#ceiling thoughts

[hisuncontrollableanger]

but it isn't enough to just be brave, strong, and respectable anymore.

[hisuncontrollableanger]

universe be throwing loser after loser at me and now I'm wondering what my "type" even is.

not an idiot? not disgusting? not alive?

[hisuncontrollableanger]

Why do I have to treat myself like some self-improvement project, like some non-human downloading updates after every inconvenience or unfortunate event? Why does bloody everything have to be a lesson?

Why does it always lead to me not having done enough, not being good enough, not doing things the "right" way? Who do I need to keep getting better for?

If I'm not hurting anyone, can't I just live?

Or is me living the part that's hurting them?

[hisuncontrollableanger]

we upppp (the horrors persist but so do we)

[the-ceiling-hears]

Welcome to “things I’ve yelled at my ceiling while reading” it’s a collection of things I have yelled at my ceiling while reading.

Most will be out of context

[hvvpymin]

watching nirvana's best new artist acceptance one moment and then rm's speech for bts' first daesang the next and everything's great

[brucefromtumblur]

was thinking....treyarch zombies has one of the best storylines in video game history.

[brucefromtumblur]

need to stuuudy bro.