#cf.rambles

[creepfever]

I sit around bored , waiting for someone to catch my attention . Waiting for someone to be obsessed with until it eats me up inside and destroys me .

otherwise I feel like I don ‘ t really exist or feel .

[creepfever]

love is never wasted but what if it was . wasted because it ‘ s me . wasted because I am me . my love is poisonous and filthy , harmful and guilty . It ‘ s suffocating and I realize that now . will it kill you too ? will it suffocate you until you can ‘ t help but breathe me in ? To be your only source of oxygen .

[creepfever]

I lied put your clothes back on , I don ‘ t want to have sex I want to eat strawberry Icecream and watch Trigun

[creepfever]

sigh ,, where the freaky anons ? get in my inbox now .

I can treat you “ right ” ( however I want ) . be delusional . send me crazy shit , claim an emoji .

[creepfever]

need to kiss someone like crazy . like badly . like real bad , like crazy bad . so badly .

[creepfever]

I need to kill him and myself

[creepfever]

I need to be affectionate with someoneeeeee aughhhh I hate emotions , I should sleep NOW . I should sleep soon like real soon before I die from yearning

[creepfever]

I need to get high and shot gun someone . need them sitting on my lap with my hand on their waist and the other on their neck .