Hoseok.
"I'll take you to the room," You nodded following her towards the backroom when you felt a popping sensation before wetness ran down your leg. JJ frowned feeling something hit the back of her legs and she turned to look at you,
"O-Oh no," You gripping onto JJ as you tried not to scream out in pain and she frowned looking down at the floor to see some water leaking through your sweats.
"Are you-" You nodded before letting out a loud groan as a contraction ripped through your body. Sending a pain up and down your back as you whimpered, panicked washed over JJ as she began barking out orders for people to get out of her way. Walking you in the direction of the changing rooms.
Taking deep breaths in and out you stared at JJ who had you laying on the shower floor in the bathroom, sweating dripping down your head as you tried to stop the pain.
"They're trying to get Hoseok off the stage but the earpiece isn't working," She told you as the door to the bathrooms opened to reveal an assistant carrying towels and blankets,
"He's coming now, they waved him off the side of the stage." You whimpered rolling your head back against the floor as another contraction hit you.
"Oh my god!" You groaned out, holding onto the bump as you screwed your eyes shut wanting nothing more than to be at the hospital.
"You need to breathe through them," JJ reminded you as she held onto your hand, rubbing your forehead with a towel to remove the sweat as you shook your head.
"It hurts, I just wanna go to the hospital," You panted as she smiled weakly at you, watching you as she waited anxiously for Hoseok to show up.
The door burst open and Hoseok stood there staring at you as you laid on the floor. Your legs were up with a blanket covering everything while JJ stared at him,
"She's almost ready, there isn't time to get her to a hospital," She told him as you screamed out in pain when another contraction hit you. It was like having someone run a xylophone beater up and down your spine while kicking you in the uterus all at the same time.
"I need to get to a hospital, I-I am not giving birth on a concert bathroom floor!" You snapped looking at Hoseok who was now kneeling beside you, holding your hand while JJ went to take another look, shaking her head at Hoseok.
"Baby, you can't. We need to deliver here or there could be problems," Hoseok tried to tell you but you whined out shaking your head as tears rolled down your face,
"I will run to the hospital if I have to!" You yelled at Hoseok but he shook his head at you,
"We can't baby, it'll be fine here-"
"You pee out a watermelon and tell me you wouldn't run to a hospital that would be able to make this hurt less!" You screamed out, gripping onto his hand tighter as you felt your final contraction hitting you, you began sobbing while shaking your head.
"I can't do this," You mumbled rolling your head back against the floor, mumbling out swear words as you tried to calm yourself down.
"You need to push for us Y/n, okay?" You stared up at the medic that was on-site and shook your head, your body felt weak but Hoseok helped crunch you up.
"You can do this baby, squeeze my hand." He whispered, kissing your temple as he got you ready mentally to start pushing.
"Push, in 3...2...1." The medic told you as she lifted up the blanket to check what was happening.
"Arghhhh!" You screamed out, squeezing your eyes shut as you pushed as hard as you could.
"No, N-No, I can't." You panted as you continued to push, the medic giving you encouraging words as you drowned her out. Not wanting to listen to anything she was saying,
"This is a concert bathroom, I can't do this, I need a hospital, I-I need a hospital," You cried out, laying back down on the pillows and blankets as you felt your body giving up on you. Shaking your head rapidly as you felt pain radiating through your body.
"No, no, I can't do this," You whispered as Hoseok told you that you could, trying to give you words of encouragement as much as he could.
"It's too much pain, I can't Hobi," You whispered as he looked at you, kissing your hand as he lifted it up to his lips.
"Babies are born and it hurts but everything is going to be okay, you're going to look at our little girl and you are going to forget all of this," He reminded you as he kissed your lips, you nodded weakly. Sitting back up as you began pushing harder as you screamed out in pain.
"I'm going back on the pill! We're never doing this again!" You told him as you kept pushing shaking heavily,
"We're not having another oneeee!" You screamed out until you heard the crying of a baby girl,
"Here she is," The medic said, wrapping your baby girl up in blankets before passing her to you and Hoseok as you laid back against the pillows, panting as you looked at her. The pain melting away instantaneously as soon as you laid eyes on her.
After being checked out at the hospital and given the all-clear you and Hoseok got to go home with your bundle of joy. Taking her to her own room where you and Hoseok stayed for the night, sleeping beside her crib for the first night.