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So I basically want to write fics but I don't know how to start (plus I only have like 11 followers so I'm sure no one would read them) I
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Synopsis: Timing is everything and maybe some things just arenât meant to be. You yearned for someone you never let yourself think you could have, and it seems just maybe youâll never have him.
Genre: Fluff/Angst (Possible future smut)
Pairing: Â Baekhyun x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n
Warnings: Cursing
Word count: 3,665
Status: OngoingÂ
Chapter One
âAh yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the other Supreme shirt right?â You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out of the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said itâll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. Itâll be a good nightâŠright?
You told yourself the party wouldnât be that bad, you knew Baekhyun, Yixing and Kyungsoo would be there to laugh with, the relentless teasing would probably make the entire night more enjoyable. You knew youâd love the dancing and the free food, whatâs not to like? You were being silly about this, lying on your bed in your underwear with your hair and make-up done just staring at the lilac dress hanging by the door. Overreacting is one of your flaws is what your mum would say, sometimes you just had to push yourself and find out what the issue was. Right, this will be fun. It will.
With a push you leaned up on your elbows, setting your shoulders to reluctantly slide the dress on when a distinct knock sounded through the door. You immediately jump up and rushed to get the dress over your hips as a familiar voice whined âYou better be dressed y/n, let me in would you?â Shoving the zipper up you breath deeply. Well at least he didnât bang the door open like he usually did, Baekhyun really didnât understand personal space at times. More than a few times heâd been too close to seeing you inâŠwell nothing.Â
 You walk over and opened the door, a smile already tugging at your lips as you lean against the frame replying âI am ready, Iâm surprised it took you that long to choose between two shirtsâ Baekhyun poked his pink tongue out as he waltz into your room, throwing himself down on your bed as you looked over at him with your arms crossed. He also had a bad habit of making himself at home wherever he went, your room was almost a second home to him at this point.Â
âTwo shirts and I still look this hotâ Baekhyun winked, stretching and looking you over as a smile breaks over his face, âYou look pretty by the way, youâll have all the attention tonight.â
 You flush at his words and tug your neckline up, annoyed at yourself for your reaction. Why did you feel so shy suddenly! Forcing yourself to laugh you grab his toned arm and hauled him up, ignoring the fact you definitely felt his bicep a little longer than you should have.Â
Synopsis: Timing is everything and maybe some things just arenât meant to be. You yearned for someone you never let yourself think you could have, and it seems just maybe youâll never have him.
Genre: Fluff/Angst (Possible future smut)
Pairing: Â Baekhyun x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n
Warnings: Cursing
Word count: 3,665
Status: OngoingÂ
Chapter One
âAh yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the other Supreme shirt right?â You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out of the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said itâll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. Itâll be a good nightâŠright?
You told yourself the party wouldnât be that bad, you knew Baekhyun, Yixing and Kyungsoo would be there to laugh with, the relentless teasing would probably make the entire night more enjoyable. You knew youâd love the dancing and the free food, whatâs not to like? You were being silly about this, lying on your bed in your underwear with your hair and make-up done just staring at the lilac dress hanging by the door. Overreacting is one of your flaws is what your mum would say, sometimes you just had to push yourself and find out what the issue was. Right, this will be fun. It will.
With a push you leaned up on your elbows, setting your shoulders to reluctantly slide the dress on when a distinct knock sounded through the door. You immediately jump up and rushed to get the dress over your hips as a familiar voice whined âYou better be dressed y/n, let me in would you?â Shoving the zipper up you breath deeply. Well at least he didnât bang the door open like he usually did, Baekhyun really didnât understand personal space at times. More than a few times heâd been too close to seeing you in...well nothing.Â
 You walk over and opened the door, a smile already tugging at your lips as you lean against the frame replying âI am ready, Iâm surprised it took you that long to choose between two shirtsâ Baekhyun poked his pink tongue out as he waltz into your room, throwing himself down on your bed as you looked over at him with your arms crossed. He also had a bad habit of making himself at home wherever he went, your room was almost a second home to him at this point.Â
âTwo shirts and I still look this hotâ Baekhyun winked, stretching and looking you over as a smile breaks over his face, âYou look pretty by the way, youâll have all the attention tonight.â
 You flush at his words and tug your neckline up, annoyed at yourself for your reaction. Why did you feel so shy suddenly! Forcing yourself to laugh you grab his toned arm and hauled him up, ignoring the fact you definitely felt his bicep a little longer than you should have.Â
You looked up into his laughing eyes, poking his nose as you whine âCome on already, you were the one who wanted to go to this thing, get your ass up alreadyâ He scrunched his nose at you before nodding, huffing a dramatic sigh and ushering you out your room. You both settled into a slow walk to Jonginsâs flat, taking your time to enjoy the peace before the rooms filled with laughing, fumbling bodies and pounding music.Â
âSo why did I have to almost drag you out tonight princess? You okay?â You heard Baekhyunâs soft voice murmur beside you while you walked. You shiver against the wind as you looked over, surprised to see Baekhyun already watching you, his eyebrows drawn together in a frown. You wondered why he was so concerned, really you just didnât want to go to a party that was all. You nudge him with your elbow and smile widely to assure him.
âI just know Jongin is gonna be there and you know drama always manages to follow his ass, Iâm completely fine Baek I promiseâÂ
His eyes didnât leave yours as his fingers gripped your shoulder comfortingly, a smile reaching his eyes as he laughed out âJust as long as you are, we could definitely just go back and chill at yours, I wonât even complain about the sex I could be havingâ Punching his arm you grin back over at him, ignoring the bad taste in your mouth at the image of Baekhyun with somebody else and focusing on how his concern warmed your stomach, feeling the soft heat work its way to your chest.Â
âHow gallant of you, luckily Iâve missed Yixing and Kyungsoo so you wonât have to miss out and I wonât be dealing with your whiningâ You shot back, leaning into his side against the cold as you reach Jonginâs flat. Shaking yourself slightly as Baekhyun knocked on the door you push down the thought that youâd rather be at home curled up with some popcorn and watching Jurassic park. Thereâs no point thinking about that now when Sehun was opening the door. You didnât know him that well but you knew he was a friend of Yixings and a dance student like Jongin, he seemed pretty sweet from what youâd heard of him from others. His mouth stretched into a tipsy grin, pulling you and Baekhyun into the music filled flat as he exclaimed âSo Baekhyun and Y/n right? I remember Yixing telling me youâd be here! Grab a beer or whatever, heâs in the living room and Iâm going back to a dance contest Junmyeon should not have started~âÂ
Baekhyun laughed softly at Sehunâs slurred competitiveness, grabbing a beer as you waved at Sehun as he half tumbled down the hall to the dining room. You could already smell the sweetness of alcohol in the air, the heat pressing up against your cheeks as you removed your coat, feeling somewhat reluctant when you felt something icy against your shoulder. You turn your head quickly to the side, seeing Baekhyun with his ruffled red hair and half smile holding the bottle of cider out for you, looking at you expectantly.Â
âHey, we came for fun, I know that ugh-people expression of yours, have some cider and lets find the other twoâÂ
You smile gratefully and take the cider, sipping it as you roll your eyes, letting Baekhyun jokingly tug you into the living room before replying âHonestly you know that expression so well cause I always have it around youâÂ
You saw the curl of Baekhyuns lips at your joke, feeling your stomach warm again with more than the soft burn of cider before you saw Yixing stand up by the sofaâs and wave you both over, a tipsy grin and pink blush already spreading over his features. Baekhyun wrapped his slim, cool fingers around your wrist so he wouldnât lose you in the crowd of dancing bodies as you both made your way over, letting yourself smile widely at Yixingâs obvious tipsiness.
