Synopsis: Timing is everything and maybe some things just aren’t meant to be. You yearned for someone you never let yourself think you could have, and it seems just maybe you’ll never have him.
Genre: Fluff/Angst (Possible future smut)
Pairing: Baekhyun x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n
Warnings: Cursing
Word count: 3,665
Status: Ongoing
Chapter One
“Ah yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the other Supreme shirt right?” You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out of the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said it’ll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. It’ll be a good night…right?
You told yourself the party wouldn’t be that bad, you knew Baekhyun, Yixing and Kyungsoo would be there to laugh with, the relentless teasing would probably make the entire night more enjoyable. You knew you’d love the dancing and the free food, what’s not to like? You were being silly about this, lying on your bed in your underwear with your hair and make-up done just staring at the lilac dress hanging by the door. Overreacting is one of your flaws is what your mum would say, sometimes you just had to push yourself and find out what the issue was. Right, this will be fun. It will.
With a push you leaned up on your elbows, setting your shoulders to reluctantly slide the dress on when a distinct knock sounded through the door. You immediately jump up and rushed to get the dress over your hips as a familiar voice whined “You better be dressed y/n, let me in would you?” Shoving the zipper up you breath deeply. Well at least he didn’t bang the door open like he usually did, Baekhyun really didn’t understand personal space at times. More than a few times he’d been too close to seeing you in...well nothing.
You walk over and opened the door, a smile already tugging at your lips as you lean against the frame replying “I am ready, I’m surprised it took you that long to choose between two shirts” Baekhyun poked his pink tongue out as he waltz into your room, throwing himself down on your bed as you looked over at him with your arms crossed. He also had a bad habit of making himself at home wherever he went, your room was almost a second home to him at this point.
“Two shirts and I still look this hot” Baekhyun winked, stretching and looking you over as a smile breaks over his face, “You look pretty by the way, you’ll have all the attention tonight.”
You flush at his words and tug your neckline up, annoyed at yourself for your reaction. Why did you feel so shy suddenly! Forcing yourself to laugh you grab his toned arm and hauled him up, ignoring the fact you definitely felt his bicep a little longer than you should have.
You looked up into his laughing eyes, poking his nose as you whine “Come on already, you were the one who wanted to go to this thing, get your ass up already” He scrunched his nose at you before nodding, huffing a dramatic sigh and ushering you out your room. You both settled into a slow walk to Jongins’s flat, taking your time to enjoy the peace before the rooms filled with laughing, fumbling bodies and pounding music.
“So why did I have to almost drag you out tonight princess? You okay?” You heard Baekhyun’s soft voice murmur beside you while you walked. You shiver against the wind as you looked over, surprised to see Baekhyun already watching you, his eyebrows drawn together in a frown. You wondered why he was so concerned, really you just didn’t want to go to a party that was all. You nudge him with your elbow and smile widely to assure him.
“I just know Jongin is gonna be there and you know drama always manages to follow his ass, I’m completely fine Baek I promise”
His eyes didn’t leave yours as his fingers gripped your shoulder comfortingly, a smile reaching his eyes as he laughed out “Just as long as you are, we could definitely just go back and chill at yours, I won’t even complain about the sex I could be having” Punching his arm you grin back over at him, ignoring the bad taste in your mouth at the image of Baekhyun with somebody else and focusing on how his concern warmed your stomach, feeling the soft heat work its way to your chest.
“How gallant of you, luckily I’ve missed Yixing and Kyungsoo so you won’t have to miss out and I won’t be dealing with your whining” You shot back, leaning into his side against the cold as you reach Jongin’s flat. Shaking yourself slightly as Baekhyun knocked on the door you push down the thought that you’d rather be at home curled up with some popcorn and watching Jurassic park. There’s no point thinking about that now when Sehun was opening the door. You didn’t know him that well but you knew he was a friend of Yixings and a dance student like Jongin, he seemed pretty sweet from what you’d heard of him from others. His mouth stretched into a tipsy grin, pulling you and Baekhyun into the music filled flat as he exclaimed “So Baekhyun and Y/n right? I remember Yixing telling me you’d be here! Grab a beer or whatever, he’s in the living room and I’m going back to a dance contest Junmyeon should not have started~”
Baekhyun laughed softly at Sehun’s slurred competitiveness, grabbing a beer as you waved at Sehun as he half tumbled down the hall to the dining room. You could already smell the sweetness of alcohol in the air, the heat pressing up against your cheeks as you removed your coat, feeling somewhat reluctant when you felt something icy against your shoulder. You turn your head quickly to the side, seeing Baekhyun with his ruffled red hair and half smile holding the bottle of cider out for you, looking at you expectantly.
“Hey, we came for fun, I know that ugh-people expression of yours, have some cider and lets find the other two”
You smile gratefully and take the cider, sipping it as you roll your eyes, letting Baekhyun jokingly tug you into the living room before replying “Honestly you know that expression so well cause I always have it around you”
You saw the curl of Baekhyuns lips at your joke, feeling your stomach warm again with more than the soft burn of cider before you saw Yixing stand up by the sofa’s and wave you both over, a tipsy grin and pink blush already spreading over his features. Baekhyun wrapped his slim, cool fingers around your wrist so he wouldn’t lose you in the crowd of dancing bodies as you both made your way over, letting yourself smile widely at Yixing’s obvious tipsiness.
