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the little finger wave and the smirk!??
i am unwell
Chapter 1
Michael Jackson x Fem!Reader
Masterlist
Summary: Finding out you’re pregnant and telling your boyfriend.
Word count: 2.7K
3rd of March 1995
Lying under the duvet cover of your bed, you felt nauseous, you have been for the past few days. You groan in discomfort at the now familiar feeling, unsure what could be the cause of it.
Michael has been working on a new album; he leaves early in the morning and comes back late into the evening. At this point of time, as much as you wished he was lying beside you, he wasn't. You felt the cold presence of bedsheets as you reached your hand out in search for him. Due to his absence, he wasn't aware of your episodes of sickness.
You sat up, pressing a hand to your stomach in an attempt to soothe the pure agony, the clock on your bedside table read 7:00am. Feeling overwhelmed with pain, you got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom which was connected to the bedroom you shared with Michael.
Kneeling at the toilet to prepare for a series of throw up, you tied your hair back to prevent it from getting in the way. You waited for a few minutes until it released expectedly. You hated vomiting, unless it was an excuse to skip school, but you were far from that point in life.
Once you felt you were finished, you stood up and started washing your face with the water running from the tap as well as gargling it to be rid of the disgusting taste it left in your mouth.
You thought back to these last few days, trying to conduct a reason as to why you've been so sick. First assuming it was just a stomach bug, you soon realised that it became too prolonged. You came up with other guesses, but it didn't add up until you came to the conclusion that you may be pregnant.
The consequence of having unprotected sex with Michael has caught up and you didn't know how to react. You broke from your train of thought and realised you have just been staring at yourself in the mirror of your bathroom, catching a glimpse at the complete shock written on your expression.
You needed to find out whether this was the circumstance. However, waltzing into a pharmacy and buying a pregnancy test would only arouse suspicion from tabloids and the next thing you know, you're published onto the front page - stripping you from any ounce of privacy.
Becoming Michael's girl came with a lot of precautions to take into account. The normal life you once lived, if that's what you can call it, was no more. The media were always on Michael's tail, trying to dig up an exaggerated or completely untrue headline. And now that you've become a central part of his life, the tabloids have been attached to you, trying to tarnish something about your character. After being in a year long relationship with him, they have since failed, mostly due to Michael's drive to keep things private, especially towards you and protecting your dignity.
You wondered how you could get away with buying a pregnancy test without being discovered. Stressfully pacing in thought between the bedroom and bathroom, you decided to call your friend. Michael has warned you about telling private matters to the staff who worked in Neverland, "trust no-one," he preached to you and he was right. He has had people who have worked for him in the past prove to be untrustworthy.
You picked up the landline and dialled her number, using a small diary which contained contacts whose numbers you can never seem to memorise. "Hello?" she answered, evidently tired as it was still early in the morning.
"Huda?" you acknowledge, grateful she was on the other end instead of ignoring your call.
"Y/N? It's so early, you're never awake at this time," she has been your friend for the longest time, it comes to no surprise that she recognises your preference for sleeping in. You both grew up in foster care, separate homes but similar negative experiences. Since the two of you had no-one else, you widely considered her to be your sister and she did the same.
"I need you to do me a favour," you knew she would understand but you hated asking for favours.
She sighed at your words in complete exhaustion but still went ahead to ask, "what is it?"
"Please can you buy me a pregnancy test from the pharmacy," you bite your lip in anticipation, "I'll pay you back when you give it to me."
Silence was heard on the other end of the line until she came back to reality, "a...pregnancy test?"
You nodded although she couldn't see you, "yeah."
"I'll be there in 15 minutes," she ended the call, you could already imagine the look on her face and the urgency in her movement.
You laid back on the bed, looking up at the ceiling with furrowed brows, the thought of taking the pregnancy test and discovering your future - whether your entire life will just turn around. You also thought about Michael and how he would react to the news. He's expressed during your relationship about how he wants to be a father, but was it too soon? Did he want to be a father, but just not with you as the mother?
You turned to the radio beside you and turned it on in an attempt to distract your cruel thoughts. You wanted to go back to sleep but with Huda on her way it would be disrespectful to waste her time.
You listened to the music which was playing, relocating to lie on your side and watch the door. You heard Whitney Houston's voice over the radio and hummed along to the lyrics. A reminder of her child being born in '93 went through your head, and you wondered whether that could be you. Your heart was racing at the thought, not knowing how to react in either outcome you face.
You jumped at the sound of your landline ringing. You held it to your ear and heard one of the male staff asking if you were expecting a visit from someone by the name of Huda. You confirmed their query and they assured they will let her in.
Eventually, a knock sounded at your door, you stood up to open it and found the one and only Huda holding a carrier bag with what you could already guess was the test. You smile weakly at her presence, fear running through your body at the results your pregnancy test will tell.
"Hi," you greet her. To your surprise, she did only take 15 minutes, and she happened to do her makeup, get changed, drive to the pharmacy, drive here and find your room.
"Hey," she walked into your room as you closed the door, only then she took out the content from her bag.
She handed it to you as you looked down at the box, "thanks, I appreciate it." You opened a drawer from the bedside table Michael kept his possessions and gave her a 5 dollar note, "this how much it was?"
"It was only 2 dollars," she didn't take it from you considering it was more than what she paid for.
"Just take it," you shoved it into her handbag as she rolled her eyes.
"I'm not homeless," she dug through her bag to find 3 dollars and gave it to you as change for your fiver. "Anyway," she had so much she wanted to ask you, "you think you could be pregnant?"
"I don't know," you shrugged and looked down at the box to read its instructions, "I've been sick for the last few mornings."
"Morning sickness," her eyes widened in realisation as you nodded.
"And my period is late," you added, "I don't know why I didn't realise this earlier."
"Where's Michael?" She noticed he wasn't around.
"Working," you sigh at the mention of your boyfriend, how oblivious he was to the possibility that he may be a father, "he won't be back until later today."
"Are you going to take it now?" she referred to the test in your hands.
"Better to get it over with, you know?" You couldn't wait any longer; Huda nodded in understanding.
"I'll get going then," she zipped her handbag and clutched it tightly around her shoulder.
"You're leaving?" You thought she'd want to be nosy and stay until the results came in.
"If it does turn out to be positive," she started explaining, "I think it's best if Michael's the first one to hear."
You were more than happy with her philosophy, thanking her again, she gave you a hug. Her shoulder-length, black hair brushed against your nose, it smells somewhat citrusy. She pulls back to examine your face, "I love you," she smiles softly.
"I love you too," you reply, watching her leave through the door.
You look back down at the box and open it to retrieve one of the tests. Walking back to the bathroom, you open the lid to the toilet and slowly lower yourself onto the seat. Before relieving yourself, you stare down at the test in your hands again and sigh. It's your last moment before finding out how your future will unfold.
You place the test under you to pee on it. You leave it on top of a piece of tissue to generate its result; its recommended to be left for a full few minutes.
12 hours later
Michael had spent the entire day at the studio, working on his new album - HIStory. Although this was the first time you've experienced him working on a project, he knew you understood him dedicating almost all of his time to it. Regardless, he adored coming back home to you.
The car he was being chauffeured in drove into the open gates of Neverland. The fans who stood outside cheered at the sight of him in the backseat. Their screams got louder as soon as he put his hand up to wave at them.
"Mr Jackson is outside," one of the staff informed you and your face lit up. Running to the front door and reaching it before anyone else, you dragged it open.
Michael was walking up the stairs and smiled as soon as he saw it was you. You ran into his arms and gave him a tight, crushing embrace which voiced your deep excitement. He returned the gesture by wrapping his arms around you completely; the velvet on his coat scratched your cheek.
"Looks like someone missed me," he rubbed the small of your back and tilted his head to look into your eyes.
"I made you dinner," you pull back from the contact but maintain your hold on his hand, urging him inside, he noticed the apron you're wearing.
"What's the occasion?" He raised his brow at your token; there's usually a chef who cooked for the two of you. There were times where you did cook, Michael appreciated it deeply and always treasured it, ensuring he put on a grand display to show he enjoyed the meal.
"You'll see," you pressed your lips together to suppress a smile, failing to do so with how happy you seemed to be.
It was a long walk to the kitchen, but Michael didn't mind. He watched as you led him, your hand in his, focusing on how soft your skin felt.