âYou both made it! I told Kyungsoo you would. He said you wouldnât but I knew you would! Sit Sit, Kyungsoo is just getting more whiskey for usâ Yixing giggled out, his hand patting your elbow repeatedly in his excitement and you canât help but laugh slightly at him, he was an adorable drunk. Baekhyun sat down in the armchair as you sank to the floor, watching Yixing slump on the armchair across from you as you teased âAre you sure you havenât already had enough tonight Yixing, youâve already gotten the gigglesâ His eyes widened as his full lips settled into a pout, Baekhyun behind you bursting into laughter at the sight. âI really think he should have some more actually, oh here come Kyungsoo with the whiskey now~â You smile as get up to take the cups from Kyungsoo, giving him a quick smile as he settled down next to Yixing on the coffee table. Raising his eyebrow at you as his lips quirked into a surprised smile he said âSo you did turn up, Yixing I owe you a meal for that, expect instant noodles though.âÂ
You all sat and drank, conversation flowing and laughing often until Baekhyun hooked his feet around you, letting you lean you head against his thigh as you watched Kyungsoo sip his drink before he asked âSo you two, Come here tonight for any romance or just fun and a good screw?â
 You flushed red at his blunt words, gaping with parted lips unsure of what to say, feeling Baekhyunâs legs shake with laughter by your head as he replied âI think the fun of the night is not to know whatâs going to happenâ You sip from the now warm bottle in your hand, smiling gently at his answer as Kyungsoo mocked his non answer. He didnât outright say he was going to have sex...but why were you even thinking of this. You shake your head, trying to rid the thought because it was easier to ignore the small seeds of feeling than possibly ruin what you now had, a friendship. But with his free hand playing with your hair as you used his thigh as a cushion it was hard not to imagine what could be. That was always a dangerous.Â
 You take a larger gulp of cider, forcing yourself to relax when Yixingâs soft voice mused âY/n did you want to find anyone tonight? I mean if you want! I know some would be up for it,  You just seem like you need a good fuc-â before you choked on the same gulp of cider, leaping up and holding your hand over his lips, laughing in shock as he looked at you with surprise, giggles escaping from between your fingers.
âYixing oh my god stop, Iâm getting you water now. Guys give me a minute and keep him from speakingâ You chuckle as you let go of Yixingâs chin, looking back to see Baekhyunâs sunny smile painted across his face, hair more ruffled and a pink hue over his cheeks, feeling the butterflies start up again. You really were gonna have to let yourself admit it soon because it just wasnât fair when he looked that comfy and cute, laughing as you step over his legs and rubbing your back as you pass him.Â
âHurry back or Iâm coming after youâ He called, a smile creeping onto your face as you walked into the kitchen after battling through the crowd of dancing students, only to immediately fall off and be replaced with a look of embarrassment. You rolled your eyes as you saw Jongin leaning over a girl on the counter by the sink, unaware of your entrance as his large hand slowly rubbed up the inside of her thigh, both of their lips melded together. You grabbed a cup and clear your throat, he had to come up for air eventually and you needed that tap. When the couple didnât stop their kissing you cough loudly, cheeks starting to burn at the awkwardness. Why at the sink and why now, thereâs perfectly usable bedrooms. Jongin peeked an eye open at the cough, lips pulling away from the girls with a loud pop, noticing the cup in your hand and the awkward frown on your face. His eyebrows drove up as his lips curled up in a friendly smile as if he hadnât just been two seconds away from getting it on in the kitchen.Â
âY/n! Itâs been a while, howâre you? Is there a reason youâre just standing there...â He started as you rushed to correct his insinuation, waving your cup and pointing to the sink as the girl glared at you for interrupting her time with Jongin.Â
âNo no, oh my god no! Youâre just... youâre by the sink...and I happen to need water for Yixing and well youâre kinda in the wayâ You watched as understanding lit up in Jonginâs brown eyes, nodding and quickly pulling the now pouting girl off the counter, turning back to you as he pushed his hand through his tousled blond hair in an attempt to calm it.Â
âOh sorry, there you go, so are you having a good night? You come with Baekhyun?â He asked as he leaned back against the counter and folded his muscular arms as he waited for you to answer. You could feel the girls annoyance at his polite conversation with you like a heavy wet blanket and honestly you wanted to be out of this kitchen as soon as possible.Â
You rinsed the glass out quickly as you answered âYeah itâs a good party so far, looks like half the campus are here too for a famous Kim Jongin party~ and yeah I came with Bakehyun if you wanted to chat....after you finishâ Looking over and seeing Jonginâs shoulders shake as he laughed lightly at your attempt at a joke before his eyes focused on yours again curiously.
 âOh so you did come here together! I wondered how long he would take to ask you out, heâs always going on about you. He finally admitted it to himself thenâ You felt the tap water over filling the glass and flowing over your hand as you looked back over at Jongin in shock, glass forgotten as you felt the little flare of hope in your chest steadily building up, using the kindling of Jonginâs sentence as fuel and running through your body. You open your mouth to quietly say âWe..weâre not together like that Jongin, weâre just, friends. Even if I did like him how do I know he even thinks of me more than that.â You felt his fingers move your wrist away from the tap as his other hand turned it off, grabbing a towel and taking your hand between his and drying it off as he looked at you and replied with the words you hadnât let yourself realise you wanted to hear.Â
âIâve known him from high-school and trust me, he doesnât stop talking about you when hes with me. Y/n did this or Y/n and I did that, heâs never been so chatty about another girl since high-school. I bet if you went out there and said how you felt-and donât you deny it because i can see that cute little smile-that heâd probably act like an idiot because itâs Baekhyun but heâd also say he feels the same sweetheartâ You couldnât ignore the heat under your skin at Jonginâs hopeful words, letting the smile grow on your face as your chest tightened with excitement and nervousness, hands fidgeting before taking the glass and refilling it. The determination filled your body as you smiled up at Jongin once more, seeing why everyone liked him so much, he really just wanted to help where he could and right now you could hug him for his advise. His left eye dropped in a wink as he pushed you back towards the door, you ignored the glaring girl as you turned back and thanked Jongin before heading out, nodding as he called for you to let him know how it goes.Â
Your feet felt sure and confident as you weaved through the dancing crowd once again, your senses on fire with nerves while your stomach filled with a tornado of butterflies. You were really going to do this. You were going to tell Baekhyun that you liked him, had a crush on him, that whenever he smiled in your direction your chest soared. That whenever he settled his jacket over your shoulders when you were cold you had to stop the wide smile from growing on your face. That when he texted you goodnight you felt safe and calm as if everything will be alright.Â
You made your way back to the sofas with the boys, feeling the pounding music fade away, your cheeks heating up as you saw Baekhyun laughing at Kyungsoo wrestling Yixing away from a dance contest with Sehun. Leaving the glass on the table you turn to Baekhyun with your hands in front of you, so you wouldnât fidget nervously and almost sighed out loud when his lips pulled up in a breathtaking smile at you.Â
âTook you long enough, youâll never guess what happened while you were gone~â You smile widely, ignoring him slightly because if you didnât ask him now you were never going to. Drawing yourself up you look softly into his eyes, willing him to be serious as you began âBaekhyun hang on, um well in the kitchen- when I was getting Yixing some water-â Baekhyun nodded slowly motioning for you to hurry up âOkay well while i was in there, I saw Jongin and he said you-âÂ
Baekhyun interrupted you quicky, laughing and shaking his head as a brunette girl came over and sat down on his lap, a tipsy grin on her lips as her arms wound around Baekhyunâs neck, he continued âOh whatever he said ignore it, like you said drama follows him. So this pretty little thing is Zoe, and she would like to say something to youâ You wanted to push the girl off his lap before she even said a word. Your eyes flickered between both their faces almost trying to make sense of what was in front of you. You tried to swallow down the bile taste of cider and pain, of hurt and being hurt by someone who wasnât even yours. All you wanted to do was crawl into bed and take back everything you admitted to yourself, the hope that Jongin had accidentally planted but instead you forced a smile on your face, eyes dragging down like rocks to look at the girl called Zoe as her slurred voice rose.