“You both made it! I told Kyungsoo you would. He said you wouldn’t but I knew you would! Sit Sit, Kyungsoo is just getting more whiskey for us” Yixing giggled out, his hand patting your elbow repeatedly in his excitement and you can’t help but laugh slightly at him, he was an adorable drunk. Baekhyun sat down in the armchair as you sank to the floor, watching Yixing slump on the armchair across from you as you teased “Are you sure you haven’t already had enough tonight Yixing, you’ve already gotten the giggles” His eyes widened as his full lips settled into a pout, Baekhyun behind you bursting into laughter at the sight. “I really think he should have some more actually, oh here come Kyungsoo with the whiskey now~” You smile as get up to take the cups from Kyungsoo, giving him a quick smile as he settled down next to Yixing on the coffee table. Raising his eyebrow at you as his lips quirked into a surprised smile he said “So you did turn up, Yixing I owe you a meal for that, expect instant noodles though.”
You all sat and drank, conversation flowing and laughing often until Baekhyun hooked his feet around you, letting you lean you head against his thigh as you watched Kyungsoo sip his drink before he asked “So you two, Come here tonight for any romance or just fun and a good screw?”
You flushed red at his blunt words, gaping with parted lips unsure of what to say, feeling Baekhyun’s legs shake with laughter by your head as he replied “I think the fun of the night is not to know what’s going to happen” You sip from the now warm bottle in your hand, smiling gently at his answer as Kyungsoo mocked his non answer. He didn’t outright say he was going to have sex...but why were you even thinking of this. You shake your head, trying to rid the thought because it was easier to ignore the small seeds of feeling than possibly ruin what you now had, a friendship. But with his free hand playing with your hair as you used his thigh as a cushion it was hard not to imagine what could be. That was always a dangerous.
You take a larger gulp of cider, forcing yourself to relax when Yixing’s soft voice mused “Y/n did you want to find anyone tonight? I mean if you want! I know some would be up for it, You just seem like you need a good fuc-” before you choked on the same gulp of cider, leaping up and holding your hand over his lips, laughing in shock as he looked at you with surprise, giggles escaping from between your fingers.
“Yixing oh my god stop, I’m getting you water now. Guys give me a minute and keep him from speaking” You chuckle as you let go of Yixing’s chin, looking back to see Baekhyun’s sunny smile painted across his face, hair more ruffled and a pink hue over his cheeks, feeling the butterflies start up again. You really were gonna have to let yourself admit it soon because it just wasn’t fair when he looked that comfy and cute, laughing as you step over his legs and rubbing your back as you pass him.
“Hurry back or I’m coming after you” He called, a smile creeping onto your face as you walked into the kitchen after battling through the crowd of dancing students, only to immediately fall off and be replaced with a look of embarrassment. You rolled your eyes as you saw Jongin leaning over a girl on the counter by the sink, unaware of your entrance as his large hand slowly rubbed up the inside of her thigh, both of their lips melded together. You grabbed a cup and clear your throat, he had to come up for air eventually and you needed that tap. When the couple didn’t stop their kissing you cough loudly, cheeks starting to burn at the awkwardness. Why at the sink and why now, there’s perfectly usable bedrooms. Jongin peeked an eye open at the cough, lips pulling away from the girls with a loud pop, noticing the cup in your hand and the awkward frown on your face. His eyebrows drove up as his lips curled up in a friendly smile as if he hadn’t just been two seconds away from getting it on in the kitchen.
“Y/n! It’s been a while, how’re you? Is there a reason you’re just standing there...” He started as you rushed to correct his insinuation, waving your cup and pointing to the sink as the girl glared at you for interrupting her time with Jongin.
“No no, oh my god no! You’re just... you’re by the sink...and I happen to need water for Yixing and well you’re kinda in the way” You watched as understanding lit up in Jongin’s brown eyes, nodding and quickly pulling the now pouting girl off the counter, turning back to you as he pushed his hand through his tousled blond hair in an attempt to calm it.
“Oh sorry, there you go, so are you having a good night? You come with Baekhyun?” He asked as he leaned back against the counter and folded his muscular arms as he waited for you to answer. You could feel the girls annoyance at his polite conversation with you like a heavy wet blanket and honestly you wanted to be out of this kitchen as soon as possible.
You rinsed the glass out quickly as you answered “Yeah it’s a good party so far, looks like half the campus are here too for a famous Kim Jongin party~ and yeah I came with Bakehyun if you wanted to chat....after you finish” Looking over and seeing Jongin’s shoulders shake as he laughed lightly at your attempt at a joke before his eyes focused on yours again curiously.
“Oh so you did come here together! I wondered how long he would take to ask you out, he’s always going on about you. He finally admitted it to himself then” You felt the tap water over filling the glass and flowing over your hand as you looked back over at Jongin in shock, glass forgotten as you felt the little flare of hope in your chest steadily building up, using the kindling of Jongin’s sentence as fuel and running through your body. You open your mouth to quietly say “We..we’re not together like that Jongin, we’re just, friends. Even if I did like him how do I know he even thinks of me more than that.” You felt his fingers move your wrist away from the tap as his other hand turned it off, grabbing a towel and taking your hand between his and drying it off as he looked at you and replied with the words you hadn’t let yourself realise you wanted to hear.
