#caritodorito rambles

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I can't personally admit I'm in Adventure Time's fandom bc there has been times I didn't watch it (as a child it was my main hyperfixation) but you know-

Seeing Simon after the ending (literally I was sobbing more for him than for any other character) it made me BAWL

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I hate the fact that there is a lot of classist arguments defending Keiko

I hate the fact that I don't know what Castillo can bring us to our already damaged country considering he thinks he can do everything

I hate the fact I have to be in quarantine 24/7 because of covid and couldn't find a job

I hate seeing my dad at the ICU working all day every day

I hate the fact that online classes demand me little hours of sleep and can't even shower every day because I can lose time

I hate the fact I can't see my friends

I hate the fact that I'm wasting my life and idk if I'll be able to become an artist

I hate that I can't fucking draw a thing for myself rather than doing dull homework for an art school that I now dislike

I hate how I can't have a fucking vaccine yet

I hate many privileged people who would use everything to hurt minorities

I hate being called slurs and being mocked 24/7

I hate many things, I can't help it

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Clone high is now one of my main sources of serotonin in my daily day life

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My common sense tells me to watch Ghostbusters Afterlife until June

But my mental health says the opposite and wants to watch it now

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y'all my district has the highest rates of corona infection, dad got the virus (ICU doctor) diphteria appears and you know what's even better?

my congress kicked out my fucking president and replaced him with a man that's even more fucking dum than Trump fuck yeah

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You know, I never liked school, not because I think I should del nothing and waste my life in party and drugs. But considering how it fucked me up mentally and drained my brain, body plus some trauma into the mix

Whoever has the chance to be self taught because they want to and they're not pushed or forced to be somewhere that makes you feel anxious then consider yourself lucky

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Honestly if my parents are gonna keep saying that they'll die soon and I must do whag they want just bc to make me feel worse in my depressive episodes then why I'm not fuckinf dead yet

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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY MUTUALS LOVE Y'ALL