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Sometimes… I feel like I fail at everything even if I know I achieved many “great” things.
Perhaps it’s the unconfirmed imposter syndrome talking.. That I lie to myself or do everything I can and feel like It would never be enough cause it feels like the one who people call “talented” “smart” “creative” “kind” etc. feels like it’s not me at all. It was as if they were telling that to me but that me isn’t myself.
Call me boastful or whatever seems fit, I am aware I can do many things! it’s just— it feels like I am lying to myself if I say that I’m good at anything at all. It feels like I am useless at everything I do EVEN IF I can help and be useful.
But I worry not either way… One sleep, a time pass, all my negative feels will go away. I don’t intend to get deep with my negativity because nothing good will come out of it.
Might you say, “But 🌺 you need to talk to someone about this.” and I have, really… but communication isn’t a cure for what I feel, it lowers only my emotional weight. Though I welcome opinions and prove me wrongs, I’d be interested on what people would think on my insights of things.
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