Upon reaching the destination, you guided him to the breakfast bar, not wanting to seat him un the dining room as it was completely separate to where you were cooking.
You opened the oven to check on the dish, taking it out using an oven mitt once realising it was cooked and setting it on a wooden block to slightly cool down.
You joined Michael on the chair beside him. His hand immediately found yours again as he gently squeezed it.
"How's the album getting along?" You decided to make conversation before telling the news.
"Good so far," his eyes didn't leave yours, "I recorded a few songs today. I can't wait for you to hear them; they're about you." You knew he was keeping it a surprise, wanting you to hear the album when it was complete and to his standard.
"Did you end up going out today?" He recalled your plan to go shopping with some friends.
"No, it didn't end up happening," you look down at his thumb rubbing circles over the back of your hand. "Huda came over for a short while though."
He hummed in acknowledgement, "why didn't you end up going?"
You stood up and changed the topic, "I'll take our food out." He was unsure why you weren't answering his question. Nevertheless, he sighed and leaned back in his chair, watching you operate around the kitchen. You eventually brought 2 plates to the table and placed it in front of him. You served roast chicken alongside mashed potato and vegetables.
Collecting a gravy boat, you offered to pour some onto Michael's meal to which he accepted. As you were doing so, an opportunity arose for him to slap your ass. You gasped and lunged slightly forward that some of the gravy spilled onto the spread.
You look at Michael who's wearing a sleezy smirk from the encounter. Rolling your eyes, but unable to prevent a smile, you sit down on your chair and use your knife and fork to start eating.
You both ate in a comfortable silence - not wanting to speak with your mouths full. Michael occasionally chimed with a "this is delicious," comment to make you proud of your meal.
Once the plates were empty, you placed them into the sink to await being washed. You pulled out a small, rectangular box -covered in wrapping paper- from beneath your seat and handed it to Michael.
"Is it my birthday and I just forgot all about it?" He raised his brow at the effort you've put in today for him.
"I don't know when your birthday is," you teased with a soft smile.
"That's not true," his eyes widened.
"29th of August," you relayed the date and he immediately relaxed once realising you were joking. "Open it," you directed the attention to the gift-wrapped box. He smiled, suspicious of your anticipated expression, he located where you taped it and neatly unwrapped it to prevent ruining the paper.
Removing the lid from the box, he found the pregnancy test you took earlier. There were two faint, pink lines which indicated a positive result. He looked back up at you with wide eyes which made you laugh.
"I'm pregnant," you announce as if it isn't already obvious, but your words made him freeze for a few moments. For the last few hours, whilst preparing dinner, you tried envisioning how he would react to the news. You knew it would come as a shock since the two of you weren't trying for a kid.
Michael's eyes kept shifting between yours and the box in his hands, wondering if he was dreaming or if this was real life. You spoke up again to fill the silence, "how do you feel?" You became worried that he wasn't happy with the outcome, that you've just ruined his life with this piece of information.
The box remained in his hold as he covered his eyes with his other hand. You heard him silently cry and didn't know how to handle the situation. You leaned closer and placed a hesitant arm around his shoulder as a way of providing comfort. Michael removed his hand from his face to look at you, to your surprise, he was smiling and pulled you into him for a tight hug. His head turned to plant multiple kisses on your cheek.
"You scared me," you spoke through the embrace. Beginning to cry yourself as tears gathered in your eyes, "I thought you were planning to leave me for a second."
Michael retracted from the hug completely, "I'm sorry I made you feel that way," his hands were still on your arms as you moved them to rest in yours. "It's just...we're going to be parents," he couldn't contain his excitement, "we're going to be a family."
You smile at the idea, knowing it was something you have both dreamed about. "I love you," you move your hand to rest against his cheek, using your thumb to lightly caress him.
He touches your hand and connects it to his lips to place a soft kiss, "I love you too."
La Isla del Encanto
Synopsis: It was simple, really: a vacation with the girls to the captivating island of Puerto Rico. One minute, everyone is taking in the tourist sights. The next, your friends are leading a manhunt out for you.
You? You're lost in the enchantment of the island.
Pairings: Benito Ocasio (Bad Bunny) x black!fem reader
Form: SMAU + written
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LUCKY GIRL SYNDROME
synopsis: your life sucks. so why not place an order with an etsy witch when you have nothing to lose? and after you win a free vacation, you quickly discover just how much there is to gain when you meet the hottest man you've ever met. is it just a fluke? or maybe fate? fuck him and find out!
pairing: clingy!superstar x loser!reader
wc: 4.4k
content: smut!! fluff, porn with plot, a win for the etsy witches, awkward + self-conscious reader, reader's boss is lowk also in love with her, vacations, shy x outgoing, getting stuck in an elevator together, piv sex, missionary, love bites, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, touch of dacryphilia, a man who knows EXACTLY what he wants lmfao
PREVIEW BELOW
Hiring an Etsy witch to turn your life around was a new low.
Sick of being sure that everyone else you passed on the street and spoke to at work could smell your desperation, pick up on the longing lingering in every sentence. Knew how badly you craved any kind of companionship.
You weren’t asking for that much.
Just to be a little, um, luckier?
For things to start going your way for once. For people to at least see you instead of straight through you.
At least you didn’t have to wonder for long whether or not her spell worked.
Two days later, you won a vacation sweepstakes you had completely forgotten you’d even entered months ago, getting an all-inclusive luxury cruise package to pretty countries you’d always dreamed of going to.
You couldn’t fucking believe it when your boss approved the time off to take it. It wasn’t that he was a total asshole, but he was usually more…strict? He had barely even looked up when he signed off on it, just muttering that it sounded nice before you scurried out of his office. Maybe more surprising was how your coworkers actually asked why when you informed the rest of your coworkers over email that you wouldn’t be available during those dates. Telling you they hoped you had fun, abruptly including you in conversations and even inviting you out to dinner. You were barely able to stammer out a yes when they asked if you wanted to go shopping with them afterwards, taking you to stores you’d never stepped foot in before.
Everything was too good to be true.
You were still you, after all.
Awkward. Unsure. Struggling to express how you thought or felt without feeling like a fool for speaking in the first place. Uncomfortable in your own skin.
You kept for some shoe to drop, to wake up and realize it was all a dream.
“I don’t believe you’ve worn that before,” your boss stoically assessed when you showed up ten minutes after everyone else had left the day before your cruise, brows scrunched together as he half-scowled at one of your new outfits, a pencil skirt that felt a little too tight, your button-up clinging to your chest as you passed him some paperwork.
“I went shopping with some of the girls,” you mumbled, throat constricting as you tried not to feel self-conscious. It didn’t work. No matter what you did, it only felt like you were forcing a square peg through a circle hole attempting to fit in. “If it’s inappropriate, I won’t wear it again.”
“It’s fine,” he cleared his throat, loosening his tie as he checked the time on his watch. “Shouldn’t you be heading home by now?”
“I just wanted to make sure you got this,” you muttered, smoothing out your skirt as you teetered over to him, placing the papers in front of him. He picked up his reading glasses from the corner of his desk, sliding the thin frames up his nose as he squinted at the words in front of him. Scanning over it quickly while you picked at your cuticles, wondering whether or not you were embarrassing yourself just by existing.
He made a contemplative hum, raking his fingers through his neatly parted blond hair as you glanced back over your shoulder at the door.
“So, um, I suppose I’ll see you in two weeks then?” You awkwardly said, immediately wishing you’d just said good night.
“I’m sorry?” He frowned, his head snapping back up.
“You approved my PTO,” you reminded him, skin crawling at the feeling of correcting him as you continued, “Uh, I’ll just be on a cruise for two weeks.”
He stared at you for a few seconds. Saying nothing, his eyes searching your face as you froze too.
“A cruise?”
“I just won a sweepstakes thing,” you explained, forcing a small smile. “I, like, never win anything, so-”
“And you know for sure it’s not a scam?” He spoke sternly, and you didn’t know how to deal with his disapproval over something you were supposed to be excited for.
“Yes?” You blinked, lips pursing together tightly.
“Oh,” he grimaced, immediately collecting his composure again. “I suppose it slipped my mind. Have a nice time with whoever you’re going with.”
“It’ll just be me,” you muttered, humiliation heating your face at confessing that you didn’t have a boyfriend or anyone to go with and a room for two.
