#canisaythat

[amandacelinemiller]

Aw snap, looks like Ginger Meat’s on the menu. Hope all my ginger friends stay safe out there and don’t fall for any ginger traps you see lying around. #gingershavesouls #saveourgingers #canisaythat? #isgingeroffensiveorjustsuperbritish?

[fejjbot]

Rubber Necker? #camel #canisaythat #desert (at United Arab Emirates)

[amandatryingtogethershittogether]

Do you ever feel lonely?

Today is one of those days that I am ready to pick up my family and move far away and start fresh. I’ve been having the lonely feeling for a few days now and I typically have this problem on and off then I’m fine again. You know what though? I’m sick and tired of even feeling like this sometimes. I know I did this to myself. Ever since high school I never had friendships that have lasted long because I’ve always committed myself to men. I have one friend from high school and we haven’t hung out in almost a year. We still talk every now and then but not as much as I like. I just don’t feel like I would fit in with her new group of friends. I also have another friend from high school who we also talk on and off but she has three boys and an older man. She goes out quite a bit and she doesn’t work, but we always seem to lose touch. 

I felt like I was really close with everyone I used to work at Hickory House, but that changed pretty quick when I resigned my position the last time. My ex best friend Michelle still works there. I’m sure she’s given her side of the story but no one has completely heard mine. What kind of blows me away about that is they previously saw how she treated me when I worked there before. She would literally get mad at me that her coke head boyfriend was hanging out with my husband while we both were working. Something beyond my control much? They would all ask me why do you let her treat you that way? I don’t know but I let it go on for much too long. 

My friend Jess is the one I’m mostly talking about today. Over the past year since she got married to Bobby they have both become different people. Bobby was Nick’s best friend and I felt like she was mine. We talked on the phone almost everyday, constantly were texting back and forth. Then suddenly it seemed like after the wedding the distanced themselves from everyone because it’s not just me who feels this way. They ignore calls and texts, say they’re showing up and never do, then they never answer their phones. I mean it’s just so rude. I always feel so down when I think about it. Last weekend they come over and hung out for a few hours. Mostly me and Jess just watching TV and hanging out with Carson while the boys hung out in the garage but I mean it was a nice change. We talked about a lot of stuff and I felt like we had a good time. At some point this week she got an iPhone and I guess she’s never heard of read receipts because now I can see that she blatantly ignores me. They found out about a week ago that her Mom has stage three adenocarcinoma in her lungs. Not good at all, but dang let’s talk about how you’re feeling! What makes me pissed sometimes is that I miss Michelle and I feel like Jess was a big reason why we also stopped being friends. She always told me how much of a bitch Michelle was to me and why did I put up with it. Now I feel like I got the shaft from Jess. 

I talk to my friend Frankie for the most part pretty regularly but sometimes I feel like life just gets to both of us. I consider her my best friend now. She always has the best advice and we always have the most fun no matter what we are doing. Her husband Ben is also Nick’s best friend and they always have a good time together too. Again I just think life gets the best of us sometimes and we don’t hang out as much as I would like to. I’ve had a really long week at work and I just told Nick it would be nice to do something with them this weekend but I haven’t heard anything back from Nick and that’s pretty typical when I ask to do something. 

Nothing will change I’m not sure why I’m bitching anyways. In other news I’m down 18 lbs. since I had Carson and down 11 lbs. since really starting to try. This is keeping me together these days. 

[zagfitness1]

Blame it on the shoes #comfy #runner #bondi #hokaoneone #running #hoka #canisaythat

[erinforus]

Let's get me elected… "can I say that?!" Yes you can! 'Cause I just did in Marie Claire! This is happening. This is about us. This is a movement. This is our future. Speak out about the issues that matter to you… and YES, you CAN say that! #ErinForUs #canisaythat

[airportp-blog]

Changing my name to #freshcutphil #beardgang #beardonfleek #canisaythat?