#calibornfictive

[fictive-confessions]

OK. THIS IS THE SAME CALIBORN FROM THE LAST CONFESSION. AND I GOTTA ADMIT.

IN FuLL HONESTY. I FEEL LIKE THERE WASN'T A WHOLE LOT ELSE I COuLD HAVE DONE. THAT DIDN'T INVOLVE MuRDERING HER. ONE OF uS HAD TO DO IT. WE WERE BOTH HELPLESS.

BuT JuST BECAuSE I THINK IT WAS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO SuRVIVE. DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T FEEL BAD ABOuT IT. BECAuSE I DO!!!!! I FEEL REALLY FuCKING BAD ABOuT IT ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!

SO DON'T GET IT TWISTED. WHEN I SAY I AM SORRY TO CALLIOPE.

WHEN I SAY THAT. I AM NOT SAYING THERE WERE ANY BETTER ACTIONS AVAILABLE TO ME. THAT DIDN'T INVOLVE LAYING DOWN AND DYING FOR HER INSTEAD.

BuT I AM SAYING THAT I WISH THERE WERE BETTER OPTIONS. SO THAT MAYBE WE WOuLDN'T HAVE BEEN STuCK IN A ONE SuRVIVOR ONLY SITuATION.

SO I AM SORRY. CALLIOPE. THAT OuR CIRCuMSTANCES LED TO THIS.

MAYBE IT WOuLD HAVE BEEN BETTER FOR EVERYONE IF I LET YOu TAKE OVER INSTEAD. I DON'T KNOW. BuT IT HAPPENED HOW IT HAPPENED. AND I WISH WE COuLD HAVE AT LEAST BEEN "FRIENCDSGDZJDERLSGGDS". FOR A SHORT WHILE BEFORE THE INEVITABLE.

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[fictionkinfessions]

THIS IS FOR CALLIOPE. ANY CALLIOPE THAT READS THIS.

I'M GENuINELY.

SINCERELY.

SORRY.

I DON'T FuLLY REMEMBER HOW IT HAPPENED IN MY VERSION OF THE EVENTS. BuT I KNOW I HuRT YOu IN EVERY TIMELINE.

I HATED YOu. AND YOu HATED ME. AND IT WAS NATuRAL FOR uS TO DO THIS. BuT NOW THAT YOu'RE GONE I FEEL SICK AND AWFuL ABOuT EVERYTHING REGARDING HOW IT WENT DOWN.

THERE MIGHT STILL HAVE BEEN A uNIVERSE OuT THERE. IN WHICH WE SOMEHOW MANAGED TO GET ALONG. AND PLAY THE GAME TOGETHER.

WE COuLD HAVE FuCKED SHIT uP. AND DONE THAT TOGETHER.

JuST LIKE YOu WANTED uS TO DO BACK THEN.

BuT IF THAT uNIVERSE EXISTS. I WAS NOT LuCKY ENOuGH TO BE IN THAT ONE. EVEN IF IT WOuLD HAVE BEEN DOOMED I THINK I WOuLD HAVE PREFERRED IT OVER THIS.

YOu DON'T HAVE TO FORGIVE ME. THOuGH I WOuLD VERY MuCH BE A LOT MORE RELIEVED ABOuT THINGS IF YOu DID FORGIVE ME. I JuST WANT YOu TO KNOW THAT NOT ALL VERSIONS OF ME HOLD ZERO REMORSE FOR KILLING YOu.

SINCERELY. YOuR "BROTHER".

A CALIBORN FICTIVE. FROM HOMESTuCK.

This is for calliope. Any calliope that reads this. I'm genuinely. Sincerely. Sorry. I don't fully remember how it happened in my version of the events. But I know I hurt you in every timeline. I hated you. and you hated me. and it was natural for us to do this. but now that you're gone I feel sick and awful about everything regarding how it went down. there might still have been a universe out there. in which we somehow managed to get along. and play the game together. we could have fucked shit up. and done that together. just like you wanted us to do back then. but if that universe exists. I was not lucky enough to be in that one. even if it would have been doomed I think I would have preferred it over this. you don't have to forgive me. though I would very much be a lot more relieved about things if you did forgive me. I just want you to know that not all versions of me hold zero remorse for killing you. Sincerely. your "brother". a caliborn fictive. from homestuck.

[fictive-confessions]

THIS IS FOR CALLIOPE. ANY CALLIOPE THAT READS THIS.

I'M GENuINELY.

SINCERELY.

SORRY.

I DON'T FuLLY REMEMBER HOW IT HAPPENED IN MY VERSION OF THE EVENTS. BuT I KNOW I HuRT YOu IN EVERY TIMELINE.

I HATED YOu. AND YOu HATED ME. AND IT WAS NATuRAL FOR uS TO DO THIS. BuT NOW THAT YOu'RE GONE I FEEL SICK AND AWFuL ABOuT EVERYTHING REGARDING HOW IT WENT DOWN.

