#charlesxavierkin

[fictionkinfessions]

i’ve been back and forth with myself on whether i should send anything in here, but i figure there’d be no harm to it.

i must preface that as someone who mostly lines up with the films, and mostly remembers things like first class and days of future past … i do preemptively apologize for the countless questionable decisions attributed to versions of myself from different times or different universes. (i know, even i think “yeesh” sometimes.)

so, as welcome or unwelcome as this may be, to all of my students, i am still proud of you. always and unconditionally. i do still teach in this life (or i did last year, anyways) and i find myself thinking of you all often.

if the peter who i have seen on here lately is reading this, your posts on here make me smile. :) i am sure that erik would be thrilled to see you too. you may just tempt us to start picking favorites.

- charles xavier.

x

[synniekin]

mkay so i might not be charles. BUT im definitely close to him if im not. i think i might be a student?? like i feel like im really emotionally attached to him in a father figure kinda way but I Dont Know

[fictionkinfessions]

Erik, I miss you, so so much my love. I know we didn't agree on fuck all, but I miss you more than anything else. I hope you don't get in too much trouble nowadays yeah? - Charles (marvel/x-men)

[fictionkinfessions]

I have only two sources.. and I’m an elder member of the community. But somehow, there are feelings left over for my significant others from both lives?? It is enough to make me feel guilt. This all terrifies me. What if I’m not good enough after meeting them again in this life? Or what if I never see either of them again?

-Charles F. Xavier

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[fictionkinfessions]

hate hate hate when youre having feelings about a character but you know NOOO ONEEE in the world kins them. so you can't even try and reach out to them.

Cain Marko, I am so sorry. sorry doesn't cover it, i let you suffer alone for so long because i was resentful, because i couldn't see the bigger picture, i loathed you as a sign of what was wrong with our childhood and told myself i didn't need to forgive you, you didn't forgive me, why should I? But i recognize just how much easier i had it than you, i found a community outside of myself, a support system, safety in my culture as a mutant that you were not able to find for yourself, and still i let my resentment fester, and for what? for nothing. I failed you.

So I am sorry, truly and genuinely for how i treated you, particularly as we got older, I'm sorry it took me so long to bury the hatchet, and I'm doubly sorry if you ended up having to be the bigger man. no matter what you did to me in our past, you were suffering, and I could have helped, I am sorry that I did not for so long. despite it all I do love you, brother, I wish I could have done more.

-Charles Xavier

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[fictionkinfessions]

Clarifying firstly, that I kin a younger Charles Xavier, I miss my Erik and Raven dearly. And somehow, I managed to end up in the exact same friend situation twice.

The friend I have a crush on will barely speak to me without the other friend’s company. It has me depressed, frankly, and aching for a home I can’t go back to in Westchester.

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

i want to wish happy holidays to all of my students, my sister, hank, logan and moira — wherever you are, i love you and i hope you’re having a jolly time - charles xavier (from xmcu not comic books!)

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

hi i’m charles xavier and i would die for logan howlett (wolverine if you’re reading this sorry for kissing you that one time i swear i didn’t want to make it awkward akdkfk i love you)