#cheyenne talks

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I know that Ash isn't a good guy. However, I would happily let him ruin my life because Danny is fine as fuck.

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I truly believe with all my heart that this man is the most adorable and precious person to ever exist!! He is sunshine personified!! I mean look at him!! He's the cutest person even when he's wearing the goofy ass helmet. 🥰

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I still can't believe that these three people going to be in Avengers: Doomsday!!!!

I want to see Yelena and Bob interact more because they're such a great duo and I like their dynamic. I don't ship them as a couple. I see them more as best friends or siblings than potential lovers.

I'm hoping for Joaquin and Bob to interact at least once because Danny and Lewis are best friends. Realistically, their characters might not even meet or speak to each other because it's a very large cast and there's a lot of characters. Not to mention that they're on different Avengers teams. I am holding out hope that we get to see them in the same scene at least.

I do want to see Yelena, Bob, and Joaquin be a trio on screen. However, I feel like that's asking for too much.

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It's been two months since Thunderbolts* was released in theaters and I'm still not over this cinematic masterpiece. It was not only action packed, but it also told an emotionally charged story. I love that the focus was on mental health and it was done in a way that was respectful as well as relatable.

Personally, I've cried every single time that I've watched it and I'm not ashamed to admit that. I cry because I relate to how Yelena felt as if her life didn't have purpose and she was all alone in life. I cry because I relate to how Bob felt as if he didn't matter and he would only mess things up. I've felt those things for as long as I can remember. I'd like to say that I've gotten better at managing those feelings, but I haven't. Not really. I still struggle with depression, obsessive compulsive disorder, and anxiety every single day. Sure, I've found things and people that bring me joy and make me feel as if I do have a purpose. I still struggle to get through the day occasionally and maybe it'll always be that way. All that matters is that right now I'm doing my best and I'm surviving.

With that being said, I especially relate to the Void because I know what it's like to try to outrun the emptiness inside me and not let the darkness take over everything. Some days are better than others.

Since I've watched the movie, I've wondered which one of my worst memories the Void would show me. I've since realized that it's probably a memory that I've buried so deep down that I've forgotten about it out of self preservation.

I'll end this post with praising Florence and Lewis because they played their characters with absolute perfection. I can't wait to, hopefully, see more of this amazing duo in Avengers: Doomsday because their chemistry is electric and this duo is the best!!!!

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I haven't been the same since I saw someone post about how the Thunderbolts are to Bob what the Avengers should have been to Wanda.

I'm still upset about how dirty they did Wanda especially since it seemed as if her and Clint had a good relationship yet he wasn't there for her after the events of Endgame. No one was there for her.

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In honor of Superman being released in theaters tomorrow, I figured that I would post this.

By this weekend, David Corenswet will be the first Superman a lot of kids see on the big screen for the first time. Personally, I think that's so awesome. I do hope that people remember to treat David and the rest of the cast with the respect that they deserve. You don't have to like them or their portrayal of any iconic characters. However, you also don't have to spread any hate towards the actors.

Personally, I did enjoy Henry Cavill as Superman. I do wish that DC had treated him and his portrayal of the character better. I also liked Brandon Routh because his Superman was the one that I saw on the big screen for the first time as a child. Of course, Christopher Reeve will forever be the perfect Superman and no one will ever quite come close to his legacy. However, I believe that we shouldn't compare any of the actors or the portrayals.

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It's silly to say, but I'm incredibly proud of the entire cast of Top Gun: Maverick. I'm a fan of every single one of them because they seem like such awesome individuals with great talent. It's so awesome to see all of them have flourishing careers because I can't think of a more deserving cast.

I've been a fan of Miles since I saw him in Footloose (2011). I remember thinking that he was the cutest guy and he seemed very charismatic. From that day on, I became a fan of his and I've seen most of his work. Then, it's so awesome to see Glen having such a great career because I've been a fan since Scream Queens and he'll always be Chad Radwell to me. I thoroughly enjoy seeing him in so many movies specifically Twisters. He's not only extremely handsome, but he has the talent to be a leading man. It's also been incredible to see Monica become an Academy Award nominated actress because it means that her talent is being recognized. It also makes me excited to see everything that she'll accomplish in the future because there's no way that she won't be nominated again and possibly win. Of course, Tarzan and Jay are having a good amount of success and it makes me happy because they deserve it. I'll always think that it's endlessly cool that Tarzan became part of the Mission: Impossible franchise. Finally, I'm endlessly proud of Danny and Lewis. I love both of them with my entire heart. I'm so happy and excited that they're both part of the MCU now. Hopefully, we'll get to see them and their characters for many years to come. I mentioned them together because it's pretty well known that they're best friends and I feel as if their names will always be connected in some way. I sincerely hope that they stay best friends for the rest of their lives.

All of these wonderful individuals deserve to have the world see how talented they are. They also deserve every bit of recognition and love that they're receiving. It's so awesome to know that I've been a fan of most of them from the beginning and I'll continue supporting them for the rest of their careers. I hope that they all stay friends for the rest of their lives.

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I'm still not over how they did him like this. They really didn't have to, but I'll forever be thankful that they did because it always makes me giggle.