Bxygxrl, Bxrl, Femxche/Fxmache or Gxrlbxy: an identity that is both boygirl and agender/no gender. You can be a girlboy and agender/no gender at the same time, go between them, or fluctuate between feeling femache and not feeling gender.
Librafemache, Libraboygirl or Libragirlboy (edit): mostly agender, but with a particular connection or little attachment to girlboyhood.
There’s also ambonec and ergender, but they works unspecifically, with neither and nonbinary, not specifying genderlessness. Nixavire is close but this one envolves alignments. Libraändrogyne/libraandrogynous, librangi, nixangi & librandrogyny are alternatives too.
if you're still up for making those mini playlists, maybe one for pale suffpsii? the ship's tag is almost as dead as both of them; i need new content. thank you regardless, btw. :V
Thank you for the request! I adore pale SuffPsii, I’ve actually been meaning to make a full playlist for a while.
I didn’t know if you meant SuffPsii as in specifically post-death or were just using the title “Sufferer” because it’s what you default to, so I took the liberty of doing a bit of both. I also talked about them a lot. So I apologize, the two combined make this an awfully long post.
Things I learned while making this playlist: it’s very difficult to find anything in which Signless is the one in need of support. I looked, with a lot of themes in mind, I just cannot find anything quite right. I’ll keep looking, and if you’ve got anything do please let me know!
If the Lights Go Out (Katie Melua) -“They say the world must end somehow,They say the end’s not far from now;I think they’re wrong.”One of my favorite Sign/Psii dynamics is that you have Psii so necessarily preoccupied with Doom, and you have Sign as this literal personification of hope against terrifyingly unbeatable odds. I feel like this conversation would happen a lot in their relationship. Maybe we’ll live to see tomorrow, maybe we won’t, either way I can be okay with that because I’m with you.Psii’s head gets so caught up in the future that every now and then, Sign has to bring him back down to the present, and remind him that right now, they’re okay.
Crosses (José Gonzalez) - Christ imagery aside here, I actually just really love this song for its gentle comfort vibe.“Don’t you know that I’ll be around to guide you Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you Returning nightmares only shadows We’ll cast some light and you’ll be alright“If that aint the most Signless thing, I don’t know what is. It’s this warm, gentle reminder that no, really, I don’t mind being here to help you.
Demons Away (Matt Skiba) - I don’t know how to explain this choice, because the lyrics themselves make very little sense. It’s just so loving? Stereotypical songs about your inner demons are always so incredibly Psii to me. This one’s definitely also sung from Signless to Psii. “I can tell you don’t sleep no more” is a choice line. Also, I like the fact that it’s nonsensical is kind of nice? Signless really can’t do much, practically speaking, to protect Psii. This song is ridiculous and poetic and romantic and just promises I’ll take care of you, and you’ll be okay, because I said so. I imagine it would actually be very comforting.
I Walk Beside You (Dream Theater) - The best song I could find addressed clearly from Psii to Sign. I wish it was a little less reliant on emo music clichés, just because they’re not very Signless, but it has its moments.“Summon up your ghost for meRest your tired thoughts upon my handsStep inside this sacred placeWhen all your dreams seem broken”I feel like a very important thing for Signless is probably the occasional reminder that, like, hey, you’re allowed to get tired too. You’re allowed to have moments of hopelessness too. Signless very easily mixes up the leader people need him to be with the spectrum of emotions he’s actually allowed as a normal, fallible person. It’s really easy for him to forget he’s allowed to fall.The other thing I liked about this was the idea that from the sound of the lyrics, Sign’s crashing hard. ”Let me … be the one to carry you/When you can walk no further.” I can very easily see Psii sitting him down and reminding him we all still believe in you, you’re still doing good, I’d still follow you to the ends of Alternia.
Now, have at least a couple Sufferer and Helmsman specific songs. I wanted to get one more in there for you, but it’s getting a little late and I want to post this, so as it stands I’ve only got two that made the list:
Before the Lobotomy (Green Day) - There’s a certain kind of awful helplessness in this one, I don’t know how to explain it in a way that spoils it because I kind of want to let you pick your interpretation. I’d say at least keep in mind the time surrounding the actual execution, either as the actual time or flashbacks, and give them both a chance to play the narrator in this one.
Stupid Kid (Alkaline Trio) - Alternatively, if you want some and awful, painful, resentful Helmsman angst, take this. No, he doesn’t mean it with every ounce of bile he’d like to believe he does. He’s just having a Very Bad Time.This is one of those songs where it’s really fun to twist the original intent of individual lines until they mean very fandom-specific things. Have fun.
Bonus track: Demons (Imagine Dragons). I didn’t include it because it’s very overplayed in fandom (also, it would be our second stereotypical “inner demons” songs), but wow, there’s something so very Psii in “don’t wanna let you down but I am hellbound.”
….Since I’ve already got a whopping seven songs right here, I guess I may as well get a full one up on 8tracks. Stay tuned.
bxnary replied to your post:i wanna read act 8 but tbh im, afraid,, and i cant...
wait there’s an act 8?
a fanmade act 8, but it looks rly professional. apparently they’re gonna try and tie up loose ends for /everyone/ which is nice, and yet...idk. i guess i’m just worried about how they’ll handle aradia? i don’t want her to be shipping fodder.
anyway here’s the blog if u wanna check it out: http://act8official.tumblr.com/