#chasing perfection

[the-healing-mindset]

Trust yourself. You're in this position for a reason. Where you are is not a mistake. You are more than capable of handling what you need to handle to achieve every bit of what you want.

[of-hopes-and-daemons]

Shanakay and struggles of her daily life. 

[tagedeszorns]

It's been a few days since I had Saul and Lucius-content!

But since the next chapter of @ladymirdan's Chasing Perfection is now on A0§, I had to draw them. Lucius being surprisingly helpful.

[gaychristiankid]

[parkticular]

Hi, I found your blog through AO3 and wanted to let you know you're amazing~ Just wanted to ask-- are you ever planning to finish Chasing Perfection? It's such an amazing story and your eloquent writing + understanding of eating disorders exemplifies that. It's completely fine if you aren't, and I don't want this to come off as pressuring in any way! I was just wondering~ Be happy, stay hydrated, and have a nice day!!~

hi! im so so sorry this is such a late reply. i just want to express how grateful i am that you read my story and enjoyed my writing. i really did pour my heart and soul into the story and it just means so much that you enjoyed it. i do plan on continuing it… it’s just been a hard year so far and i just haven’t found the motivation or time to work on writing. but i promise (for real!!!) that i will have the next chapter out before the year ends.

thank you so much for your kind words. they really made my day. please stay happy and healthy as well. xx

[of-hopes-and-daemons]

Them once again!  Thanks to @templarhalo once again for letting me borrow Antonious for these doodles.  The gist of this one is just about banter while terrorizing either Immaterium or realspace by being really good at killing things. You know, stabbing stuff is also an artform. 

[of-hopes-and-daemons]

Fuzzverse sketches! Featuring: Shanakay and An’Hangra with their workout routines, Abaddon’s streaming endeavors and Fulgrim, because I just really like drawing him. 

[of-hopes-and-daemons]

So, in addition to previously posted proper art, there is another little thing for which I have borrowed @templarhalo characters - captain Antonious in this case. Has a really cool story and concept! 

It probably makes less sense outside of the context of dialogue it was based on. Anyway, Antonious is reliable, Shanakay is obsessed over whipping at least paperwork of EC back into shape, Eidolon’s reports are 95% of him talking about how perfect he is...

Also Shanakay has a cat (and a mug with “I work hard, so my cat can have a carefree life”).