“I’ve known him from high-school and trust me, he doesn’t stop talking about you when hes with me. Y/n did this or Y/n and I did that, he’s never been so chatty about another girl since high-school. I bet if you went out there and said how you felt-and don’t you deny it because i can see that cute little smile-that he’d probably act like an idiot because it’s Baekhyun but he’d also say he feels the same sweetheart” You couldn’t ignore the heat under your skin at Jongin’s hopeful words, letting the smile grow on your face as your chest tightened with excitement and nervousness, hands fidgeting before taking the glass and refilling it. The determination filled your body as you smiled up at Jongin once more, seeing why everyone liked him so much, he really just wanted to help where he could and right now you could hug him for his advise. His left eye dropped in a wink as he pushed you back towards the door, you ignored the glaring girl as you turned back and thanked Jongin before heading out, nodding as he called for you to let him know how it goes.
Your feet felt sure and confident as you weaved through the dancing crowd once again, your senses on fire with nerves while your stomach filled with a tornado of butterflies. You were really going to do this. You were going to tell Baekhyun that you liked him, had a crush on him, that whenever he smiled in your direction your chest soared. That whenever he settled his jacket over your shoulders when you were cold you had to stop the wide smile from growing on your face. That when he texted you goodnight you felt safe and calm as if everything will be alright.
You made your way back to the sofas with the boys, feeling the pounding music fade away, your cheeks heating up as you saw Baekhyun laughing at Kyungsoo wrestling Yixing away from a dance contest with Sehun. Leaving the glass on the table you turn to Baekhyun with your hands in front of you, so you wouldn’t fidget nervously and almost sighed out loud when his lips pulled up in a breathtaking smile at you.
“Took you long enough, you’ll never guess what happened while you were gone~” You smile widely, ignoring him slightly because if you didn’t ask him now you were never going to. Drawing yourself up you look softly into his eyes, willing him to be serious as you began “Baekhyun hang on, um well in the kitchen- when I was getting Yixing some water-” Baekhyun nodded slowly motioning for you to hurry up “Okay well while i was in there, I saw Jongin and he said you-”
Baekhyun interrupted you quicky, laughing and shaking his head as a brunette girl came over and sat down on his lap, a tipsy grin on her lips as her arms wound around Baekhyun’s neck, he continued “Oh whatever he said ignore it, like you said drama follows him. So this pretty little thing is Zoe, and she would like to say something to you” You wanted to push the girl off his lap before she even said a word. Your eyes flickered between both their faces almost trying to make sense of what was in front of you. You tried to swallow down the bile taste of cider and pain, of hurt and being hurt by someone who wasn’t even yours. All you wanted to do was crawl into bed and take back everything you admitted to yourself, the hope that Jongin had accidentally planted but instead you forced a smile on your face, eyes dragging down like rocks to look at the girl called Zoe as her slurred voice rose.
“I really like...Baek’s supreme shirts he said for me to say” she giggled out, Baekhyun grinning at you smugly, not even realising how much you wanted to fall through the floor and that your chest had tightened into a vacuum every time your tried to draw a breath. You spoke through the bitter taste on your tongue, wanting to leave quickly as your felt the needle pricks of tears at your eyes.
“Time to get three shirts then. I need some air, I’ll see you back at the dorm.” You choke out as normally as you could muster, walking away and not waiting for Baekhyun’s ignorant goodbye as Zoe began to plant soft kisses over his jaw. Wanting to just crawl into under a blanket and lie there to deal with these wounds you couldn’t even show him you stumble through the crowd of bodies, feeling the air get shallower as you fought the sobs rising in your throat, feeling the trail of tears already running down your cheeks as you shoulder open the kitchen door. Just in time for the first sob to wrench its way from your chest, sniffling as you tried to control yourself before you went back out.
“Y/n?” A worried voice called before you felt a pair of arms holding your shoulders and drawing you back, numbly ackowledging a girl angrily slam the kitchen door open and leave as you looked up into Jongin’s concerned eyes.
“He doesn’t want me, even like me as more than a friend.” you stammer out around sobs, feeling Jongin pull you into his warm chest. Your fingers clutch at his shirt as you push your face in further for comfort, words tumbling out of your mouth unable to stop them now you started. “I didn’t get to ask, a girl, on his lap and he’s hers for the night. She was kissing him and he wants her, maybe they’ll be together after a night screwing, maybe it just wasn’t right for us. Jongin you were wrong. He doesn’t want me, not like the same way as I want him. I just.. I don’t know anymore. I wish I never realised, I don’t like this pain in my chest Jongin. What do i do now?” You gasp for breath against his chest, his hands gliding up and down your back soothingly as he hushed you with his chin on your head, pulling back to wipe the tears from your eyes softly, his handsome face pulled down in a soft frown, smiling softly when you met his eyes.
“I’m so fucking sorry y/n, I really thought. I just you two are so- okay I can’t say what happens next for you but for tonight you’re resting. My room is free and sleep will help stop the pain okay? Come on. You can leave after breakfast tomorrow yes?” You nod numbly against his shoulder, letting him guide you through the door and up the stairs where there were significantly less people which you felt grateful for. You didn’t want people seeing this.