Maybe you should’ve wished for that instead.
His expression changed, but you hadn’t decided what it was supposed to mean before it was replaced by his typical mask of professionalism. “Be safe then. You have my phone number.”
You didn’t understand what that was supposed to mean.
“I, uh, don’t think there will be good reception,” you said, still confused as one corner of his mouth curled up.
“My email then.”
You still didn’t get it.
But lingering on it a full day later didn’t bring you any closer to figuring him out.
Besides, you had a boat to enjoy.
Even if you were by yourself.
Although, you guessed fate had more funny plans in store for you.
Most people might think getting trapped in an elevator on the first day of their vacation was awful luck.
However, they probably weren’t stuck in one with the hottest stranger they ever met.
You could barely suck in any air. You just didn’t know if it was from claustrophobia or from the fact he stole your breath the moment you stepped in and saw him leaning back against the wall, unbothered and barely paying attention as he swiped away on his phone.
He looked a little familiar, but you were pretty sure you’d never seen him before – unless it was on the cover of a passing magazine.
His eyes started to look up, and you were quick to avert your gaze to study the floor instead, shuffling on the soles of your flip flops as if there was something remotely interesting there simply to avoid actually interacting with him.
Except your stupid mouth was moving to come up with something to say as you reached out to tap the emergency stuck button for the tenth time since it stopped two minutes ago.
“It’s hot in here, huh?” You cleared your throat, back pressed against the wall in the cramped elevator as you tried to play it cool when pressing the button did nothing.
He looked up at you. Studied the flustered expression on your face as you folded your arms tightly against your chest. You wished you'd worn something different.
More comfortable.
You weren't used to dresses this tiny, the kind that clung to your body and made you hyper aware of how much you were sweating. All you wanted was to just go grab dinner at one of the restaurants at a table for one.
“Are you feeling alright?” He asked, apparently cute and concerned.
“Fine,” you answered, cringing internally at how short and stiff it came out.
You figured he'd drop it. Offer a line about them fixing the elevator soon.
But in the corner of your vision, you watched him slip his phone back in his pockets and take out a folded up map of the ship layout they’d been passing out earlier.
You didn’t know what you thought he’d do with it.
Just, well, not start fanning you with the flimsy paper, waving it in front of your face in an attempt to help.
FULL FIC ON PATREON HERE (also features a wide assortment of other oneshots/series!)
div by @/tsumiinum
Pairing: Michael Jackson x make-up-artist!reader
Summary: After getting a position as one of the make-up artists of a project lead by Michael Jackson, you can't help growing closer with the young man.
SFW: Strangers/colleagues to friends, real life events from behind the scenes of thriller (some are fictional), KFC date at the end
Wordcount: 7.9k
Note: This was inspired by @appafanclub and their Michael series. Since Thriller is my favorite Michael era I've decided to write about him. Divider is from @cillmequick
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“THE Michael Jackson?!”
“Shh! Will you keep it down?!”
For the past ten minutes you've been trying to shut your best friend, Sarah, up after you had told her about your new position after leaving your old one. It didn't help being in the middle of the local mall, with people turning around with every word she said out loud.
Sarah slaps a hand over her mouth, grinning from ear to ear.
You only wanted to invite her to not only tell her the news but also to go shopping together. It was something you both always did, tell each other new things in your lives while doing the thing you love: spending money on useless things.
“It's nothing new.. just doing makeup for music videos.”
“NOTHING NEW?!”
You slap her shoulder while shushing, frowning at how loud she was being.
“Sorry.. uhm.. Nothing new?! You're gonna work for THE Michael Jackson!”
“It's only one time..”
“So?! You're.. omg.. you don't get it. That's Michael Jackson we're talking about! ‘Billie Jean' Michael Jackson!”
You can't help eyeing the floor, the gazes of passerby burning through you painfully. Your friend had always been rather.. blunt about her volume, not caring if she was fully declaring her whole sex life to the world or whatever this was.
“I know who he is, Sarah.” You murmur under your breath, the heat raising to your cheeks.
“Seems like you don't since you're not even reacting the same way ANYONE would!”
“He's a human like you and me..”
Sarah's mouth falls open, eyes widening at the sheer audacity you seemed to possess. Her hand finds your shoulder, dramatically shaking her head in response. “You my friend.. still need to learn a lot about the world.”
You scoff, rolling your eyes in retaliation. Without warning her, you get up with the shopping bags you had filled today.
Maybe you shouldn't have told her after all. You loved Sarah, but with the way she reacted you weren't sure if she'd make an even huger fuss about it.
On the way home you couldn't help thinking of things that could go wrong. What if you embarrassed yourself and be fired on the spot? This wasn't the usual crew you worked for and only got in because your father was friends with Rick Backer, someone who inspired you to get into the makeup business yourself.
It would only be a one time thing to see if you were cut out for such big things.
You were so in thought that you mentally blacked out until you were laying on your bed, the shopping bags leaning against it.
Just three more days. Three more days until the big day. You were so excited internally that you were starting to doubt yourself.
Your thoughts get disturbed by the shrill ringing of the blue trimline sitting on top of your wardrobe. The moment you take the call you knew it wasn't any one of your friends or family members.
“H-Hello?”
The other end was quiet for a moment until a voice of a middle-aged man cut through the silence. “Yes, hello. Is this Miss L/N?”
You swallow a lump, your other hand shaking as it comes up to hold the phone. “Yes..? Yes, this is her.”
The line is filled with certain sounds of paper being worked through before the man clears his throat. “Here’s Frank, just want to inform you to be at the address I had sent you over mail at about eight in the morning. That's okay with you?”
Your eyes widen, a grin even visible in your tone appearing almost instantly. “O-Oh! Uhm.. Yes, of course! I'll be there, thank you so much!”
This was serious now. You were gonna work and meet Michael Jackson.
Usually you woke up at around seven if you had to be somewhere work related, but your excitement took the better of you and you were already awake at five.
Getting ready was the most stressful part, needing to look absolutely flawless and professional for your first day. You had decided to wear that pencil skirt that you had only worn once for your graduation nearly a decade ago. Surprisingly, it still fit after all that time. You finish off your outfit with a simple white blouse.
Now what to do with my hair?
You think of doing a simple ponytail, but that wouldn't do. Since you still had some time you decided to go with a half teased up look, almost making it seem like a lazy beehive your mom loves to wear.
Before you leave for work you take a banana to go, saying goodbye to your parents who were teary eyed at how proud they were. It's not everyday your daughter goes to work for the biggest pop star not only in the US but also the world.
Outside you put on your favorite flats, which are lazily slipped into so you could run for the bus, which was packed as always this time of day. Fortunately for you, you were able to find a seat. The set was pretty far away from home, about a fifty minute drive. You were pretty tired, not being able to sleep properly all night does that to one.
With all your might you push yourself up to rummage through your purse and pull out your walkman. Listening to some songs was always relaxing, especially the ‘Off the Wall' and ‘Thriller' album.
Shortly before your stop you wake up from a small power nap, very glad to haven't missed where you were to get off.
The wall to the studio wasn't far, the streets packed with the people living in the neighborhood, mostly residents flooding the entrance to the studio. You and many other people who looked like they were trying to squeeze through the masses, hoping to get a glimpse of the security so you could tell them why you were here.
At first they were sceptical, not believing you to be working for Michael, but when you showed them the mail you had received you were quickly led through.
The halls weren't any better than outside, people rushing through to find where they were stationed at. You were slightly panicking,not knowing where to go or what to say to even find your place. Just as you were about to go looking for Michael's manager a loud voice calls through the loudness.
“Attention!”
You look up and see Frank Dileo, the manager and an acquaintance of your father, the sole reason you were even here. Next to him stood a younger man, darker complexion, kind eyes and he looked like he was stuck smiling.
Michael.
“Thank you all for coming. Most of you already worked on bigger projects, but this one will be the biggest of all.” Frank looks over to Michael, who's grinning from ear to ear but the way he was shifting betrayed his nervousness. “Today we will only start with looking around the studio where I and some of my colleagues will show you around.”
Frank smiles, looking over at Michael and another man beside him. He had a full beard and glasses, a woman clinging to him. “May I introduce you to John Landis and his wife? They were the sole reason for the idea behind this project. They'll give you directions. And over here we have Rick Baker. He'll show the ones around working in the makeup department.”