âI really like...Baekâs supreme shirts he said for me to sayâ she giggled out, Baekhyun grinning at you smugly, not even realising how much you wanted to fall through the floor and that your chest had tightened into a vacuum every time your tried to draw a breath. You spoke through the bitter taste on your tongue, wanting to leave quickly as your felt the needle pricks of tears at your eyes.
âTime to get three shirts then. I need some air, Iâll see you back at the dorm.â You choke out as normally as you could muster, walking away and not waiting for Baekhyunâs ignorant goodbye as Zoe began to plant soft kisses over his jaw. Wanting to just crawl into under a blanket and lie there to deal with these wounds you couldnât even show him you stumble through the crowd of bodies, feeling the air get shallower as you fought the sobs rising in your throat, feeling the trail of tears already running down your cheeks as you shoulder open the kitchen door. Just in time for the first sob to wrench its way from your chest, sniffling as you tried to control yourself before you went back out.Â
âY/n?â A worried voice called before you felt a pair of arms holding your shoulders and drawing you back, numbly ackowledging a girl angrily slam the kitchen door open and leave as you looked up into Jonginâs concerned eyes.Â
âHe doesnât want me, even like me as more than a friend.â you stammer out around sobs, feeling Jongin pull you into his warm chest. Your fingers clutch at his shirt as you push your face in further for comfort, words tumbling out of your mouth unable to stop them now you started. âI didnât get to ask, a girl, on his lap and heâs hers for the night. She was kissing him and he wants her, maybe theyâll be together after a night screwing, maybe it just wasnât right for us. Jongin you were wrong. He doesnât want me, not like the same way as I want him. I just.. I donât know anymore. I wish I never realised, I donât like this pain in my chest Jongin. What do i do now?â You gasp for breath against his chest, his hands gliding up and down your back soothingly as he hushed you with his chin on your head, pulling back to wipe the tears from your eyes softly, his handsome face pulled down in a soft frown, smiling softly when you met his eyes.
âIâm so fucking sorry y/n, I really thought. I just you two are so- okay I canât say what happens next for you but for tonight youâre resting. My room is free and sleep will help stop the pain okay? Come on. You can leave after breakfast tomorrow yes?â You nod numbly against his shoulder, letting him guide you through the door and up the stairs where there were significantly less people which you felt grateful for. You didnât want people seeing this.Â
Opening a door with multiple stickers Jongin pushed you gently towards a bed as he rummaged through his drawers, pulling out a spare shirt and pajama bottoms. He walked over and sat beside you on the bed, laying them on your lap as you stared blankly ahead, trying to focus on something other than your impossible feelings for Baekhyun and replaying the image of Zoe and him in your head. On how she was kissing his soft lips just like you always imagined, as you always dismissed as silly daydreams. She was exploring everything about him you never could, his mind was full of her and how yours was now full of Baekhyun and how it felt like torture. Tomorrow youâll have to pretend like youâd never felt any of this, as if you still didnât feel that heavy weight in your chest. You were already so tired.Â
You were snapped out of your thoughts as Jongin framed your face, his thumbs wiped your tears away, smiling reassuringly as he took your hand and  laid it on the pile of clothes on your lap. He murmured comfortingly âGet dressed and sleep in my bed for tonight, Iâll be just over there on the couch if you need me okay?â smiling widely as you nod softly in his hands.Â
He went into the bathroom to get dressed himself as he gave you privacy. You slipped the dress over your head and hurriedly slid the soft shirt that landed mid thigh over your head, pulling on the sweats that pooled at your ankles and rolling under the duvet. Feeling tears slipping over your nose as you lay on your side and hear Jongin come out of the bathroom you kept your sniffles quiet as you closed your eyes to sleep, falling into dreams of better things. Hoping to wake to a better day.
Chapter 1
Admin C here ad I finally got the second part out! Hmm so are the feelings unrequited and what will y/n do now? I really enjoyed writing Jongin heâs a sweet guy really but hey letâs see what happens~~ Tell me what you think so far and who do you like so far!Â
Synopsis: Your best friend Baekhyun manages to drag you to a party, promising a good time but youâre not so sure. Jongin the campus charmer is there and who knows what drama heâs going to incite.Â
Pairing: We will see~ (possibly Baek x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n)Â
Warnings: Cursing
Word count: 1269
Status: Ongoing
You hiss as you felt the too hot liquid touch your lips, cursing out loud and sucking them in as you quickly put the coffee mug down. A short peal of laughter breaks from your friend Baekhyun as he looks up from his Coding textbook in time to see your pout, his constantly mischievous eyes widening as he teased.
âIs that the kind of language weâre studying today? Cause honestly I wondered why none of this was making any fucking senseâ You snort softly as you whack his arm with your notebook lightly, earning a soft pout on his pink lips.Â
âI think thatâs more to do with you not turning up for this weeks lecture Baekâ You retort. Baekhyun smirks sheepishly, rolling his dark eyes as he leans forward to read over his textbook again, slim fingers tapping his pen against the table.Â
âAnd youâre oh so perfect hmmâ he grumbles playfully, peeping up at you through his recently dyed red hair, you wink back feeling your cheeks ache with a smile.Â
 Baekhyun is easily the fastest friend you had made in University, both of you met after being locked out of your rooms the first day of term, forgetting your key card inside and being forced to go to reception in your pajamas. Baekhyun couldnt resist joking about your Disney princess pajamas while you giggled at his Supreme underwear and matching shirt. The under-dressed man who looked like a lost puppy with his messy brown hair invited you to his room and you both watched old Disney movies while you chatted the night away. That night felt like a puzzle piece falling into place since Baekhyun and you settled into the University together as fast friends. Which led to today where you were both attempting to study for your upcoming tests in the Uni cafe. Why you thought actual work would happen with Baekhyun was beyond you.Â
Blowing your fringe out your face as you hunch back over your ancient history notes, desperately trying to convince yourself to read over the page. You could feel the desire to actually be productive melt away, which led to you throwing yourself back against the chairâŠwell you didnât want half-assed revision right?Â
âScrew it, Iâm getting more coffeeâ you huff. Baekhyunâs cheeky smile peered over his textbook as he glances up.
