{An entry; Lost}
There has been a lot of travelling in my life, recently.
I’ve seen many new places -- new for me -- and many grand sights. Majestic trees that touch the sky, branches unfurled in a canopy that extends far and wide… Seas made of sand, with cascading hills of white coloured dunes… Stars that sit on the horizon, their twinkle matched in the snow that crunches under my feet… Caverns that howl from the wind, trickling water chiming in as the gust abades… Smiles and warm campfires and food shared.
While I deeply miss my family, there is something inside me that echoes with the need to experience these sights, but I do not know what it is. But there is a change coming and gone.
I was already returning to check in, as I wanted my family to worry as little as possible. With the news of Rosette’s home destroyed, and an argument had over the linkshell, my course was set. Returning back to see Emeline in such a state… Why did I leave? Why have I been gone? I felt trapped, looking through a glass wall, unable to reach those I love to provide any help, any care, watching them unravel.
The visions they saw were terrible, and all I could do was watch… watch… watch…
The lantern has guided us to a new place. There is so much more happening here beyond what I can see and understand. I hold the Moonlight Lantern. It guided us to save Jun, it guided us to this new place, and it has guided friends into being family, now. But it is also guiding us away, away, away, from the place I called home for near a year.
I will miss them. Gone they are not, but it is not the same as it was. The comfort of the ship is now in shadow. I only hope the one who carries my Moon and my Sun and my Heart will stay cast in the glow of this guiding lantern in this future that is still yet unclear.
I stand on the other side of this glass. If I cannot reach out and touch, at least I hope I can see my family heal.
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OOC: it is with a heavy heart that I leave my current freecompany, The Black Garden. They are full of many wonderful amazing people, and have a great story weaved of adventures as privateers. While I will miss them dearly, Saphyra's story requires something else. Please feel free to reach out; I am still available to my friends even if I dont carry the same FC tag anymore ♡