John introduces himself as well, smiling over at Michael.
“You still wanna say something, Mike?”
Michael shifts, cheeks reddening at the thought of speaking in front of this crowd. Ironic. He was an amazing performer, singing in front of even bigger crowds.
“Thank you.. for coming!” He looks around the room, raising his hand to slightly wave. “I hope we all get along and this project will become one of the best!”
And with that you all had the go, walking to your designated positions. You didn't know where to exactly,so you find John, who was talking to Michael and his manager Frank Dileo. Rick not far behind.
“U-Uhm..” Your hum makes the four men direct their focus on you, Rick smiling at the familiar face.
“Y/N!” He wraps his arm around your shoulders, pulling you into the conversation they just had. “Vampires or Zombies?”
“W-What?”
The four of them look at you, expecting a reply about what seemed to be the small conversation they just had.
“Michael insists Zombies are more fit for the music video, but I personally believe Vampires feel more ghoul-like.”
You laugh awkwardly, hand coming up to the back of your neck. “W-Well.. Zombies?”
Michael was just smiling, not fully meeting your eyes yet trying his best to keep himself engaged in the small talk. He nods, also awkwardly chuckling at you suddenly joining them.
Rick dramatically sighs, laughing at the sheer audacity before focusing back on you. “Gentlemen, may I introduce my friend's daughter, Miss L/N? She's here to help the make-up crew.”
Frank extends his hand, which you take with the biggest smile on your face to hide how nervous you were. When you turn to Michael, he hesitates but does the same eventually. His hand was just as sweaty as yours, betraying how he was feeling the same as you.
“Shall we?” Rick's voice guides you back to what was more important. Work. He begins to show not only you, but also the other make-up artists around what was about to be your ‘office' for the time being.
It was very exciting to be so close to Michael, knowing that so many people would kill to be in your place. He was just walking in front of you, occasionally turning his head so you could see his side view.
As John and Rick were explaining multiple things about what makeup you'd do on not only Michael but also multiple other actors. After everyone had left to look at the products and multiple prototypes of John's work, the man himself had pulled you aside.
“Y/N.” He smiles. “I'm glad you took this chance. Rick told me so much about you.”
You smile nervously, nodding your head as you didn't know how to react exactly.
His gaze moves up and lands behind you, lips quirking up into a grin. When you look behind you there he was. Michael was shifting on his feet, not meeting your eyes once again. “Michael, good that you're here! What do you think about her helping me with your makeup?”
Michael's eyes immediately go up to John, only quickly going to you. He nods, smiling at the idea.
John pats your back before leaving you both to it, probably wanting you to have the chance to speak to the King of Pop himself.
Well, you didn't speak. It was awkward. You wanted to leave or let the floor swallow you whole.
Say something.
Say something, Y/N!
“U-Uhm.. Hi.”
“H-Hi.”
You gulp as the silence continues, making you kind of sick and embarrassed to be here. Other fans would probably tackle him, smothering him with kisses and love bombing his very being. You? You were too awkward to do so, and that would be highly unprofessional.
“I'm Michael..”
Did he just tell you his name? Everyone knew his name. Was he really as shy as you? You out of all people?
“I-I know.”
You can see him mentally facepalm himself, which he laughs off as he always did. That sweet high pitched laugh that caused his cheeks to grow faint dimples.
“Y-Yeah, I guess you do..” Just as you did earlier, he scratches the back of his neck. This felt like the worst thing in your life yet also the highlight of it.
John quickly returns, saving you from the embarrassment of your life. The day continues with only being shown around and chatting with what were about to become your co-workers.
Michael himself was bombarded with what seemed to be fans that held themselves back on a respectful level. You didn't want to make him even more overwhelmed than he already looked to be. So it ends with you not talking to him again for the day. He was so busy and you had to first get familiar with your surroundings to work.
When the next day came where you were supposed to help John with Michael's makeup, you were thrilled (pun intended) to finally be useful.
It was early morning when you arrived, now not in your fancy get up to be more comfortable while working. You had decided to wear your high-waisted jeans with a striped shirt tucked into it. Just as you enter the studio you take off your denim jacket, hanging in the wardrobe where everyone else kept their belongings.
The place was packed, but you couldn't see Michael anywhere. Today you'd do the makeup for the first scene with Ola Ray, playing the girlfriend of Michael's character, where they'd be in the middle of the woods. Something simple.
“Ah,Y/N!” You weren't even fully there yet and John was already at your side, pulling you in by the arm to where some people were already sitting. “Thought you'd never arrive! You know what to do. Michael only needs a bit for his rosy cheeks and Ola the full meal, but she's already being worked on.”
John leaves you standing dumbfounded and when you look back you see a few artists already working on Ola. Michael was sitting in the other chair, a magazine on his lap. With the way he was reading it seemed to be interesting, but you knew it was just to cover his shyness. You did that too.
Your nails pick at your cuticles, thinking of a way to approach him. Funny enough Michael was just as nervous, thinking of what to say once you arrived. John had already informed him of you doing his makeup, which got him all giddy on the inside. Talking to you for the first time gave him a feeling he'd never felt before, something other than shyness.
“H-Hey..”
Speak of the devil.
Michael snaps around like someone had set off an explosive nearby. He lets out a breathless chuckle, mumbling a greeting that could've been overheard by anyone.
“I'm here to do your makeup.” You walk to the shelf that kept all the stuff you needed, looking through it to find some foundation and prepping stuff.
Michael was very quiet as you did what you were paid to do. Everytime you came close to his face, be it to put on primer or to use the foundation that looked like a second skin, his breath hitched. Those rosy cheeks were quickly hidden behind the brownish liquid, making him look flawless.
“Alriiiight..” You pad some powder over his finished look before putting away all the important essentials to proudly study your work. “Done!”
You turn him in the chair so he could stare into the mirror, which was filled with pure adoration. “Wow. Looks amazing!” You smile at his words, quiet to let him take it all in.
“I-It fits with your costume.” You point out the outfit he was wearing, which looked straight out of a high school drama. He looked absolutely handsome.
“Thank you..” He smiles, looking at you through the mirror which seemed easier than to turn around.
Ola was still sitting in the styling chair, being powdered by a woman looking almost ten years older than you alongside many others who were doing her hair. The girl was stunning, the white ribbon in her hair finishing everything off perfectly. They looked like a match made in heaven with the way they were matching.
You crouch down to one of the drawers that was marked with ‘hair products', earning a glance from Michael that burns through the back of your head, just like that weird burning feeling in every single part of your body. “W-What are you doing?”
Your body was rooted in place, making you unable to get up or even look up. With shaking hands you fish out the hair gel and comb before using all strength in your body to get to your feet, legs trembling.
“J-Just..” Your words betray you so you just hold out the products, a pathetic smile on your features. “..Hair.”
Michael's eyebrows shoot up and frown right after, one side of his lips tugging up as if he felt pity for you. He just nods, turning back to the mirror to let you work. Your hands shake while styling his already beautiful locks, applying gel to the sides until you have what you wanted.
The whole process plus makeup takes about 45 minutes give or take. In the end both Ola and Michael look absolutely stunning, the costume pulling everything into perfection.
From what you've heard they had practiced a lot for the small movie. Dancing whenever your shift had ended and just practicing everything they needed for the final product.
What wouldn't you give to see both in action? Especially Michael.
“Guess it's time to shine, you guys.” John's voice makes all of you look back to see him stand there alongside Frank, Mike's manager.
Everyone starts to murmur as the two main stars leave to go filming. You, of course, have to join them for any touch up they need. The shoot takes you to the woods a bit further away from the studio.
The whole set is packed and Michael alongside Ola sits in a car a bit further away from where the cameras stood.
They play the scene perfectly after John begins filming. You were almost jealous of Ola, who was sitting in that car with everyone's celebrity crush. At least you were more level headed about it.
The next scene takes place with both walking in silence. They talk a little until Michael confesses to Ola's character and they hug.
The scene ends as Michael crouches down in pain after telling Ola's character about a secret he was hiding, which had to be filmed on another day due to the makeup and special effects not being there where they were.
“CUT! Nice job, you guys. Michael, will you go to Y/N and Rick so they can help you with your contact lenses?”
