Because reasons, When you get this, post 5 random facts about yourself and then send this to 10 of your favorite followers. AM I allowed to send one back?
I guess so, considering I’m one of your favourite followers :P thanks Lisa :)
I’ve only recently started allowing myself to develop attachments to people in the last five years. I still don’t do it much, but when I do and they leave, I miss them really hard, to the point that if I think about it, it feels like this deep deep sadness in me that gets me all choked up inside. It sounds silly, because logic tells me life goes on, people come and go, but every now and then these emotions just feel heightened.
When I was a kid, my friends/schoolmates threw a slice of ham in my face, because they thought it was funny since I’m a vegetarian. Anyway, I started crying, because I thought it was the most disgusting thing (like slapping me with a piece of meat) and then everyone got worried because they thought they got meat juice in my eye or something. Kids are lame and stupid.
My mum told me that when I was a little kid, I asked her if I had to cut my hair the same as her and change my name to hers when I was older - e.g. I had to be her when I was older. When I think about this, it makes me laugh, but also sad at the same time, because I’ve never felt the freedom to be me.
When I was in primary school, I always played handball with the guys at recess and football with the guys at lunch. I didn’t see the point of sitting with the girls and talking about nonsense things because I wasn’t much of a talker and I felt we didn’t have anything in common.
I used to love reading, watching endless tv/film and sleeping, because it was my escape from this physical world that I never wanted to be a part of.