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[joels-darlin]

Currently packing up my bedroom into cardboard boxes and came across some discoveries…the shit I have been actively trying to forget about for months.

Oh boy this afternoon is gonna be fun.

Brain spiral incoming I think🥴🥴🥴

[joels-darlin]

Today was one of those where therapy did not help at all and has made me feel worse than I did 12 hours ago. I guess not every session is going to be life changing.

I can’t even put into words how I am feeling right now tbh. But they made me say something out loud and well fuck did that hit home. So my tactic this evening is; crawl under my weighted blanket and exist. Until sleep takes me.

Its just a storm, it will eventually blow over.

[joels-darlin]

I’ll be honest I don’t really have much to say here, 2024 has been quite the ride and I’ll be glad to see the back of it - we made it through.

For once I’ve actually had a a good New Years Eve, usually a time of the year that I dread and hate. Its been an evening spent with friends playing games, drinking wine, eating takeaway and an abundance of snacks - fairly chilled and what I needed, glad to be surrounded by my people tonight!

Wishing every single one of my wonderful followers a Happy New Year and I hope 2025 brings everything you could ever want and more🫶

Here’s to hoping things can only go up from here💪

[joels-darlin]

I needed to put this somewhere purely for myself, something I can hopefully look back on in a few months time.

I’ve had enough. So starting next week I am back in therapy. This has been building for good while; probably most of the year. But it was the panic attack at 2am this morning that made me finally realise that I needed to sort this shit out. Not just the fact that I have been too scared to admit that I needed help again.

The new notebook and pens have been purchased, we are ready to go. Let’s go get my fucked up head sorted out once and for all!🫡