#busprione

[plusfuckingultra]

My favorite thing about modern medicine is having so many different kinds of meds to put me to sleep so I can scroll on my phone till my eyes get tired and actually fall asleep in a way that isn’t painfully boring my brain

[lustfuladdiction]

I hate the thought of things without recreational value distorting my mental routine

gah im so scared to start taking my new anti anxiety medication. Its not a benzo (which I obviously wanted) and its not an anti depressant which is good but its purely for anxiety but some people have reported some pretty unnerving things when they began to take it long term, and some people reported very awesome beneficial things ahhh I dont like medicine especially if it has no recreational value luckily its only for the duration of the trial, itll cut the panic in half and the physical symptoms but still I debate whether it is really worth the risk ;a;