You were already prepared, having taken the contact lenses out of their container to hand to Rick.
“Will you look up for me, Mike?” The man asks in a soft tone, matching the one the young singer always had with everyone around him. “Y/N, tissue.”
You quickly take one out of your pocket, handing it to Michael so he could dry the tears that escaped. With the yellowish half-catlike eyes he almost looked the part of the werewolf transformation that was to take place in the first part of the product.
Then it's back to acting, even if only for a few seconds. Michael was good in everything it seemed. Singing? Check. Acting? Check. What couldn't he do?
You watch in awe as the short time is being used as intended until John cuts the scene off so Michael could get the prosthetic fangs from you.
He stops right in front of you, laughing at something Ola had said. You look through the things you needed for today's filming day before finding the fangs. You hand them to Rick, who already had gloves on to put them into Michael's mouth properly.
You awkwardly stand beside the two, not knowing what to do with your hands. Michael adjusts the fake teeth, smiling and laughing like a child who has done something silly. You couldn't help sharing his joy and when Michael's big eyes stared up as if he had finally found someone to joke around with other than John.
Michael continues acting, slipping up from time to time but mastering it in the end.
“Alright! Lunch break!”
Lunch? Oh, right! You've been out here some time now that you didn't even notice that it was already noon.
You found yourself a quiet corner a bit further away from set to pull out the lunch your mom had packed for you.
You were glad that everyone went about their break and wouldn't bother you, you wouldn't want it any other way.
Or so you thought.
You let out an audible sigh as you felt someone sit a bit further away from you.
“Oh, am I disturbing?”
That voice. You immediately recognized it.
You look up to see Michael with a wounded expression that looked like it wasn't an act from him. The piece you swallowed just now stuck in your throat, making you cough violently. Michael giggles and quickly hands you a pack of juice he had just opened.
You hesitate, but end up downing a few gulps of the sweet liquid.
“Orange juice.” His soft voice drags your eyes back to him. “It's my favorite. If you want water I can get you some.”
“No!” The word comes out sharper than intended. “I-I mean.. No, thank you.”
You both sit in silence once again, staring down at the juice carton between you two. The sandwich in your hands felt extremely heavy in your shaking hands and after thinking for a second you decided to split it in half.
“You want some?”
He only smiles, reaching for the bread with the faintest “thank you” he could muster.
You both sit in silence. Again. This was so awkward for the two of you.
Say something.
“So..” You clear your throat. “.. Are you ready for later?”
With later you meant the werewolf transformation. It was something where even you, a makeup artist, couldn't fully help. You were more on the natural or full face model makeup side rather than the artistic theater one. Still you didn't mind helping.
“Oh..” Michael traces the bread with his fingers. “Yeah, I guess so.”
You laugh, even if nothing was even there to be all happy about. This whole thing was way too awkward for your own goods.
Your eyes dart around to find something to talk about. A book beside Michael was what made you sink back onto your seat.
“What's that?”
Michael looks over to where you were looking mid bite and covers his mouth while apologizing for his full mouth. “Uhm.. that.. sorry. That's my personal notebook.”
You nod, trying to not look like you were daydreaming once again. His whole person was very interesting and listening to him even more so.
“You wanna see?” His eyes sparkle almost childishly,that smile brightening his whole complexion.
“But I thought it's personal..”
“Oh, I don't mind showing you some drawings or lyrics.”
He scoots closer, keeping a respectful distance while flipping through the pages. You watched in awe as he showed you multiple drawings of different things, be it family members, people he worked with or fantasy beings of his own. One that stood out the most was the one with what looked like a young boy with a pointy cap.
Hesitantly you reach out to graze your fingers over it, lips agape at how beautiful his sketch was. “Is that..?”
“Peter Pan.” He grins once again, bashful at being asked about the one thing keeping sane. “I've loved his story since.. well since I can remember.”
You listen intently to his words, legs crossed over the other. Instead of glazing him like everyone around him did you just..are there, something Michael seemed to need. Someone who's there and doesn't start complimenting his every move.
Both of you have a good time, laughing about whatever comes to mind.
You find out he's been a huge fan of everything people label as childish. What you both had in common was your love for animals, especially the more exotic ones.
“You have a monkey?!”
“Oh.. yeah. Bubbles.”
You giggle at the name, finding it amusing that he had so many animals that were mostly kept in zoos.
“That's literally the coolest thing ever.”
Michael bashfully looks away, hands tightening around his notebook. He's always been a little different, shy and lonely while people all over the world adored him.
This small conversation with a girl was the first step to being more confident, because you weren't even trying to glaze him with sweet words.
“Lunch break's over!
You were chatting the whole way back to the studio over things that weren't even important to the project.
“That's crazy. She sent you a knife?!”
“Yeah… pretty scary to be famous.”
The stories Michael told you were both scary, funny and wholesome.
“What'd you do with the knife?”
“Give it to the authorities, what else?”
“Uhh..” You dramatically frown. “I dunno.. throw it away? Send it back?”
Michael laughs. “What would you do if a crazy girl sent you a knife and told you to kill yourself?”
Your mouth falls shut and you had to think for a moment. “Uhm.. Well..”
Michael's expression just reeks 'Told you so' energy as you both walk side by side. His arm clutched his notebook to his chest. He was still wearing the clothes and make up, which would be taken off sooner than later once he's back in the studio to get the werewolf mask done.
“I actually have a really old copy of Peter Pan at home, do you want it?” You stop at the crossing as cars drive by.
“Which year?”
“Uhmmm..” You break an awkward laugh. “Yeeaaaar? It's old..?”
Michael huffs a chuckle, leaning into your view. He looked like a Cheshire cat. “Old?! Girl, I got the 1950s edition.”
You scratch behind your ear, heat raising to your ears. “Uhm..Like..1920-ish? It was my grandma's.”
His eyes widen and he's immediately more talkative than usual. Topics that interest him, mostly Peter Pan, make him a completely different person.
He's been speaking so much that he didn't even notice them already arriving in the studio, where it was time to continue with the process of the project.
It was a very very very long process, with many artists surrounding Michael that you felt out of place.
You watched them rub foam rubber all over his face until all that was left of his chocolate skin was his upper body.
The artistry of this type of makeup got you standing there in awe, watching everyone work around Michael, whose face was fully covered now.
“Y/N.” Rick's voice snaps you out of your little daydream. “Tissue.”
What was it with you and tissues today?
After they had taken off the hardened foam rubber off of his face, Michael cleaned any residue. His eyes find yours and he laughs at the ridiculousness of the moment.
Your brows furrow as he cleans his nose. “You okay?”
He laughs. “Yeah.”
Rick and the others do a great job on the mask, something you couldn't fully see due to not being able to help at all. You weren't talented or at least educated in this field.
But watching? Wow.
Michael couldn't help laughing.
At what, you might ask? Everything.
That man was a ray of sunshine and didn't stop smiling once since your little talk earlier.
Seeing how full the room was you decided to leave it and retreat to the break room, where your walkman was waiting for you.
Your hands feel around the table the moment you sit down, since you forgot to put it in your purse earlier. Instead your fingers graze over the cover of a book.
It was a copy of a children's book.
The writing on it reveals it to be Peter Pan.
This has to be Michael's.
Inside the book the initials ‘MJ' make your assumption become reality. The pages were already worn out, probably from flipping them too much. He did say his version was from the 50s.
Soon you had forgotten why you were here to begin with, casually reading through what used to be your own favorite kids book.
You began to see patterns of Michael's behavior,which was very similar to Peter's.
You sit there for about two hours until your shift ends. You could've gone home, but instead you read the whole thing.
The exit was packed with people leaving and paparazzi waiting outside, somehow knowing Michael was inside. Going home was gonna be pretty traumatizing from now on, something you didn't think of when you took the job.
“Michael!”
“Here, Michael!”
“Look here!"
This moment made you feel deep respect for Michael. As if you didn't have that already. This life must be exhausting.
You were glad to be home sooner than later.
But unfortunately this was gonna be your life for the next few days.
Work.
Cameras.
The full package.
The days did fly by like it was nothing, but one thing made it more fun than makeup.
Talking to Michael.
You didn't understand why he wasn't surrounded by friends, true ones. He was the funniest guy you had ever met!
