#casdfromheaven

[mag1calstardust]

fear, quality, varsity, and xylophone! ♥

Hello 'nonnie! 

Fear: Heights (cause I'm equally scared of falling from them), Relapse (I fight my depression and social anxiety everyday) and Being Hated by everyone/being alone

Quality: Casdfromheaven/fallenangelstiel (same girl, she's super nice, both quality blogs), Samshalo  (He's super nice and has a nice voice too) and derekstilinskey  (really nice and super hot. 10/10 would recommend)

Varsity: I kickbox for fun and played football as a child (yay for being a straight girl who kicks ass at both). I watch College football and go to games from my alma mater (highschool since I'm in college)

Xylophone: I used to play the Baritone (which is a smaller version of a tuba) in middle school. I sing mainly.

[ghostsarecool]

Doctor Who + blue/pink (although some of it's kinda purple)

[deanprays]

hey if youre still looking I'm interested but no hard feelings if you decide to let someone else. :) what are you planning to read??

omg catie i want to read so many things but it will probably be every fanfiction i have in my marked for later (except the ones that are wips eew) and imma finish beautiful creatures this is totally going to happen (im lying i probably wont accomplish anything)

[ghostsarecool]

When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide

[nikolajwaldau]

Can I use an edit of yours as my sidebar image?

yeah sure thing!

[thehamisnonstop-archive]

Omg you are so wise stop it! :) and it’s totally okay (wow I am saying totally too much) to feel upset about it. But I bet you will be better off, more ready than most of your friends

noooo no no nooooo I'm not wise omg seriously no

but thanks for reminding me that there's some good to this situation, I appreciate it because it's true, even if I'm too angry/immature/bitter to realize it :))

[thehamisnonstop-archive]

aw no i totally get that! :( and it sucks that you don’t have someone guiding you along but srsly you’ll come out a stronger person in the end, just have to get through the rough patch. But yeah I totally get it and you dont sound like a brat at all.

very true, very true, and I'm definitely grateful for that :) who knows? maybe 10 years from now I'll find this post again and say "shit, my parents really knew what they were doing, didn't they?" and I'll applaud them. at the moment it's just annoying because my friends never have to deal with this shit themselves, so it seems unfair. but you're right: I'm sure it'll be worth it in the end :) thanks!! <3

[thehamisnonstop-archive]

casdfromheaven replied to your post: [[MOR]lol guys you know what’s really awesome ...

Aw that sucks! I’m sorry :( but hey on the bright side your really independent and can handle your own.

yeah that's definitely a plus :) but it wouldn't hurt to have a little help once and a while, you know? a nudge in the right direction is always appreciated.

anyway, I'm not trying to be a whiny little brat or anything (I have a roof over my head and clothes on my back and food in my belly, after all!!) but it is frustrating sometimes :)