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Aaaaagghh I'm freaking out!! I ordered stuff on the internet on different websites ( cause I'm real special ) and all of them will arrive after Christmas but see, they are all Christmas presents! I ordered them waay too late and I want to slap past me for it =^= And since two of those presents will be shipped to my friend and my gf in NC they'll get them even later! I really want to punch myself in the face for being so disorganized and dumb.
Being diabetic is tiring. I just keep eating sweets and things that aren't good for me. My blood sugar is always freaking high and there is no one but myself to blame. I've had diabetes since I was 9 and I hate knowing that almost nobody has to prick their fingers EVERYDAY before EVERY MEAL and then stab themselves with a syringe to inject grams of insulin (and honestly sometimes I don't know what I'm doing). I'm tired of having appointments with doctors and nurses every months and blood tests every three months (with that really embarrassing "pee in the container thing"). I know that if I wasn't diabetic, I'd be fat. Very very fat. I have to do sports at least two times a week and I do (sometimes I don't) ,believe me, I do love running. I can run and not think of everything that bothers me and just let it go! And you see your body getting healthier and more muscular...It's great. Thought I've started not feeling the same after I run. I kind of lost the ability of being proud of myself when I was in 8th grade so...And I can't run and spend as much energy as before because I won't have enough energy in my classes in the afternoon (I train with the school's jogging club at lunchtime) so I run less faster. I lost weight and gain muscular mass because I have diabetes. And that's great. I try to not eat sweets and bad food but...It's hard. I never really followed my diet, and now I am because I am NOT dying at 40 years old!! It's just hard to be different, to have a disease you can't cure no matter what...
i sure do know how to get weird exes
Omg Night Vale is so creepy and awesome!! The hovering cat is really killing me!! I can't stop imagining Cecil creeping out on Tally for cutting Carlos' beautiful and perfect hair!! Omfg I really like this show, and I'm only at episode 5!
Fuck I was sure I was tired enough to go to bed and I told Emi I was tired and she probably went to bed too and it's too late now she is gone and I'm alone with my stupid thoughts and I have to get up early tomorrow aaaughh kill me pleaaase
I see everyone socializing, having a job, having a life while I'm in my corner with my wifi and my anxiety
Wah I stayed up all night am I a cool kid yet?!
I came out to my family! They all said they only cared about my happiness and my well-being and that they will always love me no matter what! I am very relieved and happy they took it well! Have a good night guys!!
Now back to the usual reblogging >v<