Every lunch break, makeup sessions and even times you got to work too early to see him practice his dancing was filled with both of you talking about life. Not Thriller, not his career or his popularity. Life and jokes about whatever came to mind.
“Nice.” You grin up at Michael after he had finished his training with the others who were cast to be zombies.
The sweat was dripping off of him, one droplet finding its way down his nose. He was downing cold water for once and no orange juice.
He flops down beside you, panting crazy. “You think so? My footworks lacking today.”
You shake your head, frowning at his words. “Lacking? Sir, I'm gonna have to ask you respectfully to shut up.”
Michael laughs, nearly choking on his water. You were kind of proud to get him to laugh so easily.
“I mean it.” Your face softens as he calms down, eyes truthing for once. “You're amazing. No one can pull it off like you.”
Michael looks away, his lips tugging up in his usual gentle way. Everyone on this set always made sure he was happy, but you did it in a way he couldn't explain. A breath of fresh air coming close to it.
You gasp, making Michael flinch at how sudden it was. He immediately sees a light bulb appear over your head, but he doesn't question it even when he watches you look through that purse of yours.
“I got you the book you wanted!”
You fish out the oldest piece of literature he'd ever seen. The pages were slightly yellowed, worse than his own version. You could see his breath hitch as he reached out to touch the fancy cover, which had been decorated with what looked like sewing magic.
“Y/N..”
“Yeah..?”
His dimples reveal themselves once again, the glint in his eyes brightening as he looks at you. “Thank you.”
“Oh.. you're welcome.” Heat radiates from your cheeks and you almost forget about something else you wanted to give him. “Wait.”
His brows furrow.
You hand him two more books and he was charmed immediately.
Alice in Wonderland and its sequel.
“They're yours. I rarely read and they're more than safe with you.”
Michael doesn't know how to respond. His hand twitches against the cover of Alice in Wonderland. “I can't take it.. it must still mean a lot to you.”
“Michael.. I'm serious.”
His eyes are overly glossy as they meet yours. “Thank you.”
Your shy smile returns and your cheeks burn as he lays a hand on your shoulder. “Y-You're welcome.”
He pats your shoulder before going back for rehearsal,absolutely mogging everyone.
Today was the day you'd get into more action. Michael had already told you a whole lot more than Rick or John. The Zombie makeup would be with you helping around the whole cast. There would be a lot of work to do, which is why so many makeup artists were all around the studio.
It was hell. Stressful. Exhausting.
The first part was very easy, considering the music video continues in that theater not far from the studio. It was just Michael in light make-up, hanging out with Ola's character. But the rest? Oh boy.
Rick did all the outlining while you did all the painting, which was a very pale shade of green. It took hours to get him both into costume AND makeup.
You were truly at the end of your senses when you had to help with the other cast and their face paint. This made you hesitant of going out and watching them all perform, but you still did for Michael's sake of having someone other than directors and fans around him.
The whole dance was filmed not far from the studio and it was absolutely phenomenal. Residents of the neighborhood were watching Michael like hawks, especially the fangirls that were screaming nonstop.
John had insisted on filming the making as well so cameras were pointed at you as well. It was messy.
Watching Michael dance was something straight out of a fairytale. It was calculated and perfect. Bloopers did arise, but mostly coming from the cast around him.
At first you thought filming wouldn't take longer than three to four hours, but you thought wrong.
Twelve hours enduring screaming, chaos, fixing makeup. It was a lot. But it was fun nonetheless.
You sigh as you rest in one of the chairs behind the cameras, chugging down the third bottle of water.
Michael was talking with John about something related to the choreography.
You close your eyes, sprawling yourself over the chair like it was a couch.
This was nice. You could feel yourself getting used to this. Stress and then just relaxing while others did their jobs.
“BOO!”
You scream, eyes widening at the ghoul face appearing before your eyes.
All you hear is Michael's laugh and you making sounds of terror, trying to regain yourself.
The scare makes you clutch your chest, the other hand covering your face.
“Oh,shit. You okay?”
You let out a sarcastic laugh, shrugging at the audacity of him asking that. “I don't know.. Am I?”
He helps you up, keeping a secure arm around your shoulder in a way to apologize.
“What do you need?” You ask with the slight tremble in your voice. Michael looked like he just personally killed someone.
“Oh.. John just sent me over to fix my makeup.”
He indeed did need some fixing. The green paint was smeared a little and covered his red suit a little. The chair you just sat on was soon occupied by the young man as he waits patiently for you to do your thing. The brush tickled against his cheeks, making him giggle like a small child.
“Are you gonna be finished with filming soon? You're still stuck on the first part of the dance.”
Michael glares up at you, frowning. “It has to be perfect. Imagine it's not and I miss something!”
You shake your head and pat his shoulder. “Michael, your fans wouldn't mind it. Mistakes make you human.”
He sighs, his shoulders sagging in defeat. “Perfection is what I need, Y/N! I guess I do understand what you mean.”
You chuckle while putting away the necessities for his makeup, not noticing a certain person approaching both of you.
“Ah, there you are!”
The sweet tone of a woman finally makes both of you look up to see Ola, who was standing there like the second coming of Christ. Her makeup looked near to perfect for someone who had been filming for the past ten hours.
She wraps her arms around Michael's arm as he gets up, resting her cheek on it with a rather cheeky smile. “John says we gotta continue filming before the sun comes up.”
He returns her smile with the same sweet expression he reserved for you, making something weird tug at your heartstrings.
You ignore it.
“I'll see you later, alright?”
The air thickens a little, but you just smile in response.
You sit back and enjoy the show of Michael dancing, perfecting the people around him and the screaming fans not further back. It went as far as them climbing rooftops nearby, causing the set to stop in their tracks to get security, who got everyone down fast.
After twelve hours of fixing up people's makeup you were EXHAUSTED, but everything finally came to an end. Everyone was applauding the moment the last zombie scene was filmed. There was only one more, which had to be done only with Ola and Michael, back in normal makeup.
You had helped take off the last of someone's face paint when Michael was already leaving. He made sure to stop by where you were working.
“See you tomorrow, Y/N!” His arms wrap around you from behind, keeping a respectful space between you both. “Can't wait for the last part.”
You turn your head a little, his face closer than you had thought. Your eyes immediately dart away, cheeks burning alongside that smile you were trying to hide.
He quickly excuses himself and runs to his limo, which was waiting alongside Ola. She had the privilege to be driven home by the one and only, something most of you dreamt off.
Just as you thought he was gone you hear a very loud howl. The source was Michael, who was standing on the car's roof with his signature pose – hand on crotch and other arm raised. It was something he's been doing every time he goes home for his fans.
It made you giggle a little. Very adorable and funny at the same time.
A nice send off for both the fans and his colleagues.
Just as promised the last day of filming was the next day after that crazy long one. Today wouldn't be long, considering the small scene that was left.
You were just there to help with any smeared makeup if there was any.
After yesterday's last zombie scene in this Victorian House in Carol Avenue, about ten minutes away from the studio, you all had returned to finish the same scene just without the zombies.
Michael soothed a scared Ola, who was clinging to him the moment his character helped her to her feet. Just before he turns to the camera, John says “CUT!” so Michael could go to Rick and you for the yellow contacts.
He stands in front of you, leaning over a little so you could reach his eyes. With a careful touch you help him put in the lenses, dabbing a tissue where tears rolled free. His lips were tugged up into a soft smile, eyes watching you like a hawk.
“Alright everyone. Last scene!”
And Michael delivered, grinning back into the camera.
“CUT!”
Everyone starts to celebrate, applauding and yelling out praises of adoration. Ola was already on him the moment John's mouth even opened.
You also can't help cracking a grin, which grows bigger as Rick pulls you into his side.
Your gaze drifts over to Michael, who was being smothered by everyone. The smile on your face fades at how much love it was, not because you were mad at it or upset.
So much adoration and love from anyone and anything.. It was something you craved sometimes.
“We did it!” Michael's voice disrupts your train of thought, even more so as he jumps into your arms.
The entire room was filled with cheers and joy, people tripping over each other to get to Michael, but his eyes were just on you. And he was beaming. Ecstatic.
Your throat closes up from how close he was, the room growing smaller by the second until it was just you two. His hands felt foreign on your body, his scent taking up almost all the space that was left.