âI take it study time is over? Thank fuck. Iâve been rereading this page for ten minutes.â He groans loudly, getting up to refill your coffee mugs and stretching his limbs dramatically. You giggle at his antics and wave him away, he always found a way to make a boring situation fun somehow, though you admit to yourself, a problem when you had lectures together. As Baekhyun left you look up at the doorbell jingling to see Kyungsoo and Yixing walking into the cafe, arms laden with shopping bags when they spot you gratefully, hurrying over and dropping the bags on the table with a joint sigh.Â
âHey guys, carrying enough there? Whatâs in the bags?â You joke as the two boys sat on the sofa opposite you, Yixingâs dimple peeping as he explains.
 âJonginâs having a party tonight so weâre on supply run⊠oh is that cookie yours?â Your lip curls slightly at his name. Jongin was third year dance student  and a very good friend of Baekhyunâs since highschool. You had only met him a few times when he came to catch up with Baekhyun but you found yourself always wary around him. Jongin is charming, quick to flash a smile and made anyone feel comfortable around him in seconds. His angular jaw and pouty lips only added to his unfairly gorgeous looks- unfortunately he knows it and too many girls find out the hard way that he isnât interested in much else but sex with them. Youâd easily run out of fingers to count the girls you knew who had âtried to change himâ and hoped for a better outcome. They were met with an empty bed and a morning of disappointment in the end. Well you hope at least the sex was good for them. You like Jongin, he was a laugh and a harmless flirt but he wasnât for you. That drama will stay the hell away from you if you can help it.Â
âIâm sure thatâll be a messy party for you allâŠ-âyou start before before Baekhyun returns carrying mugs and interrupts.Â
âMessy parties are the best parties. Hey you two, please save me from this boring studyingâŠand Y/n.â you crack a smile and playfully glare back as Baekhyun settles in next to you, taking your mug.Â
Kyungsoo leans forward and takes the cookie anyway, passing half to Yixing as he nods, âOh you and Baekhyun can come too, I need someone to keep Jongdae under control when heâs on the vodkaâÂ
As much as you love parties, especially the ones Jongdae throws because something crazy always happens around that man, last month he taped everything to the ceiling for when Junmyeon woke the morning after. But this time? Pass. The excuse was half out your mouth before you feel Baekhyun clamp his hand over your lips and nod enthusiastically.
âYES, she says yes. This is exactly what we need before our exams! Blow off some steam y/n!â he said smugly, Kyungsoo not hiding his laugh as you shared a look with him. Great.Â
âDo I get much of a choiceâŠâ you say into Baekhyunâs clammy hand, promising to yourself youâll lick him if he doesnât move it. Pulling you further into his side to pat your head mockingly Baekhyun replies.
âNope you donât~ Anyway I need my wing woman, last time Yixing helped he got the girlâŠâ You feel a twinge of something at his words, you cantât place what it is but you push it aside. Maybe youâre just really not in the mood for a party. Yixing smirks slightly to himself when you look his way at his chuckle, shrugging his shoulders playfully.Â
 âI canât help that she liked me more but it only lasted a few dates if that soothes your wounded ego Baekâ Yixing laughs, finishing the last piece of cookie before standing up, patting Kyungsooâs shoulder and lifting the bags again, his full lips lifting into a sunny smile. âY/n please come though, hang out with me if Baekhyun bores youâÂ
Ugh if there was one thing no one could say no to, it was Yixingâs damned smile and he knew it. Waving him and a grinning Kyungsoo away you nod. Fine youâll go. Baekhyun laughed at you nod, picking his books up and passing you your notes.Â
âWell then we should go back and get ourselves ready. God this is gonna be so fun! Alcohol, music and no cleaning in the morning? Heaven. Now Up princessâ He says excitedly, tugging you up as he did. A rush of warmth goes through your stomach at his silly nickname for you that heâs used since you first met him in your disney pajamas, a warm smile on your face as you stand up and bump him with your hip.Â
âAh yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the another Supreme shirt right?â You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said itâll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. Itâll be a good nightâŠright?
Admin C- Iâve been away so long iâm sorry! Summer has been hectic but iâm around more so now~ I hope you enjoy this one! Iâd love to hear what you think
Synopsis: Your best friend Baekhyun manages to drag you to a party, promising a good time but youâre not so sure. Jongin the campus charmer is there and who knows what drama heâs going to incite.Â
Pairing: We will see~ (possibly Baek x Y/n or Jongin x Y/n)Â
Warnings: Cursing
Word count: 1269
Status: Ongoing
You hiss as you felt the too hot liquid touch your lips, cursing out loud and sucking them in as you quickly put the coffee mug down. A short peal of laughter breaks from your friend Baekhyun as he looks up from his Coding textbook in time to see your pout, his constantly mischievous eyes widening as he teased.
âIs that the kind of language weâre studying today? Cause honestly I wondered why none of this was making any fucking senseâ You snort softly as you whack his arm with your notebook lightly, earning a soft pout on his pink lips.Â
âI think thatâs more to do with you not turning up for this weeks lecture Baekâ You retort. Baekhyun smirks sheepishly, rolling his dark eyes as he leans forward to read over his textbook again, slim fingers tapping his pen against the table.Â
âAnd youâre oh so perfect hmmâ he grumbles playfully, peeping up at you through his recently dyed red hair, you wink back feeling your cheeks ache with a smile.Â
 Baekhyun is easily the fastest friend you had made in University, both of you met after being locked out of your rooms the first day of term, forgetting your key card inside and being forced to go to reception in your pajamas. Baekhyun couldnt resist joking about your Disney princess pajamas while you giggled at his Supreme underwear and matching shirt. The under-dressed man who looked like a lost puppy with his messy brown hair invited you to his room and you both watched old Disney movies while you chatted the night away. That night felt like a puzzle piece falling into place since Baekhyun and you settled into the University together as fast friends. Which led to today where you were both attempting to study for your upcoming tests in the Uni cafe. Why you thought actual work would happen with Baekhyun was beyond you.Â
Blowing your fringe out your face as you hunch back over your ancient history notes, desperately trying to convince yourself to read over the page. You could feel the desire to actually be productive melt away, which led to you throwing yourself back against the chair...well you didnât want half-assed revision right?Â
âScrew it, Iâm getting more coffeeâ you huff. Baekhyunâs cheeky smile peered over his textbook as he glances up.
