My~Our Beloved Summer
One of my latest favorite drama that I watched this early 2022 is Our Beloved Summer. I loved every piece of this story. Somehow this story reflect me a lot in many kind of circumstance that I have in life. I love the way PD-nim draw the picture of Yeonsu in the most realistic way. We know that sometimes this life being s*ck even though we already in the edge of tears, but who’s care? The world will always keep turning even when we already bleeding. Her life is already tough without parents, then her uncle become an a**hole with all the debt that he left to her and her grandma. Her misery sent so much painful feeling to me. She doesn't have a choice except being strong enough and built higher and thicker wall so others can’t see what’s really looks her feels. Believe me, its tougher and harder for someone who look strong to show her weakness. May be this what others call as a pride, but this rather seems like don’t wanna burden anyone with their bandage and pain.
And Choi Ung, I love you! I love all the things that you did even though somehow make me wonder like... why??? I thought I like man with tension, funny, passionate, work hard, steady, brilliant, clever and all the definition which many girls in the world searching for... until I see a glimpse of happiness with your existence. You're totally far away from those thing that I like, but amazingly my heart is beat in. You’re just a simple man, the slow-witty one, not so brilliant, not compassionate, not funny and loud, and the most I hate is the kind of slowly man. Funny enough then suddenly I realize that the things that I need somehow far enough with the things that I want. Your sincere, generous, and wisdom is insane... its like blinding me with all the things that I like before.
and... I love the way you look at Yeonsu. It’s like a huge bless to have someone who can see you like the way Choi Ung look at Yeonsu. I remember the parable of solar system, like the planet have an eye of the sun.. like literally the only one source of the light, warm and happiness. Ung never try to force Yeonsu to did something that it isn’t coming from her intention. He never asking something that she doesn't share with, he just believe her that he love her in the past, now and for the future. It’s just Yeonsu insecurity that gap in them to be together.
At the end, lover is become one of the essential thing is life. One of, not the only one. In the priorty but not always become the all the time top priority. You need to live in your life with yourself. Of course its a massive blessing to walk in together but even if not, you are still blessing. And every love just look like seasons, they will be blooming when spring, dry when summer, freezing when winter, falling when fall to be blooming again on the next spring. ^___^
