#charliefictive

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What's really funny is how our system isn't really religious, some of us have different religions we follow based on our sources or just because we think it's teaching a good message or whatever. No one really cares. No one is actively going out of their way to a temple or church or wherever. Especially since we have religious trauma. But... we finally got one of our most religious people in our system and she's a hellborn half demon half angel. That's right!! Drumroll please

We have Charlotte "Charlie" Morningstar from the Hellaverse (Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss) and oh god, she's a Christian and wants so badly to go to a church and read the Bible and shit.

What's the harm in that you might ask? A whole lot. There's a reason we have religious trauma and the one writing this is our religious trauma holder.

Anyway. Fucking welcome to the hell of this system, Charlie.

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being a Charlie fictive who split after never watching hazbin and hating it beyond belief is fucking ironic. i hate that thing why does she look like me. wtf.

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i’m a fictive of chucky except i’m a butch lesbian. yeah yeah point and laugh

anyway. i think i’m actually starting to like life, in general. i guess i’m just not so angry anymore.

- charlie

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I should be very afraid of water but I've lived too long to actually bring myself to be scared. like I entirely dissolve in water but!! uhhhh what if I just, hung out at the beach... whos stopping me?

Everyone else would pull me away so fast when I joked about dipping my toes in or some stuff lol, I wouldn't actually, but they kept thinking I would so they'd rightfully freak tf out

-Charlie (Slimesicle)(Fictive)

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Canonceptions time? Well, in our Vampire: The Masquerade timelines me and 'Rese were separate people (contrary to source canon) and now we're in a system lol. Well, ig we're a median subsystem inside a system but, semantics lmao - Charlie, a Jeanette Voerman fictive

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i hate how fast time can fast. maybe it's from how fast the years passed when i was still in the cabin, going from a kid to an adult. if i blink, will time pass without me? i don't have all the time in the world. i don't like it as.. well. me. i hate it. it reminds me of how small control i have. if time passed by so fast, was it for entertainment? was i put on screen throughout most of my life? did the audience see me grow into a fully unfunctional adult? how much time do i have before i can't catch up anymore? please. i don't want to be reminded of the presence of time anymore. i'm sick of it.

- charlie (genloss) fictive

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i miss sneeg's hugs. he only gave it out to ranboo and i but they always meant something important to me. at least.

i missed midnight talks with ranboo, where it started quiet and delved into something more absurd, when neither of us could sleep at night.

i missed how niki's protective front fell when we were all safe in our small home. how her words defended us just as strongly as her hands.

i miss bantering with ethan and austin, where austin was always the logical one and both of us were just as ridiculous as the other. or ethan's overly sarcastic attitude that was still somehow familial. or how austin somehow remembered how to ground someone because he'd done it plenty of times.

i miss the trinkets vinny gave each of us, especially the small cat plushie he gave me. it started small, like snowglobes or keychains, but eventually became things like posters or hanging lights that were as long as an entire wall.

i miss them all

any genloss fictives out there: i hope you're doing well. i miss all of you, even if we don't share the same memories (? i don't know what the word for a fictive's version of source is called)

- charlie (genloss) fictive

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in another life we were free. that was the life i've grown to remember. that was the life i only want to remember. even if none of us particularly healed from what showfall did to us, we were still family. we still had each other and that's all that matters to me.

- charlie (genloss) fictive