âI take it study time is over? Thank fuck. Iâve been rereading this page for ten minutes.â He groans loudly, getting up to refill your coffee mugs and stretching his limbs dramatically. You giggle at his antics and wave him away, he always found a way to make a boring situation fun somehow, though you admit to yourself, a problem when you had lectures together. As Baekhyun left you look up at the doorbell jingling to see Kyungsoo and Yixing walking into the cafe, arms laden with shopping bags when they spot you gratefully, hurrying over and dropping the bags on the table with a joint sigh.Â
âHey guys, carrying enough there? Whatâs in the bags?â You joke as the two boys sat on the sofa opposite you, Yixingâs dimple peeping as he explains.
 âJonginâs having a party tonight so weâre on supply run... oh is that cookie yours?â Your lip curls slightly at his name. Jongin was third year dance student  and a very good friend of Baekhyunâs since highschool. You had only met him a few times when he came to catch up with Baekhyun but you found yourself always wary around him. Jongin is charming, quick to flash a smile and made anyone feel comfortable around him in seconds. His angular jaw and pouty lips only added to his unfairly gorgeous looks- unfortunately he knows it and too many girls find out the hard way that he isnât interested in much else but sex with them. Youâd easily run out of fingers to count the girls you knew who had âtried to change himâ and hoped for a better outcome. They were met with an empty bed and a morning of disappointment in the end. Well you hope at least the sex was good for them. You like Jongin, he was a laugh and a harmless flirt but he wasnât for you. That drama will stay the hell away from you if you can help it.Â
âIâm sure thatâll be a messy party for you all...-âyou start before before Baekhyun returns carrying mugs and interrupts.Â
âMessy parties are the best parties. Hey you two, please save me from this boring studying...and Y/n.â you crack a smile and playfully glare back as Baekhyun settles in next to you, taking your mug.Â
Kyungsoo leans forward and takes the cookie anyway, passing half to Yixing as he nods, âOh you and Baekhyun can come too, I need someone to keep Jongdae under control when heâs on the vodkaâÂ
As much as you love parties, especially the ones Jongdae throws because something crazy always happens around that man, last month he taped everything to the ceiling for when Junmyeon woke the morning after. But this time? Pass. The excuse was half out your mouth before you feel Baekhyun clamp his hand over your lips and nod enthusiastically.
âYES, she says yes. This is exactly what we need before our exams! Blow off some steam y/n!â he said smugly, Kyungsoo not hiding his laugh as you shared a look with him. Great.Â
âDo I get much of a choice...â you say into Baekhyunâs clammy hand, promising to yourself youâll lick him if he doesnât move it. Pulling you further into his side to pat your head mockingly Baekhyun replies.
âNope you donât~ Anyway I need my wing woman, last time Yixing helped he got the girl...â You feel a twinge of something at his words, you cantât place what it is but you push it aside. Maybe youâre just really not in the mood for a party. Yixing smirks slightly to himself when you look his way at his chuckle, shrugging his shoulders playfully.Â
 âI canât help that she liked me more but it only lasted a few dates if that soothes your wounded ego Baekâ Yixing laughs, finishing the last piece of cookie before standing up, patting Kyungsooâs shoulder and lifting the bags again, his full lips lifting into a sunny smile. âY/n please come though, hang out with me if Baekhyun bores youâÂ
Ugh if there was one thing no one could say no to, it was Yixingâs damned smile and he knew it. Waving him and a grinning Kyungsoo away you nod. Fine youâll go. Baekhyun laughed at you nod, picking his books up and passing you your notes.Â
âWell then we should go back and get ourselves ready. God this is gonna be so fun! Alcohol, music and no cleaning in the morning? Heaven. Now Up princessâ He says excitedly, tugging you up as he did. A rush of warmth goes through your stomach at his silly nickname for you that heâs used since you first met him in your disney pajamas, a warm smile on your face as you stand up and bump him with your hip.Â
âAh yes, get back so you can decide between one Supreme shirt and the another Supreme shirt right?â You tease, running away quickly as he chases you out the cafe, a wide smile on his sweet face. Guess you should decide what to wear, like Baekhyun said itâll be nice to unwind before the exams and those boys knew how to throw a good party, you can just stay with Baekhyun, Kyungsoo and Yixing. Itâll be a good night...right?
Admin C- Iâve been away so long iâm sorry! Summer has been hectic but iâm around more so now~ I hope you enjoy this one! Iâd love to hear what you think
Genre: Angsty fluff? (2nd of 9 part lyric series for each member)
Word count: 533
Warnings: None
The noise of heavy rain filtered into the messy room through the open window causing Junmyeon to glance up from his phone as he stretched out on his bed. Â Sighing softly to himself as Junmyeon dragged himself up to close the window he thought back to countless stormy nights he had laid beside you, your head tucked under his chin as you both looked out the window, excitedly counting the seconds between the thunder and lightening to track how close the storm was. He missed how youâd drag him out to take walks in the drizzle, laughing and clinging to his arm as he pretended to control the weather. God your laugh. The memory of the warm sound made Junmyeon smile to himself as he watched the rain, recounting all the times he had held your giggling face between his palms.
That was before you left.
 Before his manager found out about your relationship and convinced you leave him, making you believe it would hurt his publicity image if you stayed by his side. Youâd changed your phone and made sure he had no way of reaching you, he hated it but he knew you thought you were helping. His manager took you away from Junmyeon and now after three weeks he was still surrounded by the bittersweet memories of you like water, soaking into to his skin and thoughts even now. He just wanted you back.
The hesitant knock on the door broke him from his reverie as Jongdaeâs voice carried through the door.Â
âHyung, Do you feel like eating with us today? We want you to come out and face this. We have someone that can help.â Junmyeonâs body warmed at their concern but this wasnât something that could be helped. He cleared his throat and replied.
âYou all go ahead, Iâll eat later.â settling back onto his bed and glancing at the phone screen. Jongdae sighed in defeat and nodded his head as he pulled the door slowly shut, leaving Junmyeon to stare at his blank phone screen. He desperately hoped a message from you would pop up. Lying there in the darkness he could almost pretend he heard your soft voice calling for him, he knew heâd be able to pick your voice out of white noise, out of the clamour of voices in the world. Yours was the one stuck in his thoughts. He could almost hear your voice if he concentrated with his eyes closed in the darkness, the rain patter becoming monotonous.Â
âJunmyeon please open the doorâ you demanded.Â
Junmyeonâs eyes flashed to the door, almost laughing humourlessly to himself. It didnât hurt enough to imagine your voice when he wanted but now he was genuinely hearing it. So typical. So he was going a little crazy with all this happening. Just what he needed. He settled back down before he heard a knock again. Groaning he passed a hand over his face, âJongdae, I really appreciate it but please just leave.âÂ
The door cracked open and light flooded the half lit room, making Junmyeon sit up agitated, prepared to push Jongdae out of thatâs what it took. You spoke softer, almost a whisper âJunmyeon, talk to meâŠcome eat. I want to talk this through.â
He froze as your voice registered, making his heart pound a little faster as he slowly turned towards the door.