Your eyes twitch shut as John lands a hand on Michael's back, patting it until the young musician turns around.
Once again you're back in the background, both men hugging at the accomplishment of getting this project to finally be what they wanted it to be.
Michael's time is occupied for the rest of the day until he's back in your make-up chair. His legs were dangling off the chair like a child, head propped back,eyes closed and a faint twitch of his lips every time you rubbed a makeup remover pad over his skin.
People, who were beginning to slip out the set, walked by to say their goodbyes or rather yell them over.
“Yo, nice workin' with ya, Mike!”
“See ya, Mikey!”
“Get home safe, Michael!”
All that until the only thing you could hear was the vanity light, humming softly.
Michael’s fingers tap on the arm rest, secretly watching you through half-lidded eyes.
“Aaalright..” You wipe the last bits of foundation off his overly soft face. “Done. You can go now, Michael.”
He swings his legs off the chair, turning just enough to see you clean up the mess on the vanity.
“Hey..” Michael can't help staying, not wanting to leave you all alone. His fingers tremble a little as they settle on the small table next to him. “H-How about I drive you home?”
You blink a few times, confused as to why he was offering something he hadn't in the past four days. “What? Me?”
Michael huffs a chuckle, watching you look around as if he had been talking to someone completely different. “Of course you, who else might I be talking about?”
“Oh.. Um.. Sure, yeah.”
His eyes beam at your response, so excited his legs couldn't stay still. “G-Great! I'll wait outside for you.”
Your fingers fidget with the hem of your shirt, feeling smaller than ever after being asked to ride in a car with a guy, that guy being the most famous popstar in the world at the moment.
You take a little longer, packing every single item slower than expected.
When you finished packing and head out you were starting to feel your heart race a little. This was getting serious.
Outside the air was fresh, seeping into your lungs like a million sharp knives that just happened to have a feather light blade. Mixed feelings.
At first you didn't know how to approach the obviously Michael-coded limo, which held a rather crimson colour.
You shift on your feet, nails digging into the bag that held the makeup. So many thoughts and outcomes flood through your head.
What if it'll get awkward again?
Will he even talk to me?
Maybe this is pity for taking the bus everyday.
“You coming?” You hadn't even noticed Michael rolling down his window, waving to you to finally join him.
You take a deep breath, running along the sidewalk until you stand in front of the door. Michael opens it from inside, letting you enter.
The inside was even fancier than the outside, seats made out what looked to be white leather. Your legs brush his briefly, making that flutter in your chest grow worse. He draws a small curtain over the window, which makes you notice that every window was covered.
You shift in your seat, which was straight across Michael's. Something you immediately notice is him wearing sunglasses. At night.
His outfit was changed too. No longer was he rocking the red leather that would probably cause a riot amongst fangirls as soon as the mini movie would be released. Now he was wearing a dark bluish sweater with a white blouse under it, the jeans making his legs look longer. The boots finished the outfit almost perfectly.
He looked straight out of the romance novels you found your mother reading every morning.
The car started driving almost immediately, the driver nor Michael asking where you live.
Just as you predicted, the drive was awfully awkward. Only glances and slight cracks of smiles spared for the other.
“You hungry?”
The ride had been filled with silence for more than ten minutes, so hearing Michael's voice made you slightly flinch.
“Oh.. uhm.. yeah, I guess.”
Michael nods and knocks against the wall of the car. The window behind your head rolls down, startling you a little. The driver doesn't turn his head, but listens to the young man in the back as he redirects the car to the next KFC.
Michael orders a bucket of wings and orange juice while you satisfy yourself with some fries.
You try to chew a little more quietly while Michael inhaled his huge portion of wings.
“You want some?” Michael points to the bucket on his lap, that was already starting to empty itself.
The people pleaser that you are you take one, nibbling at it pathetically.
Michael says nothing, but notices.
You suck on your fingers after finishing everything that you could, feeling a whole lot better.
“Here.”
Without having the opportunity to reply, Michael shoves the orange juice he had gotten for himself into your lap.
He knew what you were getting at, how shy you were masked by a touch exterior. It was very relatable for him, though that facade had been built by years of experience. By his father.
He just stayed quiet, hoping you'd grow a bit more comfortable around him. This was something he also desperately needed in times where he felt the same. Just someone who didn't rub salt in the already bleeding wound, someone who'd listen and not ask question after question.
The past few days had made both of you friends, two people who shared so many attributes and interests.
Soon you were on the highway again, looking through the curtains just enough to see other cars fly by. You had never been in a limousine and it was kind of fun now that you got a little less tense.
Unbeknownst to you, Michael was smiling. It was always nice to see other people happy, but with you it felt almost like he himself was the one feeling the joy. The way your eyes shined and your smile lines deepened.. It made you look like a sun goddess.
The moment the car takes a turn into a rather familiar street filled with apartment complexes and people with faces you've seen every day walking around.
“Uhm.. it's okay if you just drop me off here.”
This whole neighborhood was the complete opposite to what he probably saw on a daily basis. The walls of every house were covered in graffiti, kids running around on the streets without caring for any cars driving around and those complexes looking older than the oldest person alive.
“You sure? Just tell me the address and we can make sure you're home safe.”
“I'm sure.”
Michael doesn't ask twice, noticing the discomfort in your features. Maybe a man asking for a woman's address so stubbornly wasn't the best look.
So he lets you out, rolling down the window just enough for you to be the only one that sees him.
People were already staring, asking themselves whose limo that was.
“Come home safe, okay?”
You nod your head, clutching the makeup bag to your chest. You still had to deliver it back to Rick, but that could wait.
“Thank you for.. the food and driving me back.” A small smile tugs at your lips.
“Anytime. How about we do that again?” His voice lightens with hope.
Your cheeks heat up, that smile that couldn't help forming, making you all the more giddy. You brush back a strand of hair that freed itself, the eyes from the neighborhood burning into the back of your head. “S-Sure..”
Before saying goodbye he hands you a tissue with a number written in it. “Call me.” Was all he said before driving off.
The murmurs of the shopkeepers and others made you dart down the street until you got to your apartment.
This was gonna change your life for sure.
ex!benito headcanons
benito ocasio x reader
synopsis - benito writes a petty diss after your breakup and lets the world believe it. a year later, you meet again, and the narrative doesn’t hit the same.
cw - break-ups, rumors, scandals, celebrity drama etc.
word count - 400
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# DREW STARKEY — LIVE TALK SHOW
ִֶཐི༏ཋྀ ────୨ৎ──── drew’s first time on a talk show, which just so happens to be jimmy fallon’s and he’s known for scheming. he surprises drew starkey with his celebrity crush. which just so happens to be you.
ִֶཐི༏ཋྀ — pairing: actress!reader x drew starkey !
author’s note: please show some love, also this is my first time posting on here, and i don't know how good my one-shots are. enjoy!
word count : 1.8k
you were known for being one of the most famous actresses sought after. they’d been right for it, your acting was phenomenal. as much fame as you had, you never really let it get to your head, knowing where you had come from was the most important thing to you.
not only that but you were also known for the activist and humanitarian organizations you’d created or supported alongside other celebrities, like angelina jolie, phoebe tonkin, daniel craig, etc.
so when daniel craig’s managers reached out to you it wasn’t a big surprise, apparently they had been reached out to by a talk show if they could invite you along as well. knowing daniel was more than glad to pass the invitation along, you accepted.
you wondered why they’d want you there seeing as queer had just premiered, and that had nothing to do with you
—
drew had been nervous, he’d be on a talk show, but nonetheless he was a wreck. it took him forever to decide what he’d be wearing, ultimately deciding on a charcoal grey, and white tux with a black tie. he hoped his outfit would be fine for the show.
as he waited backstage for his introduction he paced around nervous, spinning his gold ring on his finger, an anxious tic he had.
before he knew it, he heard jimmy fallon, “ladies and gentleman, let’s welcome the man everyone's been talking about, he’s rising to fame, the one and only drew starkey!” he announced as drew walked out and shook hands with the bodyguard on his way to the main set.
hearing the loud cheers and roars of everyone was amazing and he couldn't help but be shook to his core, never in a hundred years would he have expected this.
he waved to everyone as he made his way over to jimmy and shook his hand, before he proceeded to sit down in one of the couches.
“so drew we’re glad you accepted our invitation, isn’t that right?” jimmy asked the audience, before they all roared in agreement.
