Dec 19, 2025
My type of intimacy.
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My type of intimacy.
They tried to measure their heart rate...
Anime: Science Fell in Love, So I Tried to Prove It Ep1
You know what? I wish I never found this community. I wish I never looked up any of the things I did years ago. I wish this wasn't a part of who I am. I hate it. I despise it. It has done nothing but make my life miserable. If it has actually bettered your life, then I am very happy for you, but it has done nothing but cause more problems and make me feel more alone than I ever have. I wish I could just be normal.
Heart has been beating hard for most of the day, so I figured I'd record it.
Introducing myself to you, telling my desire for hearts and heart goals PART 1
I've never introduced myself here… but it's never too late, it's always good to stay intimate with cardiophiles
My name is Elly
I'm 19 years old
I'm a woman
I like irregular and sick hearts, I like weak hearts, in which I can use and possess
I've been in the cardiophilia community for about 7 years, that is, since I was a child. I've definitely seen a lot of things I shouldn't see, I know there are things I shouldn't know..
Since I was a child I felt a huge attraction for my heart, when I ran and my heart accelerated, it was amazing. Sometimes I had episodes where my heart beat irregularly, I thought it was very cool, and I always wanted more. Today it's no different, for 4 years I've had pressure marks on my chest, my heart goes through high pressures constantly, sometimes it can't stand it, and beats irregularly, but it's rare. Because of the daily pressures I make in my heart, I feel pains worthy of a cardiac arrest, which make me scratch my chest, I always enjoy every pain in my heart with a smile, but afraid that my heart will stop and have no one to massage my pump.
Over the years and evolution of this community, the cardiac goals are also evolving, at the moment, I want my heart to reach its full arrhythmia, making my heart beat irregularly daily. One of my biggest dreams, along with heart disease, is to have a marriage with someone who loves me, loves me and loves my heart, who doesn't let me go regardless of how my heart beats or stops beating, who takes care of me in case my heart tries to give up, who takes care of my scar after surgery to correct the future problems of the little heart, which may be big because of the tortures..
Well, this is me, imperfect, maybe sick, with a painful heart. So, human
Oh my
She's a beating
Can't believe I'm doing this... here it is! My (not so atm) visible heartbeat with sound and without. Lighting is off cause of the background messing with the camera auto setting I guess. And I am leaning back a bit. The marks are from string I used to hold the steth in place in other videos I'm holding on to atm. Learning how to do videos! This is NOT as visible as I have been able to get him. I would do ANYTHING to have a session with a female admirer (wouldnt we all) while we play with our visible hearts like this for hours and hours. Listening, feeling, earstething, watching, teasing, playing with each other ... etc etc etc <3
It’s quite embarrassing to go out into an ORAL SURGEON and then have to get your BP and pulse ox taken because you’re new to the office. 137/91 because I’m stressed about that and BPM 93.. I hate the doctors because it always ends up like this. I think all my doctors know at this point that I’m a cardiophile.