TAEHYUNG MoodBoard : When you overtake the Throne as Queen/King.
“Love Without your heartbeat, I can’t live within you. Oh how I crave to touch your soft warm features that are on your face and body. To feel your heartbeat against my ear letting it rise because of the delicate touches that you receive from me. Yet you are afraid of me. Afraid that I will Overtake the throne as your new queen/king... but I want you to rule beside me to make a new world. I can’t live without you.”
warnings: nothing really...actually kind of a downer ngl
You and Sarai quickly walked through the halls, carrying great news with you. Everyone parted since they could hear you rushing behind them. You and Sarai burst into the throne room. Jungkook was sat by the fireplace, talking with Prince Jimin. He and Jimin were very close, you had grown to learn. Sarai had a smile plastered on her face as Jimin and Jungkook stood up to greet you two.
Sarai whispered something into Jimin’s ear and they quickly excused themselves from the room. You wanted this moment to be about you and Jungkook since everything about your relationship was so public already. As the throne room doors closed you remembered the time that Jungkook took you on the thrones. You had been amazed to think that it was nearly three years ago. You and Jungkook had grown incredibly close in the passing years and there was only one thing missing.
“What is going on?” Jungkook asked, his hands reaching for yours. You couldn’t contain your excitement for much longer, the happiness was practically seeping out of your body.
“I am with child,” You announced. Jungkook dropped your hands for a moment and you thought that he was upset but instead he picked you up and spun you around. You crashed your lips on his as he set you down. Jungkook had always wanted a family after what happened to his last wife. He was young back then and he was very detached. He was barely there for the birth of his child but when both she and the baby died he could barely live with himself.
“I can’t tell you how happy I am, I can’t believe that you are going to have my child,” He whispered as he pulled from the kiss. His hand rested on your stomach as he imagined what you would look like swelled with his child. For a while he was worried that you could not have children since your three year anniversary was rolling around and almost all of your siblings were already having kids.
“What do you want?” You asked out of curiosity.
“To me, it does not matter. The only thing that matters is that they are happy and healthy. I can’t wait until we have so many of them running around the palace. Their laughter filling the halls,” He dreamed out loud. You laughed and calmed him down.
“You will have to wait after this one is out, I’m afraid.”
He pulled you into a hug and you felt at home and at peace with everything. You had vowed to yourself that the moment you became a mother that you would be a better mother than you had. You had promised that you would do everything in your power to take care of and protect your child.
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All of your sisters and their husbands chatted with one another as Jungkook’s relatives were milling about. A few children ran around the giant ballroom which had lead to Jungkook yelling at them.
“Be careful of your Aunt (Y/N),” Jungkook scolded one of the twin boys that was Enya and Yoongi’s. They played with Adaeza and Namjoon’s daughter until she bumped into the little boy. “You too, young lady,” Jungkook teased her. Jungkook had a soft spot for her since he was also incredibly close with Namjoon. Her giggles floated about the room and lightened the mood even more.
“(Y/N), dear,” Jungkook’s mother put a gentle hand on your shoulder. “I am so happy that you are with child. When you finally have the baby it will be like nothing you’ve never felt,” She comforted you. She seemed like the most excited of everyone and she insisted that you have a party. Everyone was eager for the baby to be out but you dreaded the day. You had heard from many women that it was painful but you knew after everything it would be worth it.
His mother excused herself to go talk with some of her family. You had sucked in your breath as you saw Seokjin enter the room. The only reason he was here was to pay respects on behalf of his father. He immediately made his way for you. He grabbed some wine for himself and water for you.
“(Y/N), congratulations on your pregnancy,” He said. You had been startled since you tried to ignore him since he came in.
“Thank you,” You took the water that he offered you and raise your cups slightly. “I hope life has been treating you well.”
“Yes, the time that passed has allowed me to heal. I am doing much better than I ever thought I could,” Seokjin muttered.
“I am sorry about what happened. But, I am glad to hear that you are doing better,” You put a hand on his arm and smiled at him. He nodded and walked away when he saw that Jungkook was coming over to the two of you. Jungkook had taken the drink from you and handed it off to a servant. You gave him a look of annoyance before getting another glass.
“I don’t trust him,” Jungkook explained as he eyed Jin. Jungkook had seen Jin hand you the glass of water and instantly an alarm went off in his head. Jungkook wasn’t about to let his family be hurt because of someone’s bitterness.
“Jungkook, for once can you just be normal. Believe it or not some people are able to move past things,” You reasoned. You gave him a pointed look while you took a drink from another glass. Jungkook’s fingers pinched the bridge of his nose as you wandered off to talk with your sisters. “How did you ever survive?” You asked your sister Adaeza. She had her daughter a little over a year and a half ago.
“Survive the constant fretting or bringing her into this world?” She joked as she took her daughter from Namjoon’s arms. “It was easy once you finally gave in and just let everyone worry about you,” She smiled. It was easy to see that she was happy with her life and you couldn’t wait for that to be you. You had been scanning the room, just taking in all of your family in one place when a pang of sadness hit you. You wished your father was with you. Your mind began to wonder if you could ever be with a Kim prince. Afterall, their family caused your father’s death. You released the thought from your mind as you jumped back into conversation with your sister.
Jungkook, however, was across the room, talking with Prince Jin.
“I’m not trying to start anything but I would appreciate it if you kept your distance from my wife. She does not need any more people to worry about.” Jungkook whispered to Prince Jin. Jin nodded and smiled, not saying a word. It took everything in Jin not to ruin everything but he kept his mouth shut and just simply kept nodding.
