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character hyperfixations be like :
Slight updates to the demo woman pocket shrine idk what else to put so yah
Having specific obscure character hyperfixations can be so weird
Like I've hyperfixated on
edgy magic snake who joins centipede satan to turn his "friend" evil again
purple starfish looking parasite
backrooms cult bird that makes you join the cult but he's just a lil guy so it's okay
dead mad scientist and his "dead" "creation" who used to be a depressed crippled alcoholic (occasionally interpreted as toxic yaoi)
the most extreme example of yaoi hands (ft the concept of delusion and also doors!)
the situationship of a king & queen with cheating 592 times daily. king and queen of the most powerful beings in existence might I add.
plague doctor but also a pig but they're totally not the same person dw about it just give him your money because hey kid get a job!!! hey hey hey hey kid get a god!!!
the god of doing absolutely nothing (ft. grim reaper for some reason, the goddess of doing almost absolutely nothing, the god of doing things when doing absolutely nothing, the god of freaky shit happening when you're doing absolutely nothing, and the god of doing absolutely nothing that is able to be comprehended)
people I wrote into existence who kill and revive eachother all the time with bonus trauma after the world's over and nobody is mentally okay or straight either
insane(ish) blind old man with religious trauma who accidentally caused the death of hundreds of children whoopsies time to go insane in the trauma library now
Another bird too who is another plague doctor too and another mad scientist too but to the fandom he's just birb (canonic metalhead btw, respect)
guy I think is a cool character who is a bit (understatement) manipulative and creepy woman who is manipulative who I HATE!!! for reasons
Evil™
and it's great
today I said Andrew's name out loud to my therapist after weeks of only calling him "the blonde boy". I realized I hadn't said his name out loud EVER since getting into aftg. part of my character hyper fixations tend to be not wanting to say the characters name out loud because it makes the hyper fixation tangible and real. I hesitated but still said it. then I said it again. it felt good.
still only said his first name, I think saying "Minyard" out loud is still a step too far right now but I'm getting there! hell maybe I'll say Andrew Joseph next just to test the waters.
A character you hate not because they are a piece of shit. A character you hate because you love them so much it hurts when they didnt see themselves that way, you hate that character because they dont know know how much you love them, you know how many sacrifices and sins they made but they always undermine what they do, you know they did it for love but the love is hurt so much it like a stab in your heart, a character who didnt see themselves as how we see them, we cry, beg, crawl out of blood for them to stop doing this to themselves but they pursue into the flames. You know how much suffering, how damaged and broken they are, you just wanted to help them but oh how ironic it is that they forfeit themselves such luxury. You hate the smile that they made eventhough they felt like dying. You hate that character because it’s hurt to love them. You hate that character because it was them who orchestrate this damn ending that they didnt deserve and it shouldnt have ended that way, but who else make such an unfair, cruel choice for such a beloved character other than themselves? You, who paint yourself as a devil in the name of all ,the salvation was there, why cant you accept it?
Decided to get some free 4x6 prints and my hyperfixation decided to hyperfixate. Now I need to know what to do with them.
HE'S NOT EVEN THAT GOOD PLEASE NEURODIVERGENT GODS I JUST WANNA REWATCH SLUGTERRA NOT THIS MOVIE AGAIN AAUGHDUFJFGH
"just watch slugterra then it's not that hard?" IT ISS YOU DON'T GET MY CHARACTER HYPERFIXATIONS I LEGIT CAN'T CONSUME CONTENT THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE HIM HELP
Every now and then I become so enraptured with a specific character (and by proxy or cause of the media they're in) that they consume my brain like a brain worm of the worst callibar. It's like they slide into a slot next to sleeping and breathing and if I'm not thinking about them then I'm consuming more media about them. As if I'm at an all you can eat buffet and an hour left before I'm kicked out, with the incentive that if I don't absolutely go ham on the self serve seafood buffet I'll be feeling my ancestors smhs all the way from the afterlife. And then my great grandma reincarnated as a little girl slaps me up the head and goes 'aiya why you not eating more you gotta get your moneys worth's and I can only nod my head as I down another bowl of lobster bisque.
Anyway epic the musical made me realise that I miss the Percy Jackson books and now I'm hyperfixating specifically on one Lester Papadopoulos (you absolutely hairlarious bastard). Rereading the Trials of Apollo as well as having consumed about 30 - 40 fanfics so far in the course of a few days. My sleep is neglected but gods is my imagination refreshed.