He would know your voice anywhere.
Ah Iâm so sorry it took so long, some stuff came up! But here it is! The second installment~ Junmyeon needs some love. Yixing up next! Any requests for what song to use for him please inbox me!
Genre: Angsty fluff? (2nd of 9 part lyric series for each member)
Word count: 533
Warnings: None
The noise of heavy rain filtered into the messy room through the open window causing Junmyeon to glance up from his phone as he stretched out on his bed. Â Sighing softly to himself as Junmyeon dragged himself up to close the window he thought back to countless stormy nights he had laid beside you, your head tucked under his chin as you both looked out the window, excitedly counting the seconds between the thunder and lightening to track how close the storm was. He missed how youâd drag him out to take walks in the drizzle, laughing and clinging to his arm as he pretended to control the weather. God your laugh. The memory of the warm sound made Junmyeon smile to himself as he watched the rain, recounting all the times he had held your giggling face between his palms.
That was before you left.
 Before his manager found out about your relationship and convinced you leave him, making you believe it would hurt his publicity image if you stayed by his side. Youâd changed your phone and made sure he had no way of reaching you, he hated it but he knew you thought you were helping. His manager took you away from Junmyeon and now after three weeks he was still surrounded by the bittersweet memories of you like water, soaking into to his skin and thoughts even now. He just wanted you back.
The hesitant knock on the door broke him from his reverie as Jongdaeâs voice carried through the door.Â
âHyung, Do you feel like eating with us today? We want you to come out and face this. We have someone that can help.â Junmyeonâs body warmed at their concern but this wasnât something that could be helped. He cleared his throat and replied.
âYou all go ahead, Iâll eat later.â settling back onto his bed and glancing at the phone screen. Jongdae sighed in defeat and nodded his head as he pulled the door slowly shut, leaving Junmyeon to stare at his blank phone screen. He desperately hoped a message from you would pop up. Lying there in the darkness he could almost pretend he heard your soft voice calling for him, he knew heâd be able to pick your voice out of white noise, out of the clamour of voices in the world. Yours was the one stuck in his thoughts. He could almost hear your voice if he concentrated with his eyes closed in the darkness, the rain patter becoming monotonous.Â
âJunmyeon please open the doorâ you demanded.Â
Junmyeonâs eyes flashed to the door, almost laughing humourlessly to himself. It didnât hurt enough to imagine your voice when he wanted but now he was genuinely hearing it. So typical. So he was going a little crazy with all this happening. Just what he needed. He settled back down before he heard a knock again. Groaning he passed a hand over his face, âJongdae, I really appreciate it but please just leave.âÂ
The door cracked open and light flooded the half lit room, making Junmyeon sit up agitated, prepared to push Jongdae out of thatâs what it took. You spoke softer, almost a whisper âJunmyeon, talk to me...come eat. I want to talk this through.â
He froze as your voice registered, making his heart pound a little faster as he slowly turned towards the door.
He would know your voice anywhere.
Ah Iâm so sorry it took so long, some stuff came up! But here it is! The second installment~ Junmyeon needs some love. Yixing up next! Any requests for what song to use for him please inbox me!
Low lighting surrounded you both, skin sliding against skin, soft gasps and groans filling the air. Minseok felt your fingertips leaving trails of fire over his body, your hot breath mixing with his while he panted in bursts against your lips, his eyes closed in longing. He longed for more of you, for all of you as you bit into his bottom lip, your fingers curling gently into his hair. He almost laughed at the irony of it, how your relationship was just like those two conflicting actions of pain and softness. You treated him with such tenderness whenever Minseok threatened to stop...whatever this was. You always peered into his face before you whispered lovingly into his ear with your arms winding themselves around him in an embrace. You had trapped him in your heavenly arms and played dominoes with his heart. He couldnât leave you even if he tried.Â
 Your body fell against his with a loud moan, bringing Minseok back as he loudly finished with you, holding you into his chest tenderly as you got your breath back. Smiling softly to himself as he savoured the dreamy moment of you lying here in his arms, against his skin and wanting nothing more. You lean up on an elbow as you traced strands of damp hair from Minseokâs face, he knew you watched how his eyes closed almost unwillingly at your touch. Why couldnât he resist this? Again and again he fell for you. Your breathy voice broke into the quiet moment as you slide out from his arms and turned over, the phone lighting over your features in the darkened room as you text one of the others.
âYou were incredible Minseok...but you should leave sooner this time, I have a... friend visiting âÂ
Minseok felt his heart ache at the thought of someone else holding you like he had, his breath becoming shallow at the predictable pattern of this night. He couldnât hold back the words that fell from his kiss-bruised lips like bullets. âWould you like me to welcome them when they walk in? Fuck! Y/n what are we doing? I donât want to do this...like this anymore.â
You looked up startled from his outburst, putting down your phone as you watched him with those dangerously heady eyes.Â
âWell the door is right there Minseok, we agreed to this. What else could you want from this?â you murmured softly.Â
Minseok almost crumbled under your gaze just as he always did, crawling back into your bed and arms like he always did but tonight he forced himself to ignore it. He needed answers and not endless âwhat ifsâ that fueled this fire. Clearing his throat he met your eyes resolutely as he breathed out hard âYou. I want you beside me and I want to love you if youâll let me. To hold you close after I stay the night, attempt to make you breakfast for Godâs sake. I canât pretend to feel nothing every time we feel like fucking anymore. I donât want that.â
He searched your face desperately as you sighed gently, rubbing your temples hard to stop the oncoming headache this was causing. You knew he was getting too involved recently and youâd tried to push him away but... he had such a wicked mouth you couldnât resist at times. But...thatâs all there was. Looking up slowly you took in his standing lean figure, how the lights seemed to wrap around his bronze body in shadows as he panted down at you. Youâd miss this.Â
âMinseok...I canât give you that. I donât want to hurt you more but I donât love you. Iâm sorry it got this far but thereâs nothing more I can doâ
Minseok felt those words like a blow to his heart and every word dragged itsâ slow, hot path around his chest. He could almost feel the pieces of his heart falling onto the floor of this room, once alive with moans and heat but now darkening as he stood in numb shock. He shouldnât be surprised, youâd never even hinted youâd felt the same but hope had pulled him through all those lonely nights with you. Minseok coughed gently, trying to force his heavy tongue to work as he stepped slightly backwards, pulling his shirt on quickly.Â
âI...I get it. I wasnât expecting shit from this anyway. I just wanted to be honest with you. Iâm going to leave and I wonât be back. Not this time. Have a good night.â Minseok forced out between his teeth before he walked out of that door, out of the room alight with heat and danger and into the cold night, not caring how the wind lashed at him. He kept walking.
 He didnât look back.Â
Admin C- Basically inspired from the lyrics of Exodus! I wanted to try angst~ and itâs all to celebrate the upcoming Comeback and my first 500 followers! Come requests songs for specific members as a poll.