Opening a door with multiple stickers Jongin pushed you gently towards a bed as he rummaged through his drawers, pulling out a spare shirt and pajama bottoms. He walked over and sat beside you on the bed, laying them on your lap as you stared blankly ahead, trying to focus on something other than your impossible feelings for Baekhyun and replaying the image of Zoe and him in your head. On how she was kissing his soft lips just like you always imagined, as you always dismissed as silly daydreams. She was exploring everything about him you never could, his mind was full of her and how yours was now full of Baekhyun and how it felt like torture. Tomorrow you’ll have to pretend like you’d never felt any of this, as if you still didn’t feel that heavy weight in your chest. You were already so tired.
You were snapped out of your thoughts as Jongin framed your face, his thumbs wiped your tears away, smiling reassuringly as he took your hand and laid it on the pile of clothes on your lap. He murmured comfortingly “Get dressed and sleep in my bed for tonight, I’ll be just over there on the couch if you need me okay?” smiling widely as you nod softly in his hands.
He went into the bathroom to get dressed himself as he gave you privacy. You slipped the dress over your head and hurriedly slid the soft shirt that landed mid thigh over your head, pulling on the sweats that pooled at your ankles and rolling under the duvet. Feeling tears slipping over your nose as you lay on your side and hear Jongin come out of the bathroom you kept your sniffles quiet as you closed your eyes to sleep, falling into dreams of better things. Hoping to wake to a better day.
Chapter 1
Admin C here ad I finally got the second part out! Hmm so are the feelings unrequited and what will y/n do now? I really enjoyed writing Jongin he’s a sweet guy really but hey let’s see what happens~~ Tell me what you think so far and who do you like so far!
Synopsis: Your best friend Baekhyun manages to drag you to a party, promising a good time but you’re not so sure. Jongin the campus charmer is there and who knows what drama he’s going to incite.
Pairing: We will see~ (possibly Baek x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n)
Warnings: Cursing
Word count: 1269
Status: Ongoing
You hiss as you felt the too hot liquid touch your lips, cursing out loud and sucking them in as you quickly put the coffee mug down. A short peal of laughter breaks from your friend Baekhyun as he looks up from his Coding textbook in time to see your pout, his constantly mischievous eyes widening as he teased.
“Is that the kind of language we’re studying today? Cause honestly I wondered why none of this was making any fucking sense” You snort softly as you whack his arm with your notebook lightly, earning a soft pout on his pink lips.
“I think that’s more to do with you not turning up for this weeks lecture Baek” You retort. Baekhyun smirks sheepishly, rolling his dark eyes as he leans forward to read over his textbook again, slim fingers tapping his pen against the table.
“And you’re oh so perfect hmm” he grumbles playfully, peeping up at you through his recently dyed red hair, you wink back feeling your cheeks ache with a smile.
Baekhyun is easily the fastest friend you had made in University, both of you met after being locked out of your rooms the first day of term, forgetting your key card inside and being forced to go to reception in your pajamas. Baekhyun couldnt resist joking about your Disney princess pajamas while you giggled at his Supreme underwear and matching shirt. The under-dressed man who looked like a lost puppy with his messy brown hair invited you to his room and you both watched old Disney movies while you chatted the night away. That night felt like a puzzle piece falling into place since Baekhyun and you settled into the University together as fast friends. Which led to today where you were both attempting to study for your upcoming tests in the Uni cafe. Why you thought actual work would happen with Baekhyun was beyond you.
Blowing your fringe out your face as you hunch back over your ancient history notes, desperately trying to convince yourself to read over the page. You could feel the desire to actually be productive melt away, which led to you throwing yourself back against the chair...well you didn’t want half-assed revision right?
“Screw it, I’m getting more coffee” you huff. Baekhyun’s cheeky smile peered over his textbook as he glances up.
“I take it study time is over? Thank fuck. I’ve been rereading this page for ten minutes.” He groans loudly, getting up to refill your coffee mugs and stretching his limbs dramatically. You giggle at his antics and wave him away, he always found a way to make a boring situation fun somehow, though you admit to yourself, a problem when you had lectures together. As Baekhyun left you look up at the doorbell jingling to see Kyungsoo and Yixing walking into the cafe, arms laden with shopping bags when they spot you gratefully, hurrying over and dropping the bags on the table with a joint sigh.
“Hey guys, carrying enough there? What’s in the bags?” You joke as the two boys sat on the sofa opposite you, Yixing’s dimple peeping as he explains.
“Jongin’s having a party tonight so we’re on supply run... oh is that cookie yours?” Your lip curls slightly at his name. Jongin was third year dance student and a very good friend of Baekhyun’s since highschool. You had only met him a few times when he came to catch up with Baekhyun but you found yourself always wary around him. Jongin is charming, quick to flash a smile and made anyone feel comfortable around him in seconds. His angular jaw and pouty lips only added to his unfairly gorgeous looks- unfortunately he knows it and too many girls find out the hard way that he isn’t interested in much else but sex with them. You’d easily run out of fingers to count the girls you knew who had “tried to change him” and hoped for a better outcome. They were met with an empty bed and a morning of disappointment in the end. Well you hope at least the sex was good for them. You like Jongin, he was a laugh and a harmless flirt but he wasn’t for you. That drama will stay the hell away from you if you can help it.
