#caw logs

[lostlittleknight]

I JUST WATCHED THE SYNTHESIS ENDING EXTENDED CUT AND FUCK YEP THE SENTIMENT STANDS I MADE THE WRONG DECISION, SYNTHESIS IS OTP (ONE TRUE ENDING) FFFFUUUUUUUCKKKK I'm sorry garrus I hate to remove your hope of my surviving but I made a horrible horrible mistake

[lostlittleknight]

When you get this, list 5 things that make you happy, then send this to the last 10 people in your notes! ♥♥♥

!!!, oh manim not good at this kind of thing but ill do my best1. cliche af but my friends and family: i love them so much and they help me through a shitton2. animals: im one of those people who could be having the shittiest day imaginable and then see a cat or a dog or a bird and suddenly everything is better3. music: music is the best therapy4. drawing: i dont have the energy to do it much and it causes its fair share of frustrations but when i can draw i feel happy5. food: bcause i am the sin of gluttony, it is me, food is gr8 

[lostlittleknight]

As both a system and a person who knows older systems, being kin with those two isn't a goddamn problem so long as people don't say they are a system or think they can speak in on system stuff. Like, I agree with you, it doesn't make much sense? Unless it's copingkin - like I guess if it's copingkin then maybe you should consider another kin - but past life kin like... you can't choose who you kin with. If you do, then it's not past life kin. I'm sorry other anon's being a dick, bro.

exactly! this is what i meantif theyre speaking over systems and claiming to know things they shouldnt be able to know without those experiences here and now, thats not ok but ? ? just existing ??  ?? and not causing any problems??? thats not fucking ableist yea exactlycoping stuff is a different story but if you didnt choose then its not your fucking fault nah its chill man it was only one message and im not even upseti just wanted to make things clear in the response because why hide anything when im not in the wrong yknow?

[lostlittleknight]

So spiders have been consistently (as in twice in the last week) been slinging down from my hair on webs whenever I bend down. What does it mean and what should I do

omg

im sorry for taking so long to rspond to thisim afraid u have been chosen personally by the spider collective(tm) and they are showing u their favorim afraid there is nothing you can do

[lostlittleknight]

Ranting u don't have to read Idk how to insert a cut on mobile lol ugh im frustrated and lonely rn like i wanna do something or talk to people or be productive but none of that can happen rn because I have to be getting ready for work in 8 and a half hours on what was supposed to be my day off maybe listening to nightvale or watching something would help bcause I can gst absorbed and feel like I'm interacting with people but bandwidth and I don't wanna listen ahead of John cause id feel bad im too tired to really do anything else and burnt out from work being stressful af the past few days i almost broke down yesterday and today was the busiest I've ever seen it and we ran out of change in like the first three hours I was looking forward to my day off and now I have to get up at ass o'clock and work anyways Boss says he'll be there by 2 or 3 and take over but I don't fucking believe him he'll probably leave his house by like 4 and drive around for 2 hours and leave me stranded and not answer his phone like he does every fucking time

[lostlittleknight]

everytime i get like this i have to talk myself out of logging on to pesterchum or setting up on msparp yes its their handles no its not actually them they might act like them either horribly or horribly convincingly depending on who you catch but its not. actually. them.

[lostlittleknight]

im laugh screaming at 1 in the morning with a fucking nosebleed aBOUT FUCKING MEAT RAISINS 

[lostlittleknight]

my roommate always has the best timing lmao “oh yeah im just gonna go brush my hair so i can go pick up my moirail fro-” *shower starts in the bathroom*  ok i guess ill just throw a hat on,,