Oh woah. This little blog is coming along so fast and thanks to each and every one of you. Soooo I wanted to surprise you all with an idea that's been bouncing around my head. I'm going to write 9 oneshots for each Exo member based on a song from either the Lotto repackage or Exodus. If you wanna inbox me which you'd prefer or what songs you'd like that would be awesome. It'll be a send off also just before their new comeback I guess too, my timing đđ»
A little shy where public skin ship is concerned Minseok wouldn't be the one to initiate this. Although he definitely knows his way around teasing he just wouldn't want to take it outside the bedroom. It would take you wanting to get a little revenge for his hour of teasing the other night during a meal at the dorms. Sitting around the table Junmyeon forced the members to have one meal together, you would lean into Minseokâs shoulder. Playing with his hand with one of yours on the table to put him at ease you slid your other hand under his shirt, tracing over his abdomen lightly with your nails, sliding gradually lower. Â He would quickly jolt and grab your hand hard, pushing it away before shaking his head resolutely at you, eyes hard. You best be prepared for the consequences.
âIf you think you're getting away with that Y/n.â
Junmyeon/Suho:
Junmyeon would prefer to do the teasing than have you tease him. Most of the time heâll be very affectionate and attentive towards you especially around the boys where heâll feel responsible somewhat. Sometimes however when heâs had a particularly testing day youâll feel his knee bump into yours at the dinner table with the everyone as his hand slips slowly up the inside of your thigh, leaning in to whisper all the things the things he wanted to do to you right then, how he'd mark you softly when you were finally alone, hear the moans of his name. All this while his hand journeyed further up your thigh and pressed harder where you felt him most, your hand gripping your glass harder as you struggled to keep quiet while leaned smugly back. But only some days.
âWould you like to continue this in my room y/nâ
Yixing/Lay:Â
Whilst Yixing was by no means innocent you knew you had miscalculated this move. Eating chicken with the rest of Exo you were sat next Yixing who, through no fault of his own, had not been around much due to scheduling. You had missed him. A lot. So as he was chuckling with Baekhyun over a funny story during filming you slowly slid you hand over his muscular thigh and up over his zipper, feeling him tense slightly. He looked at you shocked, an expression you knew not to push on his face. No teasing for him then. But that didn't mean the minute you got home he didn't immediately back you up against the doorframe, that smirk curled over his plump lips, trailing his fingers over your back as his dark eyes look into yours, teasing your shirt up.
âBaobei, not in public, and tonight I'm going to make sure you remember that in detail.â
Baekhyun:
 Baekhyun is playful and this would be something he would often start but never follow through just to see your frustrated reaction. He wanted to make sure this was something you'd be comfortable with but just never got around  to it so you would take matters into your own hands. When you first felt his knee slowly nudge your legs open while you sat opposite him on a date you smiled at him nonchalantly. Slipping your foot out of your heel you traced your foot up the inside of his thighs before pressing gently over his jeans, internally smirking at the the way his body shook in his seat. His eyes snapped to yours and he laughed breathlessly while you used his hand to push your foot back down.
âOkay okay, you've learnt some things and I deserved that.â
Chanyeol:
Chanyeol would be a fan of pushing his luck with you just to see how you'd react but would always have your interest in mind, never wanting to upset you. Inviting you to his little studio where he had some friends in the other room working on their own music, he giddily closed the door to his own room to show you his new song. Sitting you on his lap he played the song which you immediately heard his deep melodic voice spilling out less than innocent lyrics. Of course it got to you, you're only human. Shifting uncomfortable on his lap as you cleared your throat you turned to praise his music when his hand teasingly ground you down on his lap, kissing your neck gently as he did- the song on repeat. You hoped so bad no one would interrupt him.Â
âDid you prefer my singing or my mouth on your skin~â
Jongdae/Chen:
Out of the boys Jongdae would be the most into this. Snuggled on the sofa watching a thriller film with the rest of the boys you leaned your head on his shoulder, pressing closer at a particularly tense part. His face would flush a little when you accidentally gripped his upper leg in surprise, eyes glued to the screen, leaving Jongdae with a rising problem as you kept your hand there forgotten. Looking around the darkened room he would pull the blanket over you more, trailing his hand up your leg and smirking when you glanced at him I in shock when he tugged your underwear. Chewing your lip at his expression youâd lean closer into him, biting his shirt to muffle the sounds his fingers were steadily drawing from you. Luckily when Chanyeol glanced over he thought how sweet it was Jongdae was comforting you during the film.
Kyungsoo/D.O:
Kyungsoo would be one of the more shy ones out of the boys about this. He would be comfortable trying new things with you and would love it when you tease him to provoke him sometimes however he'd be less ethusiastic about this outside the bedroom. Sitting on his lap while you watched Chanyeol, Baekhyun and Jongin play against each other on a game Kyungsoo wrapped his arms around you and cuddled in. You burst into laughter as Baekhyun was defeated by Jongin and felt Kyungsoo stiffen under you and used his large hands to move you slightly down his lap. Smirking to yourself you subtly shifted back and rolled your hips as you laughed to avoid suspicion, his hands immediately at your waist and low voice breathing hard by your ear.
âJust what do you think you're doing?!â
Jongin/Kai:
You sat in the dark cinema at the back row, Jongin having earlier insisted they were the best seats to watch a movie in for your date. In honesty it wasn't a great film and Jongin had bought them on a whim just so you could spend some time together after his busy schedule. You played with your shirt hem, leaning against his arm as you waited for the dull movie to end before you grinned to yourself. An idea to make this far more entertaining entered your mind. Trailing your fingers up over his leg, slowly pulling down his zipper you felt his hand grab yours, his eyes blown wide as he whispered ây/n! What're you doing?!â Smiling sweetly at him as your hand continued it's path you saw Jongin bite back a groan and lean back in his seat as you shifted onto your knees. It certainly has become more entertaining.
Sehun:
Much like Junmyeon, Sehun would be a little too shy for this but some days he would truly embrace being the naughty maknae. You'd have hinted at him a few times that you wouldn't mind trying public teasing but each time he'd ruffle his hair unsure, meeting your eyes apologetically saying he wouldn't want to do anything in front of his hyungs. You were fine with this, not everyone liked it. But when you dropped by for a dance practice to find Jongin and Yixing teasing Sehun as he warmed up you laughed along, waving goodbye to them as you joined Sehun for your solo together. Immediately he pressed himself to you, adding far more suggestive moves as he panted in your ear and chuckling at your shaky breaths of pointing out the possibility of someone walking in.Â
âBut isn't this exactly what you wanted me to do. Not so funny now.â
Admin C- Sooo this IPad is slow as hell but it's finally up! I wanted to do a more suggestive one but requests are welcomed! Have fun and enjoy!