“I’m sure that’ll be a messy party for you all...-”you start before before Baekhyun returns carrying mugs and interrupts.
“Messy parties are the best parties. Hey you two, please save me from this boring studying...and Y/n.” you crack a smile and playfully glare back as Baekhyun settles in next to you, taking your mug.
Kyungsoo leans forward and takes the cookie anyway, passing half to Yixing as he nods, “Oh you and Baekhyun can come too, I need someone to keep Jongdae under control when he’s on the vodka”
As much as you love parties, especially the ones Jongdae throws because something crazy always happens around that man, last month he taped everything to the ceiling for when Junmyeon woke the morning after. But this time? Pass. The excuse was half out your mouth before you feel Baekhyun clamp his hand over your lips and nod enthusiastically.
“YES, she says yes. This is exactly what we need before our exams! Blow off some steam y/n!” he said smugly, Kyungsoo not hiding his laugh as you shared a look with him. Great.
“Do I get much of a choice...” you say into Baekhyun’s clammy hand, promising to yourself you’ll lick him if he doesn’t move it. Pulling you further into his side to pat your head mockingly Baekhyun replies.
“Nope you don’t~ Anyway I need my wing woman, last time Yixing helped he got the girl...” You feel a twinge of something at his words, you cant’t place what it is but you push it aside. Maybe you’re just really not in the mood for a party. Yixing smirks slightly to himself when you look his way at his chuckle, shrugging his shoulders playfully.
“I can’t help that she liked me more but it only lasted a few dates if that soothes your wounded ego Baek” Yixing laughs, finishing the last piece of cookie before standing up, patting Kyungsoo’s shoulder and lifting the bags again, his full lips lifting into a sunny smile. “Y/n please come though, hang out with me if Baekhyun bores you”
Ugh if there was one thing no one could say no to, it was Yixing’s damned smile and he knew it. Waving him and a grinning Kyungsoo away you nod. Fine you’ll go. Baekhyun laughed at you nod, picking his books up and passing you your notes.
“Well then we should go back and get ourselves ready. God this is gonna be so fun! Alcohol, music and no cleaning in the morning? Heaven. Now Up princess” He says excitedly, tugging you up as he did. A rush of warmth goes through your stomach at his silly nickname for you that he’s used since you first met him in your disney pajamas, a warm smile on your face as you stand up and bump him with your hip.
“Ah yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the another Supreme shirt right?” You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said it’ll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. It’ll be a good night...right?
Admin C- I’ve been away so long i’m sorry! Summer has been hectic but i’m around more so now~ I hope you enjoy this one! I’d love to hear what you think
Exo reaction to you not wanting to have sex before marriage
Request: Nice Blog:) I'd like to request an Exo Reaction: Their GF is very decent and is pretty serious in relationships (like she REALLY loves them) but she doesn't want to get too intimate till they marry someday. Thank you
Minseok/Xiumin:
When you sat Minseok down a few months into your relationship he was somewhat worried. Recently you’d been far more shy with him especially the other night after a very heated moment when he tugged on your underwear softly, looking up gently with a question in his eyes before you shook your head, turning over for the night. He knew you loved him and you always made sure to tell him so, he loved to small efforts you made to show him and he always wanted to make you feel the same. So now he sat opposite you. You shakily drew in a breath, worriedly looking up before breathing out “Minseok, I love you so much. But...I want to wait...until marriage. That's my choice” Minseok took your hands in his, nodding slowly, completely respecting your decision.
“Of course y/n, I wished you'd had said sooner, your really had me worried!”
Junmyeon/Suho:
Junmyeon’s first priority in his relationship would be you. If anything even threatened to hurt you Junmyeon wouldn't consider it an option and honesty was of utmost importance. Because of this you would feel completely comfortable going to him with your decision. Lying in bed in his dorm room you would softly whisper into his chest “Junmyeon, you make me feel so wanted and loved and I wanted to let you know I want to be completely intimate with you after marriage...are you okay with that?”. Honestly Junmyeon would be a little taken aback, knowing that was a long commitment but would kiss your hair tenderly and pull you in closer into his warm skin, whispering back sweet nothings as he promised you’d both wait.
“Marriage it is baby, I joke but i’m pleased you trusted me with this, I love you”
Yixing/Lay:
The second Yixing felt any reluctance from you during a passionate moment with him would be the same second he’d stop his kisses and touches, wherever he was. Pulling back to see your face he’d brush the hair out of your eyes before saying slightly out of breath “Baobei, we can stop whenever you want to. We will do this at your pace completely”. You’d almost melt in his arms, loving how much of a sweetheart he is before replying “It's just...I’ve always wanted to wait until marriage...I still do. I love you dearly but I want you after we’ve made that vow...”. Smiling reassuringly at you Yixing would almost flush at the mention of marriage but agree completely to your wishes.
“Then I’ll wait for you for marriage if that's what you need”
Baekhyun:
Baekhyun would almost feel insecure when you kept turning down his attempts to make love to you without a reason. Whilst he knew you were a virgin and your nervousness is something completely natural to feel he felt like maybe he was the reason you didn't want to go further. Baekhyun takes care of others but that didn't mean he never felt insecurity himself. He would be the one to bring it up, sitting you down to a romantic dinner before mumbling “Jagi, I'm not pushing you, at all. It's just if I'm not the one you... Feel most comfortable with being your first time could you tell me?” taking a sip of water to fill the silence. You’d be almost surprised at him and quickly reassure him, holding his hand over the table and playing with it.
