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A Eucharist which does not pass over into the concrete practice of love is intrinsically fragmented.

— Pope Benedict XVI, Deus Caritas Est (no. 14)

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Due to inflation, Pope Benedict XVI is now Pope Benedict XVII.XXXI

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In the edge of breaking up.

I was really sad. Knowing you'll still go sa t e a m dinner nyo kahit na alam mong nagseselos ako...

I even offer na magwawalwal ako if you'll go and you still decided to go. :(

I was so heart broken. I was crying in the streets. Stomping my feet...

Like a child who lost her favourite toy...

Like a child whose heart was broken when she didn't get what she wanted...

Like a child... I was crying... Begging... That you'll choose me... :(

I was so desperate that I showed up. Crying and telling you not to go...

You were still hesitant.

I cried... And cried... And I'm on my way to kneeling down and beg you to stay.

To not go....

But you're still firm in your decision...

I was sad...

Until I told you to go...

I was crying on my way home... While I was walking, I am ready to tell my parents that, "wala na tayo.(kahit hindi naman naging tayo officially)" in order for them to convince me na lumipat ba ng company and to tell me na layuan ka na...

I message my father and he replied. I was about to tell him...

But I walked again and see a glimpse of you. I felt relieved for a little while... We walked and then you spoke,

"Isa na lang ang mangyayari ngayon. And yun ay malaman ng mama mo lahat ng ginawa mo ngayong araw na to."

My heart is broken. I should've just endured the 3.5 hrs of you dining with other girls...

I should've sacrifice a little but I couldn't.. I was so afraid that they'll celebrate your birthday... That they would make you happy... That you'll create more memories with them...

I am selfish. I know.... But I couldn't help myself feeling anxious knowing there are girls around you...

Talking. Laughing. Making funny jokes.

I was sad... When you said that to me. I know this is the end. And I want it all to end at that time...

Because I hate myself for being like this.

For being so insecure...

I'm a mess...

I was crying on our way to j u n c t i o n...

Thinking we'll break up after we arrived at my house...

I asked to hold your hand for one last time...

Then...

Our memories together starts filling my mind one by one...

The day we cried together in the p a r k just because we confessed to each other...

The days where we both travelled the same path and made lots of memories together...

I was crying and crying....

And thought,

"We both confessed our love to each other holding hands while crying and now, we're breaking up still holding each other crying together."

Thankfully, you still coax me...

You hugged me and told me,

"Magtino ka na sa o f f i c e kasi love na love naman kita."

How? Paano ako magtitino when every time you'll be with your t e a m, I feel sad...

I hate myself for being like this...

For loving you more than I supposed to...

For giving you all the things I could give...

And now, I'm only left with the fact that we both spent 4 years and 2 mos. together...

And that's it...

I'm a trash waiting to be disposed of...

So tell me, how could I teach myself not to feel anxious/jealous with every girl who gets to know you?

02/03/2019

5:11 pm

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me.

I'm afraid you'll be close to someone else... That they would do the things I've done for you...

Ahhhh~ Why am I so pathetic? :(

02/03/19

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Fe y razón según Benedicto XVI

Fe y razón según Benedicto XVI by Pope Benedict XVI My rating: 5 of 5 stars La posibilidades del hombre y el dominio sobre la materia han crecido, y hemos logrado ilustrarnos e informarnos, pero pareciera que no avanzamos en lo humano, en lo fundamental, cometemos los mismos errores apenas olvidamos que los cometimos y eso pasa muy seguido. Pareciera que en estos tiempo modernos, donde las "realidades" alternas, lease mentiras, son más fuertes que la realidad. Es por eso que leer a Benedicto XVI es ir contra corriente, regresar a la verdad, a la reflexión profunda, a la historia, a la fe y la razón. En esta obra, se nos presentan conferencias y diálogos del gran pensador de nuestro tiempo, Benedicto XVI, no solo teológicamente hablando, es por eso que esta obra es universal para todo aquel que desee profundizar en la ciencia del actuar humano. View all my reviews

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Y Dios se hizo hombre: Homilías de Navidad (Obras de Benedicto XVI nº 3)

Y Dios se hizo hombre: Homilías de Navidad by Pope Benedict XVI My rating: 5 of 5 stars Muchos especialistas en temas pedagogía de la fe llaman a Benedicto XVI como el más grande teólogo de la Iglesia. Pues bien, este gran teólogo escribe de una manera exquisita, el Papa de los intelectuales, aborda la navidad con un sentido pedagógico y con la alegría de quien conoce la grandeza y observa, con la gracia, lo trascendental. Benedicto XVI habla sobre el nacimiento de Jesucristo y anima a los cristianos a que este acontecimiento se refleje en sus vidas, en estas Homilías bellamente escritas. Me he quedado con "hambre" de más lecturas como esta. Ampliamente recomendable para todo creyente, incluso aunque no sea católico. En la página del Opus Dei (http://www.opusdei.org) uno puede encontrar citas de B.XVI en la homilía de navidad del 2005-2006, como esta: “La alegría es el verdadero don de la Navidad y no los regalos caros, que conllevan tiempo y dinero. Podemos comunicarla de un modo sencillo: con una sonrisa, con un gesto bueno, con una pequeña ayuda, con el perdón. Transmitamos esta alegría y la alegría donada volverá a nosotros. Pidamos para que en nuestra vida se refleje esta presencia de la alegría liberadora de Dios”. View all my reviews

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this Saturday Oct 22nd @powmindset @asaiahziv @pyramidron @vegasoriginals and I have quite the shindig at Triple B's in #DTLV. come thru and celebrate life, love, and the pursuit of happiness. presale tix available at bit.ly/offthebooks #BXVI #OffTheBooks💃🏽 (at Backstage Bar & Billiards)

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What are your thoughts about BXVI?

I love the guy! No sarcasm. Benedict was my favorite. He was absolutely brilliant and reading his documents was a mind-blowing joy. His mastery over theology is out of this world. His politics was largely forced upon him by the JPII loyalists. As Fr. James Alison does a fantastic job of pointing out, Benedict was more of a reformer than most realize. Again, not to minimize all the harmful shit that went down under his pontificate, but I do adore him. Also, he’s living my dream life: retired, spending all day reading and writing.