Jungkook knew something was off with Jin since Jungkook had known him his entire life and Jin was never one to just back down so easy. Although Jin was pretty, he was also deadly, which made Jungkook fear for his family’s safety.
As the night ended his fear was forgotten. Jungkook had been watching you throughout the night and he had seen the huge smile that was always on your face, even as you talked to Jin a few more times. Jungkook didn’t want to cut Jin out of your life since he knew that you and Jin had a connection but he needed to protect his family.
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After everyone retired to their chambers, you and Jungkook were lying in bed. Jungkook was fast asleep but you could not sleep. You admired Jungkook and how his hand was resting on your stomach, trying to be closer to your unborn child. You quietly and slowly removed yourself from Jungkook’s hold and went out to the balcony.
The warm air greeted you and the stars were shining down on you. Your mind danced with many different thoughts but all were interrupted when you hear a door slam behind you. You quickly turned around and glanced at the empty bed. You could hear Jungkook coughing from the bathroom and you banged on the door, begging him to let you in.
“Please open the door. If you are ill then I can fetch the nurse,” You said through the door. Jungkook stared down at the blood in the sink. Before he could answer another cough racked his body. The more he coughed, the more blood fell to the sink.
You shook your head and took off towards the hospital wing. Jungkook stumbled towards the door, trying to tell you to stop. He couldn’t even make it two feet without falling. Lying by the fireplace, he heard the door open. He rolled over, hoping to see you. Instead, he saw Prince Seokjin.
“Well, looks like you have a problem on your hands.” Jin mocked as he made his way closer to Jungkook.
“What...h-have you done to...m-me?” Jungkook sputtered out. His chest still filled with pain.
“Jungkook, I have always thought of you as a little brother. And since I regarded you so closely I never thought you would betray me. You had chosen her over our bond. You chose love over loyalty and now you will pay with your life. She will learn not to mess with me if she wishes to raise your children.” Jin smiled as he squatted down to Jungkook. Jungkook continued to cough as Jin was talking. “You were so worried about her that you forgot to look out for yourself.”
Jin walked out as he heard quick footsteps in the distance. You burst into the room and gasped at the sight in front you. Jungkook was pale and sweating, blood dripping from his mouth. You had found help but they seemed to be taking forever.
“Jungkook,” You whispered. You kneeled down beside him as his breathing became shallow.
“I...a-am dying-g,” he said. When the word escaped him you could no longer hold any tears back. “J-Jin.” He said before coughing again.
“No, Jungkook, no. You must stay here. You can’t leave me and our child.”
“I love you, and I know you...you will be a great mother,” He whispered. You held his hands tight as you cried.
“You will be a great father. Just hang on a little bit. Please,” You told him. His grip began to loosen but you gripped harder.
“No, I will not-,” He was cut off by another bloody cough. “You must find someone else to love.”
“Do not say that. I could never love anyone else. I could never love someone the way I love you. You are the world to me. Please don’t leave me.” You said to him. A small smile appeared on his face as he looked up at you.
“You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Please know that I love you and I love the child you are carrying. You have given me things that I never thought possible.” Jungkook told you.
“Jungkook, I love you.” You told him as you kissed him. His grip finally loosened and when you opened your eyes your dead husband looked back up to you. You screamed and held onto his body.
“No, no, no,” You yelled. The doctor finally arrived but when she tried to get you to let him go you screamed at her to go away. Enya was the first to come into the room, and she got you to leave.
“It will be okay,” She tried to soothe you. But you shook your head and fell into her.
“He’s gone, Enya. He’s gone. Nothing will be okay. I can’t do this without him.” You gasped between cries.
“You can do it and you must. Jungkook fell in love with a strong and confident woman who never needed a man. And you must be that women for your child. You must be that woman for your people. Jungkook would want you to be that woman.” Enya told you.
“But I can’t be strong. I am in so much pain. Enya, I don’t want to feel like this.”
“You will move on from this, and when you do you will become the greatest queen and mother there ever was.”
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“Why are we here?” Your son asked you. You smiled down at him and picked him up as you headed into the building where you husband laid to rest.
“It is your father’s birthday. And we can’t let him spend it alone. Every year since he left I have come here alone but now both of us will visit him. “ You set him down in front of the wall that had his name etched into it.
“Where is he?” Your young son asked.
“He is with your grandfather, where that might be.” You told him as he set the flowers down in front of his plaque.
“Why does he have the same name as me?” Jungkook asked. His small hand grabbed yours as you lead him out of the building.
“Because he was a great man and I know that you will be a great person as well.” You reminded him.
“Do you ever want to be with daddy?” Jungkook asked you. You felt tears well up in your eyes and you smiled.
“Yes, I wish that he was here with us to see you grow up. But I know that he can see you and he is very happy with you.” You felt the tears fall down your cheeks.
“Mommy don’t cry. It will be okay.” He comforted you and let out a small laugh.
“Everything is okay, as long as I have you, Jungkook.”
Okay, so I am going to be starting another series (like i really need to) and I need your opinion on how I should write out the story. Please vote because I want to write this how you guys would prefer. Just submit a 1,2, or 3 to my inbox and I will keep count.
Option 1: I write individual series for each member. Jimin would get a series and then Hoseok would get one too with different stuff happening but with the same reader
Option 2: I can just write one series with all the boys and then choose who goes with who
Option 3: All the boys start out in one series but have different endings based on what happened with the reader and other characters (does that even make sense?)