"I want you to be my first. I just want my first to be after marriage”
Chanyeol:
You fidgeted on your seat as you looked into Chanyeol’s warm brown eyes. Maybe a cafe wasn't the best place to do this but this was his first day back from tour and you knew what usually happened after that amount of time apart. Not that you didn't miss him almost unbearably, looking at his full smile across the table as he held your hands made you tremble with relief of his return. You started nervously “I'm so glad you're home Jagi, I really am but..before we go to the dorms and catch up... I want put out there that I love you, a lot, but I've chosen to wait until marriage for...sex” looking down quickly. Hearing his soft laughter as he squeezed your hand gently as you glanced up to see his eye smile.
“"That is one hundred percent okay with me, thank you for telling me princess”
Jongdae/Chen:
In all honesty the thought of you wanting to wait until marriage wouldn't even cross Jongdae’s mind. Not in an awful way but all he wanted to do was shower you in his affection and sex was merely another way to do that. You would eventually realize he wasn't getting the hint any time soon so one night in bed while you were curled up facing him you would murmur into the darkness “Jongdae, I really love and appreciate you and I want to use everyday to show you that, just one way I want to do that is saving my first time until after marriage. I understand if that's not what you-” you were cut off by his soft lips against yours. He pulled back quickly and lowly replied in a sleepy tone, voice cracking slightly.
“End of. If you want to wait until marriage that's the end if the sentence. Of course I'll wait”
Kyungsoo/D.O:
Kyungsoo is a very observant man and would have already picked up on your anxiety when things were getting a little too passionate for you. He would decide himself to slowly stop going beyond certain boundaries, becoming more reluctant himself to pleasure you with anything but his hands and lingering kisses. You would slowly realize he wasn't pushing for more recently and smile to yourself at his consideration wanting to make sure your intentions were clear through words. Sitting on the rim of the bath as he relaxed surrounded by hot water you shyly played with the delicate bubbles while you spoke into the humid room “Kyungsoo... You already guessed I think but I made the choice to wait until marriage.” Looking at you sleepily over the steaming water he broke into a smile.
“I did and it's completely up to you. I'll be fine with whatever choice you make”
Jongin/Kai:
Though perhaps Jongin would be a little clueless for your subtle hints about not wanting to go too far, he would immediately respect your choice when you laid it out for him one afternoon. Looking up curiously when you said you loved him and this relationship endlessly but just wasn't ready for anything before marriage he would nod slowly. Standing from his chair he'd wrap his arms around you, cradling you into his chest while he pecked your hair. His deep melodic voice would assure you “"Baby girl, absolutely. I won't ever push you over your limits, not before you're ready for me to.” Breathing a heavy sigh of relief against his shirt, you'd almost tear up at his understanding and lean up to peck him lovingly.
“I love you Jongin. More and more everyday.”
Sehun:
Sehun values loyalty over many other things and wouldn't let something like this stop his relationship or feelings for you. Though he’d find it hard at times to control himself in some heated moments, just like the others naturally would, he would put your decision ahead of anything he wanted. In his mind, after you told him before your six month anniversary dinner, what was a little waiting when he'd hopefully have the rest of his life to spend with you. You’d be mostly surprised at his rather mature approach to your decision and it wasn't until he told you just what he felt as he took you hand and pressed it to his plush lips that you'd be completely reassured.
“I'd wait far longer if that's what you chose. It'll be hard definitely for us both but I'm okay with that”
Admin C- I hope you enjoy this! Honestly laughed at the pun for Yixing’s. Junmyeon would be proud. Requests are open!
You looked up at Sehun and smiled from his lap, playing with his long fingers as you relished in the slow heat of afternoon in the park. It was rare he got a day off like this and you were determined to use it well. Sehun returned your smile as he leaned down to push his lips against yours. It was your favourite kiss from him. Slow, gentle and tasting of him in the summer heat.
You blushed slightly as your hand cradled the back of his neck, leaning up to kiss him again when both your dogs bounded onto the picnic blanket, disrupting the moment entirely. You both erupted into giggles as Vivi began nudging you off his lap, your small lab puppy Brady chasing Vivi off his lap and back into the park. Sehun cradled you closer, lifting you so you sat against his chest as you watched your dogs bark at one another, attempting to steal a bone between them.
“Honestly, we’ve been dating for about four months now y/n…and I’ve been considering this one important question” Sehun said behind you, kissing your head gently.
“And what would that be Sehunnie?” You laughed in reply, used to his exaggerated jokes by now as you trace small doodles on his arm in front of you.
“What if our dogs got married? You have to admit they’re adorable together, I wouldn’t say as cute as us of course but think about it.” He murmured playfully against your head.
“I think, as much as that would be cute and lovely, it would be a little much to have my puppy married at 6 months. But we can keep it in mind if you must.” You replied, laughing softly as you watch Vivi jump over Brady to catch a fly.
“We’d be the best dog grandparents in the world y’know.” He giggled as you turned to look at him, his eyes smiling happily at you.
