#but if i do...

[iwanttobepersephone]

Cat

If this goes viral and I get famous over a cat I will laugh

[snowy-weather]

When I have money, I'm so gonna commission all my artist friends and mutuals. ^^

[silverhallow]

In a convinience marriage, you're for getting Benedict is a man who doesn't like his freedom to be taken away, in my opinion just because you have strong feeling for someone doesn't mean you can't still be mad for what they are "taken away from you" Benedict could be a grumpy stubborn dude until he finally gets to know her and she's still keeping her Secret of her heritage bc she's afraid he would hate her and tries to keep distance from him, it's an AU you don't have to put the instant love at first site at heart 😅 at least that's how I would do it if I knew how to write lol

Oh I know you don't have to but i'd totally have it there because it would be funny but having them ignore the tingles and instant attraction out spite because of the situation and sheer stubborness about of the entire thing!

they're desperately trying not to interact but when they're forced to its like this is most inconvenient as i want to not like you but i want to kiss you and stare at you because there is something about you...

Richard and Edmund realising there is something between them and congratulating themselves and taking bets on how long before they stop being stubborn.

Sophie caves before their wedding and tells him about her past not wanting him to feel trapped and Benedict's a bit furious with his father for arranging this when he knows but he's just like "son... are you mad that she's not legitimate or mad that you're being told now... if you want to back out, you can"

Benedict just blinks and grumbles and sleeps on it and realises he does like Sophie and even if she doesn't like him, they had become friends. despite his body's reaction to her... and he wants her.

and then they marry but they do not consummate their marriage, Benedict assuming it to be not one of them marriages and promises not to force himself on her and Sophie's disappointed as she likes Ben and wants him too.

and by the time they're back from the honeymoon and Sophie's realised Benedict is an artist and is encouraging his work and they're clearly besotted with one another but still thinking the other isn't interested them.

Until a ball when they waltz together and their bodies react and fizzle and they feel that tingle... and Sophie runs away and cries in the garden because she's fallen in love with her husband and she's stuck in a marriage with a man she loves who doesn't love her and a big confession in the garden results in him confessing he had the opportunity to walk away from her. to walk away and not marry her... but he realised that he wanted to be married to her...

and it's Anthony who ends up winning the bet... as he sees Benedict scooping his wife into his arms and disappearing through the gardens... just moments before comes across Daphne and Simon...

[drifterknight]

ok ill be honest. i'm so fucking tired. my head is tired. my heart is tired. i am scared about what will happen in the future. i don't want to die. i don't want to lose. i don't want to be alone. i don't want to be abandoned, or to be lazy, or to be a bitch.

i am a bitch. that's just the truth. if i could, i'd be whining about everything that even dares to impact my mood in a negative way. but i don't do it, since i know nobody wants to listen to that. (that's why when i complain in this site, i do it under a read more. nobody wants to see that shit)

but like. i can't keep pretending that "oh yeah i'm ok just a little tired" because i am mad at everything. i am mad at my family and myself, at my friends and lovers. everyone who loves me, i am scared of them. everyone i love, i'm scared of them. so i put up a face. i pretend i'm okay. (if you dare be a bitch and be like "well everyone does that" like. fuck you. are you even listening to me.)

i know that, if i fail at the smallest little thing, i will be crowned King of all that is moronic, Monarch of Rats and Illness. they always do this. my dad, and my friends, and i've been taught to do it to myself too. everyone tells me what to do. "you could do this to feel better!" "you could fix it with this!" "you're gonna be okay don't sweat it!" I'M NOT OKAY!!!!!! I'M NOT OKAY!!!!!!!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!!?!? I WANT HELP NOT ENCOURAGEMENT!!!!!!

[cyrankaa]

currently having the most DEVIOUS fic idea

[very-virgil]

Just in case

I dont think anything would happen to this blog (or, at least, idk why it would) but still. I've met some great people over tumblr and if I suddenly get erased from existence, yall can find me @mariska_harig.gay over on Instagram!

[claireesummers]

ive gotten 3 rsvps on that birthday party post things are really gonna get wild this year