Hiii! I really hope you’re doing alright. I have a huge emergency. I did something really bad (not breaking the law bad🌚) but bad enough to make my mom upset and worrying abt money. I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEEED to get into the void. I’ve been close but I always fall asleep. And regarding loa, I’ve manifested stuff(like for example I saw a cute perfume on Pinterest that looked like it smelled good and I said “I kinda want it, it’s looks cute” cuz of the scent it showed. I kid you not 1-2 days later my mom comes back with the same perfume in her words “I saw it and I thought you’d like it” mind you we barely talk and she doesn’t know stuff I like, like that so that surprised me) but other stuff haven’t been working. I know begging is embarrassing but this is actually a crisis and I need to fix this ASAP (and before the incident happened I really tried to affirm the opposite of what was actually happening but that flunked so). I feel absolutely horrible. Again you’re not obligated to help, I wouldn’t want to do that, but if you have advice that’d be really appreciated. And honestly I also need to induce pure consciousness so that I can get away from my mom cuz she’s not the best🌚
Hope you have a really good day/night and thanks for taking the time to read this.
Dear Dreamer,
I truly understand your concern but you have to know that it's already done. I'm sure you have gotten the same piece of advice from everyone else too and it feels like war but this is a fact. You do not have to be embarrassed, we all have been on this journey.
However, you are pure consciousness, you are merely inhabiting this body, void is nothing but detachment from ego. It's not a state you enter, the void IS you. The reason why the perfume was "easier to manifest" is because your ego thinks it's easy to bring into existence. Please start thinking beyond your ego, this is the only thing I can tell you
Do not identify with the fact that you don't have money, you can be anyone you want, you are not your body and you're definitely not your circumstances, which means time is not real either.
Lester Levenson said "Let go and let god" God is your consciousness, the ego will make you think there is something to do when there isn't. It's already there.
I will link down a meditation that might help you.
https://youtu.be/_b8o5h7QsOM?si=Zj1E6JalWhNuIUBG
Good luck 🩷












