Calling someone sugar boy and about social insecurities
Urgh, can I just die or hide in a hole from embarrassment. Why can't I social interaction appropriately
I need to remind myself not to talk to people so then I won't cringe at my bad handling of conversation during making them.
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S. , I was just saying about not being verbally suave, like in person. That's why I like text more, I usually can take a bit more time to answer. Although sarcasm ect isn't that we'll transferred.
Also, I like puns. But I just couldn't bring myself to write daddy * shudders *
Also, the anonymity and distance of the internet is nice. And I don't care that much with people that are friends or that I am on a friendly basis on. So neighbors talk is still awkward af
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Home phone, I take if it's not too inconvenient ,because it's like never for me anyway. And I just gotta pass along a message (good phone practice) or I just let them leave a message. And if it's my grandma who wanted to talk to my mom and she ends up talking to me, well, i don't really mind because I don't see her often, so gotta take some time u know.
Noone calls me on my mobile anyway, except like maybe my mom if it's something time sensitive. During the 2 weeks my parents were on holiday, we talked once when they arrived. They just send me holiday pictures after that
So like, if we know each others first names (I'm horrible with remembering names, that's the main factor) and it's like not a kind of formal thing, I probably won't cringe.
Neighbors not included. I hate taking packages from neighbors. Especially in house number 1, where the family of a former class mate moved in a few years ago. We weren't really close
I still got her friendship book (where people write stuff in as a memento) from years ago, where I forgot I had it in a bag that I stopped using and it just was too awkward to give it back over a year later. And it just got more and more awkward.She never asked for it tho, pretty sure she forgot about it/who she gave it to last.
Also, I'm bored in between lectures, so excuse my ramblings Names changed/abbreviated