“i’m honored, thank you for inviting me.” drew replied confidently, knowing he was nervous inside.
“so we know you’ve been chasing gold for about four years, and now you’re in a queer relationship with daniel craig, james bond, which has premiered if i’m correct?” jimmy asked, knowing the answer but trying to build up the conversation.
“yes, out in theatres about a week ago.” drew replied.
“how did that transition work, you know, from filming a show where you don’t really have a romantic relationship until recently to a full blown queer relationship?” jimmy asked curiously.
“honestly, a bit overwhelming and a lot of anxiety from my part. not more so because of the transition but just because i knew i had to ace this role. getting the opportunity to work alongside daniel craig and for luca guadagnino was truly the opportunity of a lifetime. whatever time it was, i knew i had to give it my all. sometimes i doubted my performance but daniel helped me and gave me advice whenever i needed it,” drew replied, while he felt himself relaxing a bit as he got comfortable enough to share personal details.
“there was even a time where,” drew began before lightly biting his lip amused at the story daniel shared with him, before continuing, “daniel told me of an experience he had with another co-star. basically when you first film scenes and most of all when they’re scenes like we were filming, the first day on set really is just practice. not reading lines, but actually practicing how certain scenes will go. in our case mature scenes were what we focused on at the beginning seeing as we’d be testing out our chemistry.”
“anywho the point is that once we were literally in the middle of a bed scene, nothing too explicit, and daniel chuckled when i fucked up a line because instead of saying ‘we can’t be doing this’ i said ‘we shan’t be doing this.’ he literally rolled out of bed and said he had to take a breather, i was confused, i mean we fuck up lines sometimes but never enough to call break,” drew explained.
“yeah normally that doesn’t happen, i would’ve been nervous,” jimmy commented.
drew laughed and nodded his head, before continuing, “i was dying of anxiety in the inside, i was like did i fuck up this badly. and i guess daniel could see it written on my face, which is when he walked over and explained how in his last role the same thing had happened with his co-star. and i couldn’t help but let out a sigh of relief and literally said, ‘thank fuck’ to which he laughed at as he walked away to get a water.”
jimmy let out a chuckle at the ending of his story, and said, “oh my god i would’ve died of laughter too.”
drew nodded as he swiped his backhand on his nose, a reflex of his, before replying “yeah i definitely would’ve too but honestly i was too nervous at the time, now i think back on it and laugh about it.”
“actually there was something i was looking forward to, with you here, let’s show this clip,” jimmy said motioning towards the tv for the audience.
before they knew it, drew was being interviewed by a reporter who asked who his celebrity crush was, ‘y/n y/ln’ he answered without falter.
as the video ended drew couldn’t help but let out a chuckle and turned to jimmy while he began, “is that still true?”
drew knew the answer to that, and nodded, “yeah it is,” he replied confidently.
“we have a surprise for you if you look at the monitor,” jimmy said before motioning towards the tv.
if the world could swallow drew up whole, he’d let it. at that moment. because then and there on the tv, where times he’d stated his celebrity crush was y/n to interviewers and it was playing in chronological order.
as the video ended jimmy looked at him and playfully asked, “anything to comment?”
drew couldn’t help but cover his mouth with one hand before sliding it down to reply, “genuinely that’d be mine if i could somehow reach her.”
“well who knows maybe one day you will,” jimmy commented supportively.
“unless i get the courage to actually dm her, it’ll be a pending matter,” drew replied.
“why the need for a dm? i’m right here,” you said after making your way quietly behind him signaling the audience to not spoil it.
at that moment, drew froze up, and instantly rose up from his seat but slowly turned around, not knowing if it was real.
as he slowly turned, you waved at him and slightly giggled at his nervous reaction. you waited for him to say something before you said anything else.
as you stood there waiting, drew finally caught a grip and let his charm play out even if he was a train wreck inside.
“i’m drew starkey,” he introduced, stammering quite a bit.
“i know,” you replied smiling.
hearing that drew’s brows rose in confusion, he didn’t expect that. he was a nobody and you were everything.
“i was invited to your premiere but i ended up in the er or else i would’ve been there, apologies,” you said, genuinely honest.
drew was lost for words, yet jimmy asked him, “drew you still there or are you too starstruck?”
“mhm,” drew nodded, not necessarily indicating which one but they could all guess.
he couldn’t get over the fact you’d just apologized for not attending his premiere, gosh he was literally about to faint before he talked to himself in his head ‘get your shit together before you scare her’ which he proceeded to do, and extended his hand for her to shake.
“none of that, my mama taught me better than that” you replied before walking closer to him and pulling him into a hug.
drew couldn’t believe this was happening but reacted fast enough to not make it seem awkward for the audience, at least that's what he hoped and reciprocated the hug. wrapping his hands around your body.
as they pulled apart, you walked up to jimmy and shook his hand seeing as there was a literal desk between you both and greeted him.
“jimmy it’s been a while,” you commented.
“glad to have you back on here,” jimmy replied genuinely.
“now that we’re dealing with a starstruck man, we actually have a few live questions, if you don’t mind answering them?” jimmy asked.
“of course, ask away,” she replied amused, wanting to know what was being asked.
jimmy read from his phone, “how does it feel to be drew starkey’s celebrity crush?”
“well honestly, and i quote, from the man himself, ‘i’m honored,’” you replied knowing drew was known for his replies of being honored.
next to you drew couldn’t help but smile amused knowing he said that quite a lot, he hadn’t been lying he really was honored. but to hear that you were honored he thought of you a certain way, well that was the most fucking honored he’d be in his life. before, now, or after.
“what do you think of drew starkey and his roles?” jimmy asked, reading off the second question being asked by the audience.
“well honestly, i’m definitely an outer banks fan. i’m glad he’s finally getting the recognition he deserved, i’ve been there since season one, people now are barely catching on,” you started.
as you replied, drew couldn’t help but feel touched at what you were saying. he really had just risen to fame this past year, with the new season of outer banks even though he’d been there since day one of the show.
“i’ll admit this new season and the past one that came out, i couldn’t help but feel a tad bit jealous that our local psycho was tied up and locked in with someone,” you admitted lightly, chuckling amused.
“for me this is a situation where i love the actor but hate the character unfortunately, because rafe deserved better, in this season four that came out. sofia betrayed him and genuinely frustrated me,” you explained.
drew couldn’t help but feel touched at how you were talking about his character, because it was something he’d poured his heart into.
“one last question for both of you before we go,” jimmy asked before a drum roll sound came on to build anticipation.
“have we created a successful cupid match?” jimmy asked, to which the audience cheered, curious as well.
at that moment both drew and you gazed into each other's eyes, “only time will tell,” you answered truthfully, ‘but maybe we’ll get there’ you tried to communicate that through your gaze with drew.
the cameras cut and now there was a rising to fame actor, holding out his hand for a famous actress to take.
and that she did.
☆☆☆ 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒☆☆☆
𝙹𝚘𝚎 𝙺𝚎𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
You grow up believing your first love will last forever.
Life, of course, has other plans.
Years pass. Cities change.
You become someone new without realizing when it happened.
And sometimes, when you least expect it, the past walks back into the room.
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆“𝙰𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛.” ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗧.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷: 𝙱𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸: 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟹: 𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚃𝚎𝚗 𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟺: 𝙵𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚊𝚛 𝚂𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟻: 𝙵𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟼: 𝙱𝚕𝚞𝚎 𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟽: 𝙰 𝙵𝚎𝚠 𝙼𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚝 𝚊 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟾: 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚞𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚌 𝚅𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟿: 𝚂𝚙𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚍.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟶: 𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟷: 𝙰𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚃𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟸: 𝚂𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚅𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟹: 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟺: 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙸𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚊 𝙻𝚘𝚋𝚋𝚢 𝙷𝚎𝚛𝚎.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟻: 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙽𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚙.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟼: 𝚂𝚒𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚞𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚘 𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚒.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟽: 𝙷𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚢𝚠𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚂𝚗𝚘𝚠.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟾: 𝙻𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜é 𝚗'𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚞𝚜 𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒è𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚜 𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟿: 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙻𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝙿𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟶: 𝙸 𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝙶𝚘𝚝 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟷: 𝚂𝚞𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝙰𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚁𝚊𝚒𝚗.
☆ 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟸: 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚁𝙴𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽𝚂.
☆ 𝙼𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚎.
☆ 𝙳𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝.