#catharsis ftw

[horsegamesins]

[picrew sauce]

I originally wanted to draw something myself but I can't get over artblock for the life of me so this will do

Alexei (like me) is genderfluid, bisexual, and polyamorous!

[thrilletante]

"you can not protect

that which you cannot control.

i lit a candle for you,

but somebody blew it out.

he comes to me in my dreams

and tells me that he's alright,

that he's just been hiding out

somewhere there is no light.

oh yeah, that'd be nice,

and if you took it back,

i wouldn't feel so uncertain.

i wouldn't feel so uncertain

that when your body hit the earth

it opened up and swallowed you.

she kept you safe in her hot center,

and always tucked you in at night,

and when you woke up nervous,

she said, 'baby you're inside of me.

you're safe inside my orange womb.

there's no reason to worry.'

-

they bought him magnets

to form into different shapes.

small spheres of metal,

always carefully composed.

he's making hexagons.

he's making perfect squares.

he's making triangles.

he's making cylinders.

-

and in the junk yard,

above the robot screams,

they give him orders

like rabbits from his dreams.

they're laying eggs now,

and hatching fever spells.

he eats them slowly.

his blood is thinner now.

-

things slip sometimes."