THERE MIGHT STILL HAVE BEEN A uNIVERSE OuT THERE. IN WHICH WE SOMEHOW MANAGED TO GET ALONG. AND PLAY THE GAME TOGETHER.

WE COuLD HAVE FuCKED SHIT uP. AND DONE THAT TOGETHER.

JuST LIKE YOu WANTED uS TO DO BACK THEN.

BuT IF THAT uNIVERSE EXISTS. I WAS NOT LuCKY ENOuGH TO BE IN THAT ONE. EVEN IF IT WOuLD HAVE BEEN DOOMED I THINK I WOuLD HAVE PREFERRED IT OVER THIS.

YOu DON'T HAVE TO FORGIVE ME. THOuGH I WOuLD VERY MuCH BE A LOT MORE RELIEVED ABOuT THINGS IF YOu DID FORGIVE ME. I JuST WANT YOu TO KNOW THAT NOT ALL VERSIONS OF ME HOLD ZERO REMORSE FOR KILLING YOu.

SINCERELY. YOuR "BROTHER".

A CALIBORN FICTIVE. FROM HOMESTuCK.

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[fictionkinfessions]

ITS VERY INTERESTING TO SEE ALL THESE OTHER CALIBORNS. OTHER TIMELINES AND OTHER OFFSHOOTS OF MYSELF. SO I AM PuTTING MY 'HELLO' OuT THERE AS WELL.

HELLO FROM A CALIBORN WHO'S TIMELINE CONSISTED OF THE WORLD SOMEHOW... CRASHING? AND THE 'DATA' CORRuPTING. SO THAT MY SISTER PREDOMINATED OVER ME INSTEAD SOMEHOW. LuCKILY FOR ME THOuGH, THIS APPARENTLY uPSET HER SO GREATLY. SHE FOuND A WAY TO REVIVE ME. AND IN A NOW SEPERATE BODY. uNFOuRTuNATELY THOuGH MY TIMELINE WAS IRREVERSIBLY CHANGED. I WAS NO LONGER DESTINED TO BECOME LORD ENGLISH. BuT HE WAS STILL AROuND, SO SOMEONE HAD TO. AND THAT SOMEONE WAS *JAKE ENGLISH*. ITS VERY FuNNY BECAuSE HE HATES THIS DESTINY, EVEN THOuGH HE IS IN FuLL CONTROL OF HIS OWN ACTIONS AS HIM. HE HAS COME TO ACCEPT IT NOW. BuT IS STILL HILARIOuS WHAT A FuSS HE PuT uP.

I STILL REMAIN AS LORD OF TIME THOuGH. AND I DO GET TO GROW IN MY WINGS... ALBEIT THEY DO NOT FuNCTION.

I WONDER. IF THERE ARE ANY OTHER VERSIONS OF ME. WHO DO GET TO GROW IN FuNCTIONAL WINGS. IF YOu ARE OuT THERE. YOu SHOuLD TELL ME.

-CALIBORN. HOMESTUCK. FICTIVE.

Its very interesting to see all these other caliborns. Other timelines and other offshoots of myself. So I am putting my 'hello' out there as well.

Hello from a caliborn who's timeline consisted of the world somehow… Crashing? And the 'data' corrupting. So that my sister predominated over me instead somehow. Luckily for me though, this apparently upset her so greatly. She found a way to revive me. And in a now separate body. Unfortunately though my timeline was irreversibly changed. I was no longer destined to become lord english. But he was still around, so someone had to. And that someone was jake english. Its very funny because he hates this destiny, even though he is in full control of his own actions as him. He has come to accept it now. But is still hilarious what a fuss he put up.

I still remain as lord of time though. And I do get to grow in my wings… Albeit they do not function.

I wonder. If there are any other versions of me. Who do get to grow in functional wings. If you are out there. You should tell me.

-caliborn. Homestuck. Fictive.

[fictionkinfessions]

I AM STUCK ON A LIMBO OF HUNGER. I WANT TO EAT SOME MEAT AND CANDY BUT ERIDAN WON'T LET ME. HE'S DRIVING ME FUCKING INSANE. ERIDAN. LET ME HAVE SOME GOD DAMN STEAK FOR ONCE. WE'RE PATRON MANBROS. ISN'T THIS LIKE?? THE FIRST RULE OF THE BRO CODE??

I NEED MEAT. IT'S IN MY FUCKING NATURE AS A CHERUB!!

-CALIBORN.

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[fictionkinfessions]

LOOK AT THAT. YET AGAIN, IT’S “MISSING MY OLD SYSTEMMATES” HOURS. TO HAL, EQUIUS, AND THAT BIZARRE HALF-OF-GAMZEE THING. IF YOU’RE OUT THERE. I HOPE YOU’RE DOING OKAY. -CALIBORN (HS, CANON DIVERGENT) #🍒🎲