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Exo reaction to you not wanting to have sex before marriage
Request: Nice Blog:) I'd like to request an Exo Reaction: Their GF is very decent and is pretty serious in relationships (like she REALLY loves them) but she doesn't want to get too intimate till they marry someday. Thank you
Minseok/Xiumin:Â
When you sat Minseok down a few months into your relationship he was somewhat worried. Recently youâd been far more shy with him especially the other night after a very heated moment when he tugged on your underwear softly, looking up gently with a question in his eyes before you shook your head, turning over for the night. He knew you loved him and you always made sure to tell him so, he loved to small efforts you made to show him and he always wanted to make you feel the same. So now he sat opposite you. You shakily drew in a breath, worriedly looking up before breathing out âMinseok, I love you so much. But...I want to wait...until marriage. That's my choiceâ Minseok took your hands in his, nodding slowly, completely respecting your decision.Â
âOf course y/n, I wished you'd had said sooner, your really had me worried!âÂ
Junmyeon/Suho:
Junmyeonâs first priority in his relationship would be you. If anything even threatened to hurt you Junmyeon wouldn't consider it an option and honesty was of utmost importance. Because of this you would feel completely comfortable going to him with your decision. Lying in bed in his dorm room you would softly whisper into his chest âJunmyeon, you make me feel so wanted and loved and I wanted to let you know I want to be completely intimate with you after marriage...are you okay with that?â. Honestly Junmyeon would be a little taken aback, knowing that was a long commitment but would kiss your hair tenderly and pull you in closer into his warm skin, whispering back sweet nothings as he promised youâd both wait.Â
âMarriage it is baby, I joke but iâm pleased you trusted me with this, I love youâ
Yixing/Lay:Â
The second Yixing felt any reluctance from you during a passionate moment with him would be the same second heâd stop his kisses and touches, wherever he was. Pulling back to see your face heâd brush the hair out of your eyes before saying slightly out of breath âBaobei, we can stop whenever you want to. We will do this at your pace completelyâ. Youâd almost melt in his arms, loving how much of a sweetheart he is before replying âIt's just...Iâve always wanted to wait until marriage...I still do. I love you dearly but I want you after weâve made that vow...â. Smiling reassuringly at you Yixing would almost flush at the mention of marriage but agree completely to your wishes.
âThen Iâll wait for you for marriage if that's what you needâÂ
Baekhyun:
Baekhyun would almost feel insecure when you kept turning down his attempts to make love to you without a reason. Whilst he knew you were a virgin and your nervousness is something completely natural to feel he felt like maybe he was the reason you didn't want to go further. Baekhyun takes care of others but that didn't mean he never felt insecurity himself. He would be the one to bring it up, sitting you down to a romantic dinner before mumbling âJagi, I'm not pushing you, at all. It's just if I'm not the one you... Feel most comfortable with being your first time could you tell me?â taking a sip of water to fill the silence. Youâd be almost surprised at him and quickly reassure him, holding his hand over the table and playing with it.
"I want you to be my first. I just want my first to be after marriageâ
Chanyeol:
You fidgeted on your seat as you looked into Chanyeolâs warm brown eyes. Maybe a cafe wasn't the best place to do this but this was his first day back from tour and you knew what usually happened after that amount of time apart. Not that you didn't miss him almost unbearably, looking at his full smile across the table as he held your hands made you tremble with relief of his return. You started nervously âI'm so glad you're home Jagi, I really am but..before we go to the dorms and catch up... I want put out there that I love you, a lot, but I've chosen to wait until marriage for...sexâ looking down quickly. Hearing his soft laughter as he squeezed your hand gently as you glanced up to see his eye smile.
â"That is one hundred percent okay with me, thank you for telling me princessâÂ
Jongdae/Chen:
In all honesty the thought of you wanting to wait until marriage wouldn't even cross Jongdaeâs mind. Not in an awful way but all he wanted to do was shower you in his affection and sex was merely another way to do that. You would eventually realize he wasn't getting the hint any time soon so one night in bed while you were curled up facing him you would murmur into the darkness âJongdae, I really love and appreciate you and I want to use everyday to show you that, just one way I want to do that is saving my first time until after marriage. I understand if that's not what you-â you were cut off by his soft lips against yours. He pulled back quickly and lowly replied in a sleepy tone, voice cracking slightly.
âEnd of. If you want to wait until marriage that's the end if the sentence. Of course I'll waitâ
Kyungsoo/D.O:
Kyungsoo is a very observant man and would have already picked up on your anxiety when things were getting a little too passionate for you. He would decide himself to slowly stop going beyond certain boundaries, becoming more reluctant himself to pleasure you with anything but his hands and lingering kisses. You would slowly realize he wasn't pushing for more recently and smile to yourself at his consideration wanting to make sure your intentions were clear through words. Sitting on the rim of the bath as he relaxed surrounded by hot water you shyly played with the delicate bubbles while you spoke into the humid room âKyungsoo... You already guessed I think but I made the choice to wait until marriage.â Looking at you sleepily over the steaming water he broke into a smile.
âI did and it's completely up to you. I'll be fine with whatever choice you makeâ
Jongin/Kai:
Though perhaps Jongin would be a little clueless for your subtle hints about not wanting to go too far, he would immediately respect your choice when you laid it out for him one afternoon. Looking up curiously when you said you loved him and this relationship endlessly but just wasn't ready for anything before marriage he would nod slowly. Standing from his chair he'd wrap his arms around you, cradling you into his chest while he pecked your hair. His deep melodic voice would assure you â"Baby girl, absolutely. I won't ever push you over your limits, not before you're ready for me to.â Breathing a heavy sigh of relief against his shirt, you'd almost tear up at his understanding and lean up to peck him lovingly.
âI love you Jongin. More and more everyday.â
Sehun:
Sehun values loyalty over many other things and wouldn't let something like this stop his relationship or feelings for you. Though heâd find it hard at times to control himself in some heated moments, just like the others naturally would, he would put your decision ahead of anything he wanted. In his mind, after you told him before your six month anniversary dinner, what was a little waiting when he'd hopefully have the rest of his life to spend with you. Youâd be mostly surprised at his rather mature approach to your decision and it wasn't until he told you just what he felt as he took you hand and pressed it to his plush lips that you'd be completely reassured.Â
âI'd wait far longer if that's what you chose. It'll be hard definitely for us both but I'm okay with thatâ
Admin C- I hope you enjoy this! Honestly laughed at the pun for Yixingâs. Junmyeon would be proud. Requests are open!
Hello!! Do you have any good Kyungsoo fanfic recommendations? i'm falling deeply in love with my bias every second. (possible kyungsooxreader type of fanfic?) thank you so much đ
Oooooh~ Kyungsoo is the sweetest man so It's very easy to fall for him! His voice just gets me. But yes! I would honestly recommend anything by @soobadnoonecanstopher because she has the loveliest writing, though she'll put you through angst hell before that fluffy ending (if you're lucky). I recommend her current fics Price of Privilege and All His. Another one is Daisy but oh boy, that's some hard stuff so be prepared. (I'll tag so you can find the blogs). Hmm @3kpop2jagi1 has some really wonderful stories on Kyungsoo that I enjoyed too like If to Please. Her writing is super enjoyable as well! For one shots and drabbles I'd recommend @hallyureactarios because yes, one shots and drabbles are just so fluidly written! Hmm I'd also recommend visiting @smuttyfairy for recommendations as well! They really know what fics are good and whatnot! I hope this helps! And please have fun! I hope you enjoy them all cause đđ» honestly for these blogs all the members have amazing fics. Of course there's more blogs but these are the ones that came to mind!
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