Fic rec: i'm sorry for all that i am by cherrystainedknuckles (princesscharmingx)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/76354336
Summary:
The entirety of the universe, trapped inside his body. That’s who he was, who he could be; an endless moment of possibility. When he was busy accidentally flinging himself into walls, that’s what he clung onto. The idea that there was something inside of him, past all this disgusting mess of bones and blood—that was all he could think about, sometimes, imagining who that person was, who that person could be. It was by the time that Grant joined the Titans that he created his sixth rule (not that the first five had really held up to the test of time, but they were time-honored Emerson classics, so they stayed cemented): Do not, under any circumstances, personify his inner self as a girl.
Continuity: Post-Crisis Era: Modern Age (1985–now) Comic/Comic arc: Between Titans (1999) #1 and Titans (1999) #18 Main Characters: Grant Emerson Main Relationships: Grant Emerson & Roy Harper Comment: Canon Divergent, Trans!Grant AU. It's an absolute gift of a fic and well worth reading! I love the references to the Damage 1994 series as well! Submitted by Conner @thrakaboom.
