#chesryn

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“You can’t stop fighting. You can’t stop living. Or you will never survive what’s ahead.”

[escapingtheconstrictingboxes]

More Chesryn Headcanons

Chesryn headcanons were requested by a most amazing anon and this was the result of my imagination going wild. These set of headcanons was especially inspired by the excerpt of Tower of Dawn that @dr-woodsprite had shown me. The original post was by someone else but she was the one to show them to me. All the thanks to her because again, none of this would be possible without her. 

Chaol x Nesryn Headcanons:

- Chaol is the more touchy one. He prefers to show his feelings and thoughts rather than talk about them. In public, they're very small pieces of affection. A brush against the shoulder or waist, or sitting close while doing their own thing when with the rest of the gang. - In private, Chaol has his arm around her waist or they sit way too close and Nesryn is practically on his lap. He'll place soft kisses up her neck just for pure affection. - Nesryn tries to do the same thing. She tries to be just as affectionate, thinking that it's what Chaol wants but he only grins and reassures her that she doesn't need to. - Chaol is so fixated on placing his worth on his strength and usefulness that when he doesn't feel like he's worth the time, he closes off from people. - Nesryn notices his silence and she 'casually' spends more time with him. Comes home early. Does the things he wants to. Time in bed is spent with more affection put onto him. - It happens often enough that Chaol recognises what she's doing. - " You don't have to do this." - " Yes, I do, Chaol." - " No you don't." - " I want to." - A pause. - " Thank you." - As much as Chaol insists that Nesryn doesn't need to do anything for him, he's still more than happy that she does. - Chaol sometimes feels guilty that he steals Nesryn away like this. That he spends more time with her than neccesary. That he almost makes them both forget about their other duties. - It breaks Nesryn's heart every time she feels that Chaol feels horrible wanting to spend time with her. It breaks her heart to know that he's never really been that selfish in his life. That all he does is give. - Nesryn reassures him every time that she wants this too. That she would spend all her time with him if she could. That it's okay to be so selfsih because she's the exact same. That it's okay to take this from her because she wants to give her time and her heart and soul to him. - Chaol smiles finally and tells her that he also wants to give his time and heart and soul to him. - Nesryn knows and in those moments, their feelings are expressed in kisses because actions speak more than words. - Nesryn gets insecure at times. - She knows that they used to be lovers once and she knows that he did come back. She knows that she's not some sort of consolation prize and yet... - She can't help but look at Aelin and then at herself. She can't help but look at Rowan and Aelin and look at their relationship. She can't help but think that maybe Chaol wants someone more like Aelin. - Chaol doesn't notice these doubts at first, thinking that Nesryn is as confident in their relationship as he was. - But more and more moments come up where Nesryn isn't acting the same. - So one night in bed with one arm wrapped around her waist, he asks her what's wrong. - "Nesryn. Tell me." - "I..I'm not sure, Chaol." - " Please." - A sigh and Nesryn buries her head into his shoulder. " There are...times when I don't think I'm good enough." - " But you are. You're an excellent archer and you're great at-" - " Not like that. I don't think I'm good enough...for you." - Chaol freezes and he tenses and Nesryn starts to get worried. Should she have said anything? She  shouldn't have. - Suddenly, Chaol pulls her closer and tilts her head up to look up at her and then their mouths crash together. - Chaol pulls back when both of them are breathless but he still cups her face and looks into her eyes with the most intense look Nesryn has ever seen. - " You are good enough, Nesryn. I am here. And so are you. This bed? This house? Our lives? I wouldn't change it at all. We are here together. Yes, I've been with Lithaen and Aelin but you? I want to stay here in this life that we've created. I want to be here with you." - Nesryn nods because she knows Chaol is right and she apologises for even thinking like that. - He grins slightly and pulls her closer after giving her a gentle and a soft kiss. - Both of them take a while to get out of bed that day and then spend the day with each other because they wouldn't have it any other way.

[aedicn]

WHAT I WANT IN TOG7

- Aedion and Dorian bromance. I want that Aedion apologize to Dorian for being a jerk and I want them sitting by the fire and talking about good old days. And Dorian being like “Damn Aedion, you mocked me for eating like a lady while you looked like an actual girl with that pretty hair of yours. Half of the boys were in love with you.” Aedion would just grin

-Thirteen scaring the shit out of Chaol. He’s left his prejudices down in the Southern continent but he’s still low-key terrified of witches and Asterin likes to hide in dark hallways and when Chaol walks by she just says hello from the dark and Chaol collapses every time

- Nesryn asking Lysandra if she can borrow one of her dresses because she wants to be pretty for Chaol. When she put a dress on she’s anxious and she doesn’t feel herself at all but she’d do it for him. When Chaol sees her he tells her that she’s beautiful but that he likes her better when she’s herself, in her leather fighting gear. She never wear a dress again

- Lorcan teaching Elide how to write and read Feysand style but instead of Rhysand is the most handsome High Lord, he writes Elide is the most beautiful girl Elide is the smartest girl, Elide is the bravest girl… After a month, super nervous Lorcan gives her a paper to read and she wants to snap at him because she’s tired of reading how perfect she is but instead she’s a sobbing mess because it says Elide, will you be my wife?

