#but....

[anonymousyellowlizard]

asking you totally very anonymously what your favourite yellow lizard is

giggling blushing twirling my hair kicking my feet

[thebigmollymauktealeaf]

i just get mad at hyperrealism in stuff now

like i'm sure the ocarina remake will be fine but. but....

[trishacollins]

Haunted by the draft of a story I didn't finish.

[ivanivanvannam]

Doing my history homework late while hiding in the bathroom really adds up to the experience

[topofoff]

all my clients eliminated in the first week of my first slam hahahaa maybe im the problem

[cartreturnjohnny]

If I project myself in any of your videos I am just between your legs

[shrimp-gender]

Not working anymore. I still feel like shit. Maybe if I down the whole bottle of each of these I'll finally not feel like I want to die. I'll just be dead

[mandatoryshorts]

I have all my emails from Ao3 filtered to go to a specific folder and not show up in my main inbox. I'm supposed to take a look at that folder every week or two to remind myself that people read my things because they leave kudos (comments are extremely rare, like 50:1 kudos to comments. haaaa.) I check my Ao3 inbox for comments almost every day, but at least once a week if I'm busy. But I finally peeked inside my Ao3 email inbox to check out the kudos. And it's really insane but it seems like I'm basically getting one kudos a day, every single day. Maybe slightly less but that's kinda crazy since I'm not writing new stuff.

I need to get out of my own head more and just start writing again. I'm working on some original fiction that's kinda weird and sexual. Not as gory as what I've been working with recently but still subversive and weird. it's hard for me to go back to my old WIPs that I have now though, I feel like I've changed a lot in just the last 6 months and anything older than that feels really icky and gross. It's covered in the ooze, y'know. The ooze of how I used to be.