“I think I’d have to fight Vivi to even be your girlfriend, let alone his mother in law Sehun, small steps hmm?” You whispered softly into his neck as you hugged him, enjoying the soft heat from the sun as you cuddled into his own comforting warmth, his hands tracing your back gently.
“I suppose so…” He replied.
Admin C- Ugh Vivi and Sehun never fail to make me smile. Enjoy anonnie!
Jongin made you so frustrated sometimes. Most of the time he was the sweetest boyfriend, doting on you and making sure you smiled at him everyday- just as you did for him. Once he even set up a feast of Ice cream and Doritos when you had a particularly bad at work and you felt so grateful to have met him at that cafe that day. To have been given the chance to love his dorky ass.
But today. When he stepped back into the room and shut the shower door forcefully without saying a word you knew he had a bad day. The best thing about Jongin was how easily you could read him. Mostly it was good for when you wanted to cheer him up. Though today you knew he was going to be difficult to please. You heard the bathroom door open as Jongin reappeared, cotton towel wrapped loosely around his waist as he roughly towel dried his hair ignoring the dinner you had laid out for him. Now that got to you. He could be frustrated about work. Sure. But no way does he get to take it out on you. Without even breathing a word to you in the first place.
“Jongin. What in the world is wrong with you today? Why are you being like this?” You question, trying to keep your voice calm regardless of how much you wanted to snap him out of this mood. He lifted his darkening eyes up at your tone, halting his forceful drying and dropping the towel on the floor. Jongin cleared his throat and crossed his arms unimpressed, your eyes unwillingingly noticing how defined his muscles were recently. The water adding a gentle sheen that only reminded you of late passionate nights where a similar sheen covered his skin and left in your mouth the salty taste of him. You forced your thoughts away from this, now was not the time you thought to yourself.
“You want to know why I’m like this? So you want to know how I’ve been ordered around the entire day. Nothing ever being good enough? Well I’ve had enough.” He snapped, lifting a hand and beckoning you with a finger. “I want you here now.”
You stuttered slightly, taken aback by his commanding attitude.
He’d never done this before.
Of course…he wasn’t always gently but this, this was different. In all honesty…you wanted to see where it would go. But not without a little push. “Jongin what? I’m sitting down already. Why would I move?”
Jongin narrowed his eyes and stalked his way over to you, long legs covering the room quickly while his towel struggled to stay on his body. Jongin’s hard eyes were looking down at you as you tried desperately not to stare at his pink lips, feeling the effect of his mood and the tension. Of course his barely covered body wasn’t helping things either.
“I said up baby girl. I’m not in the mood for your quips, I’ve had a bad day and you can make me feel much better. On your knees. Don’t argue. Just do it.” He said as his hand threaded into your hair, tugging slightly as he knew drove you crazy. A small mewl left your lips at his tug and you watched as a smug smirk curled hotly over Jongin’s lips. “I can see you want me just as bad baby girl.” As he lifted your hand to trace down his abdomin, you almost closed your eyes at the feeling, wanting more of his skin while he groaned softly at your light touch. The sound buckled your knees and you fell in front of him, looking up and biting your lip. Jongin almost panted at the sight, wanting nothing more than to take you against every available surface in the house, and leave his mark on every area of skin you had.
Which is exactly what he did. And you loved every minute of it, begging him for more until you couldn’t take him anymore.
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Admin C- So I have been trying out different types of drabbles tonight and this is the uh…more suggestive one so to speak…
Hi :D Your writing is so good :O Can I get Baekhyun with 20 and 38 ? :D Or if only one, with 20 ? :D
The sound of loud knocking. That’s what roused you from your afternoon doze with Baekhyun. You were under his chin on the sofa as he curled around you, breathing softly into your hair as he groaned in annoyance at the persistent knocking,
“BYUN BAEKHYUN. Your lazy ass better open this door or I swear I’m kicking it down. Hold me back or I’ll do it.” You heard Chanyeol yell through the door, pounding it with his fist followed by an “oof” of pain.
You sat up confused and rubbing your eyes, sleep still clouding your thoughts as you shook Baekhyun awake. He opened an eye and brought his slender finger to his lips, silently begging you to help him out here. You smirked at him, watching the plea in his coffee coloured eyes as Chanyeol started threatening to call the boys to help him drag him out. You cleared your throat and chimed “Chanyeol? Is that you? What has Baekhyun done?” watching Baekhyun pout at your betrayal and loving it.
Chanyeol deep voice carried through the door “Y/n! Your wonderful boyfriend there has gone and forgotten the choreo lesson we ALL had to cancel plans for on his suggestion. Something about making the best comeback ever Baekhyun?”
You hoisted yourself up as you chuckled, pushing off Baekhyun’s clinging arms and ignoring his whines of protest. “Come on Chanyeol, I deserved a nap...I didn’t mean to miss it...” he blurted in defense, his lips coming together as they always did when he knew he was wrong. You opened the door and smiled at Chanyeol, beckoning him in and leaning against the wall to watch the unfolding scene.
Chanyeol smiled as he yanked Baekhyun up, patting his back as he cheerily replied “Oh? You haven’t miss it at all. We are waiting for you~” and you burst into peals of laughter at the shocked expression on Baekhyuns face, his mouth hanging open slightly. Chanyeol continued, interrupting Baekhyun’s protesting “You have ten minutes to get down to the dance studio, since it’s your own brilliant idea.” You held out your hand and high-fived Chanyeol as he walked back out, sitting back down as Baekhyun rushed to get dressed.
