#buck is joy

[caprisunr]

The 118 are at the hospital, Maddie just gave birth. Chimney calls them in, in pairs, as to not overwhelm the baby too much. Buck and Eddie are the first to go in —together, because why wouldn't they.

Buck holds the baby, and talks to it so earnestly it's compelling. And Eddie is standing beside Chimney, watching them starstruck. Eddie asks Chim about the baby's name. Chimney smiles, and "Joy."

Buck and Joy. Buck is holding Joy. And it hits Eddie then, what an ironic and heartbreaking realization that all this time Buck has been holding Joy.

[kyoteugly]

If I was young I could wait outside your school 'Cause your face is like the cover of a magazine

not blurred close up under the cut

Here you go, I fixed the bts xP Hope you like it *^^*

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[gayorphans]

Every time people joke about Buck being a 'sex addict,' I lose a few years off my lifespan. I genuinely believe he was struggling , that he used sex as a coping mechanism. You could even call it a form of self-harm. Because no matter how much of a 'hoe' someone might be, you don’t risk the job that you’ve seen as your salvation time and time again… unless something deeper is going on.

And nobody talks about the shame. When he was getting ready to have something real with Abby, he was ashamed of who he used to be. He was scared that he’d always be that version of himself. And that fear is what being an addict really feels like.

[pyllif]

“Picking joy” a piece about choosing happiness

[rosstrytobe]

Ryan saying that Buck is joy for Eddie...

Knowing Eddie said to a certain priest that he thinks he doesn’t deserve joy...

So basically he thinks he doesn’t deserve Buck...