- Aedion calling Gavriel “dad" for the first time, Aedion telling Gavriel he loves him for the first time. Gavriel’d play it cool but later close himself in a room and cry all night because he’s not worthy

- Gavriel and Aedion bonding time. I want that AEDION IS OBSESSED WITH GAVRIEL. Not the other way. Them going on a trips together, going on the Southern continent, to Wendlyn.. one day Aedion asks Gavriel if he’d tell him how he and his mom met. Gavriel tells him everything and all of their adventures and how she was like, what’d she liked. They’d both cry at the end.

-Manon seeing Aelin’s soap collection for the first time and being like “Aelin you’re disgusting you don’t need all that”. She’d secretly steal one and Dorian would later ask her why she smells like Aelin

- it’s Manon’s birthday tomorrow and Dorian and Abraxos fly all night to get to that place that sells the only cake Manon likes. In the morning when they get back Manon is furious and she wants to cut Dorian’s neck open because no one rides her wyvern but then Dorian shows her the cake. Something obviously got stuck into her eye that’s why she’s crying

- Vaughan and Connall being boyfriends

- Fenrys saying that he’s the fastest wolf alive. Lysandra would chuckle in a background and Fenrys would be like “Lys, you and me, outside, now”. Everyone put their bets on Lysandra, Fenrys is offended, Lysandra wins

- Evangeline being obsessed with Rowan. She wants a story a day. Her favourites are about Fenrys falling off the ship while trying to impress ladies or about Lorcan climbing a tree to get a cat down because this old man couldn’t do it himself

- Aelin is walking in a park in Terrasen and this old lady comes to her and tells her that they always knew she’s alive and that she’ll come back and that whatever she’d done, it doesn’t matter, that her people are proud of her and that they’ll never forget Evalin and Rhoe. In that moment Aelin realizes that it’s all indeed been worth it

[aedicn]

“He sighed sharply through his nose.

And the sound must have kindled her temper, because she finally turned over. “You can’t stop fighting. You can’t stop living. Or you will never survive what’s ahead.”

[aedicn]

TOG coloring book - Nesryn and Chaol

Because he got so much hate these past few days ❤

[bkhrtn]

Chaol Westfall Novel Description from Goodreads, Amazon, and Barnes&Noble:

Chaol Westfall has always defined himself by his unwavering loyalty, his strength, and his position as the Captain of the Guard. But all of that has changed since the glass castle shattered, since his men were slaughtered, since the King of Adarlan spared him from a killing blow, but left his body broken. His only shot at recovery lies with the legendary healers of the Torre Cesme in Antica-the stronghold of the southern continent's mighty empire. And with war looming over Dorian and Aelin back home, their survival might lie with Chaol and Nesryn convincing its rulers to ally with them. But what they discover in Antica will change them both-and be more vital to saving Erilea than they could have imagined.

[bkhrtn]

I read the description/synopsis of Chaol’s novel and now I’m even more excited

[abraxoswyvernnn]

#CHESRYN 2 FLIRTING 101 ( Chaol x Nesryn )

Chaol: Hi..

Nesryn: Hey,

BOTH: *awkward glances from each other to the room*

Chaol: So um..

Nesryn: Nice blows back there..

Chaol: Yep.

Chaol: I mean, You too, uh, thanks!

Nesryn: ...

Chaol: ...

Nesryn: OKI WELL UM GOTTA GO UH SHARPEN SOMETHING DANGEROUS NOW..

Chaol: YEAH UM SURE. CAUSE I TOTALLY ALSO GOTTA UM ARRANGE MY UH SMUT BOOKS FOR AELIN- I MEAN UH NO NOT THAT I JUST HAVE TO FIX MY UM LONG KNIVES YA KNOW? OKI WELL UM GOTTA GO BYE

Nesryn: BI.

BOTH: *skitter away different directions*

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should i make this a mini series of awkward incounters with #Chesryn? yes, i will : ))

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( via: abraxoswyvern )