#celestial yuri

[iamshmolphrog]

THE SUN AND MOON ARE WOMEN AND THEY ARE IN LOVE literally ask any scientist they’ll tell you

[worm2stringsideblog]

finally posted some ocs that aren't related to anything, yay

[acircusfullofdemons]

[acircusfullofdemons]

Theemmmm (Circus Demon, Void, & Chaotic Evil Ship Meme)

tbh I ship all of False Moon (aside from Cyber bc they're aro) BUT unfortunately I am not a multishipper at heart, once I get a ship I defend it until the end of time & refuse to consider other options. best I can do is ot3s 😔

my weird shipping habits aside, these are especially the 3 "main ships" i have for FM (even tho...it should be 2 bc Jane/Rowan doesn't actually count! but we'll get to that later).

CIRCUS DEMON: Calypso/Rowan. THE ship of all time. I will bully everyone into shipping them I stg. Idiots to lovers, best friends to lovers, sunshine/rain cloud dynamic, pastel/goth. They can do it all! Rowan dragged Cali out of hell & they had only known each other FOR A DAY. A DAY!! One of the most iconic Circus Demon moments ever I take no criticism.

VOID: Elliott/Toby. They are SO normal compared to whatever the fuck Cali/Rowan/Jane have got going in. Time Traveler/Immortal, Space/Time, the Mom/Dad ship. idk what to say about them tbh they're pretty chill, all things considered lol.

CHAOTIC EVIL: Jane/Rowan. Look. The only reason I ship them at this point is bc in the early versions of INtO they were married for some godforsaken reason and apparently I can't let that go. Obviously they're not married anymore meaning I've created an inside joke with myself they they're "divorced"....so like I ship them in a divorced way if that makes sense.

Rowan/Jane/Cali is literally just this meme (that I have edited & wish to draw someday):

[acircusfullofdemons]

Some Memes

ik ive been pretty inactive in terms of....everything regarding the madd community & for that I apologize. i'll explain why under the cut but the tldr is that my life is sort of a Mess rn :/ (I am Fine tho, dw lol)

I know I don't really have to explain myself for my inactivity as of late but what is this blog for if not to be my personal diary lol. I'm dropping out of college. It's 100% my choice, nothing to do with finances or anything like that. I was going to get my bachelor's in animation until I realized "oh, this sounds like a nightmare actually!".

Que the worst mental breakdown I've ever had in my life. I'm not joking, I cried for a week and couldn't even enjoy Halloween (its my favorite holiday so you know I was doing REALLY bad lol). Since then I've had frequent anxiety attacks over what I want to do with my life & finding a job. I have roughly 2 weeks of my semester left and I still have no idea, help lmao.

Like I said, I've been having a lot of anxiety over this and just dissociating nonstop, I could barely focus on keeping myself alive at some points. But due to all that, I haven't been able to focus on daydreaming properly, just a couple scenes/plots I do over and over, like watching reruns of a comfort show. Most of what I've done has been organizational stuff (my autistic ass loves sorting), PowerPoints explaining random shit, or memes like this!

To clarify I AM okay, I have a good support system and I don't plan on taking a break from here. I don't want anyone to worry too much about me, if I stop posting for a bit then it's because I'm trying to get my life together I prommy. I am feeling a lot better now (at least compared to when I first realized this) so hopefully I'll be able to take a day or two to myself and daydream to my hearts content lol.

[acircusfullofdemons]

🤍💫 RELATIONSHIP CHART: I'M NOT THE ONE 💫🤍

This is the Only Correct way to ship my paras lol. I don't particularly concern myself with shipping — probably because I'm aro — but I get very....'stuck'(?) with my paras relationships. As in, they will eventually be a couple & stay a couple. I don't think of different shipping possibilities, basically.

If I'm being honest, I don't really 'ship' my paras, just sort of....see them together?? idk how to explain it. Like, they aren't dating per say, but they won't 'date' anyone else & they are a Couple. I think the best way to describe most of their relationships would be Queer-Platonic Relationships??? Like I said, I'm aro, none of this is interesting to me.

DATING: Elliott & Toby, Calypso & Rowan [eventually], Anthony & Cyber [eventually]

CRUSH: Calypso has a cursh on Elliott & Rowan, Rowan eventually develops a crush on Cali, Anthony & Cyber both have crushes on each other.

FRIENDS: uhhh they're all friends?? lmao. But! Cali & Rowan are best friends. Jane & Rowan are childhood friends and are very close.

RELATED: Elliott & Cyber are siblings. If I see any of ya'll shipping them romantically I will murder you 🔪