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🍂Osamu Dazai × Gn ! Reader
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🍁Art was drawn by me using IbisPaintX and the wallpapers were made using Polish .
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warnings :
🍂angst
🍂suicide
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His brown eyes widened at the sight of you on the floor in a pool of your own blood , face as pale as a ghost .
" Why y/n !? Why would you do this !? " , he spoke frantically tears threatening to fall from his eyes as he cut the rope around your neck .
" Y/N !! Y/N !! " , the brunette screamed ontop of his lungs .
His eyes pooled with tears as the member of the A.D.A and Port Mafia ran through the door . They stood around him trying to comprehend the sight before them . Kunikida trying to pry Dazai off of you in the process as Yosano ran to your pale body .He screamed your name over and over again with no regard for Yukichi Fukuzawa or Ogai Mori , he didn't bother hiding the tears that were now streaming down his face .
Blood poured out of your wrists as the rope around your neck left a purple mark in it's wake . Dazai cried , unbotheredthat he , the ' Demon Prodigy ' was crying like a helpless child . Seeing you in this state shattered his heart . It was you , afterall , who helped him push his suicidal thoughts away , it was you who thought him to smile genuinely . He wanted to make you his , to marry you and be with you untill the natural course of death came to both of you . He wanted to grow old with you , to see you playing a game of tag with your children , running throughout the house with the smile that never failed to brighten up his gloomy day . Yet here you are ...... sitting in a pool of your own blood .
Snapping out of his thoughts as Yosano walked up to him and placed a hand on his shoulder ,
" Sorry Dazai , but we were all too late . " , she spoke with tears brimming at the ends of her eyes .
" HuH ? Wha- " , his brown eyes widened as he fell to his knees, the little velvet box falling from his pocket and the ring rolling towards you .
Chuuya walked up to him , tearlines staining his face , to him you were a younger sibling .
" OI , Dazai . It's not your fault . No one saw this coming . "
" Chuuya ....it's not my fault . You're partially right . It's not entirely my fault ......it's his too ! "
He looked at Mori who stood there like a stone statue, tears in his eyes from seeing his child in that state , but face so emotionless that it seemed like he didn't care .
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" If only I came earlier ..... If only I spoke to you earlier ....... If only I tried to understand your pain ..........maybe then you'd still be here today ......Y/n . "
Two years have passed since you died and Dazai finally had enough . Eveything he did and saw reminded him of you . On the day of your burial you wore a white yukata embroided with gold flowers . And he slipped on the ring he'd bought to propose to you with . He slumped down next to your tombstone , a pool of blood and a gun falling from his hand .
He can finally be with you . Even if it takes a hundred years .
" Y/n " , he breathed out .
A silouhette of you was seen .
" Osa ....... " , a warm smile adorned your features as the flower petals began to dance around you to the pace set by the wind .
" Hey . I i missed you . Y/n ...... "
His life was ended not with you in a double suicide but with you in his heart . With you , the only one he loved .
A smile , a genuine smile of love and happiness was seen on his face , as the autumn maple leaves danced around you .
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🍁 The End . 🍁
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