“You really screwed up there Jagi I gotta say. The boys will give you hell for this y’know” you hummed jokingly as Baekhyun hopped out of your shared bedroom, one leg stuck in a pair of jeans and trying to shove them further up his leg.
“Oh come on now?! Why are these jeans so small?!” He ranted, still attempting to pull them up while you felt your stomach aching with how hard he was making you laugh.
“They’re mine. You’re unbelievable at times y’know that?” you choked out as he quickly ran back in to shove some Supreme joggers on instead. He grinned and winked at you, ducking to press a hurried kiss to your cheek as he half-ran out the room yelling “You wouldn’t have me any other way! I’ll be back in two hours if they haven’t killed me!”
Admin C- Why can I see Baekhyun actually doing this...anyway this was really fun to write! I hope you guys like it too!
You smiled up from your practise essay as you heard Yixing stumbling out of bed. You had gotten up earlier than you usually did to revise for your upcoming exam and you did not like being up before the sun was. You were on your fourth coffee by the time Yixing walked into the living room, laughing at your little study area which included a duvet wrapped around you and notes all over the floor and table. You pout up at his laugh, complaining “Hey, not all of us are living the dream, you never have to write essays again…why did I go to Uni?”
Yixing lay a hand over his abdomen as he laughed slightly harder, bending to press a gentle kiss to your cheek as he paused to look at your work. “Morning to you too y/n and that really doesn’t look fun. At all.”
You sighed at his kiss and turn to peck his soft lips. There was something about the way his bottom lip was slightly too full, almost folding in the middle that really made you melt. His morning kisses were the softest you found. You pull away and whine “Morning…and care to put me out of my misery?” making him laugh in small hiccups. He stood up again and looked tenderly down at you, using his slim fingers to brush your hair back.
“Well I won’t be doing that but how does pancakes and green tea for breakfast sound? I’ll help you study while we eat”. You grin widely as he walked away, wanting to follow but needing to finish this last paragraph.
You melt as you hear his humming in the kitchen and call “Stop being so cute! Why are you so soft today, My heart can’t take this Zhang Yixing!” smiling harder as you hear his surprised laughter and the smell of pancakes.
He hurried back in with a plate of pancakes in one hand and a teapot in the other, hissing at the heat as he quickly put them on the table. Turning to you his eyes softened as he pulled you into a hug, swaying you gently from side to side, chuckling out “I’m just super proud of my girlfriend for working so hard and I want to help you in any way I can. But…we talked about the word cute..”
Giggling you pull back and push a pancake through his lips saying in a sing song voice “Ah but we didn’t agree on the word cute, thousands of Xingmi agree with me, You’re cute~” while he rolled his eyes playfully, moaning at the sweet pancake, encouraging you both to quickly eat them up.
Admin C- I love Yixing so damn much, this melted me to write. I hope you enjoy it!
You opened your eyes blearily to the shrill ringing next to your head. Feeling around clumsily with your hand and closing it around your phone you brought it up to your face, cursing out loud when you almost blinded yourself. What was it about phone screens at night?!
As your eyes adjusted to the screen you burst into a sleepy grin, pressing answer excitedly and laying back down, snuggling into your pillow.
“Jagiya, I didn’t wake you did I? What’s the time difference over there?” you heard Junmyeon’s soft voice whisper next to your ear.You giggled softly at his concern and replied teasingly.
“Well it’s…4am here now but it’s nice you checked before calling me. What is the time there?” you heard Junmyeon’s hushed laughter in response and the sound of blankets ruffling as he settled more into the bed.
“I’m sorry Jagiya, its about 11pm here and I can’t sleep…we have a lot of preparation for tomorrow’s concert and my mind’s still spinning. How was your day?” he murmured. It was like he was right next to you with your phone pressed against your ear in the dark, his voice cracking slightly like it does when he’s tired. You sighed softly.
“Oh Junmyeon, maybe have some hot tea? You’ll do brilliantly as always jagi. My day was busy as usual, the bakery has been getting a lot of calls.” You heard a door open and close, assuming he must have been moving to make some tea.
“I appreciate that Y/n, thank you, but I still can’t sleep well. I’ll be half asleep on stage just wait.” He groaned, muffled by the pillow he turned his face into. You smirk slightly, remembering the teasing photos he had sent you yesterday of him working out.
You lowered your voice, lifting yourself onto an elbow and drawled “If you can’t sleep…we could have sex instead~” waiting for his reaction smugly.
“You heard his shocked sputter and the movement of blankets as he whined into the receiver “Now that’s just not fair jagiya.. you know how long it’s been…how much I want to.” and you were about to reply, just as needy if you were honest with yourself if a sudden voice hadn’t yelled out.
“NO! You two are not doing that while I’m in this room! I am not asleep and I am not putting myself through that!” You heard Minseok’s indignant voice sounds in place of Junmyeon’s. You could feel your face heat up even in dark and you stuttered out an apology alongside your boyfriend, quickly saying goodnight.
Admin C- Junmyeon needs some appreciation for his jokes people! I kid but i have a soft spot for this guy.
